RYKER'S POV

There were times when I seriously doubted the sanity of the guards in the palace and today was one of those times because I found it absolutely insane that I needed to be called to handle something as miniscule as an innocent rogue. By the time we got to the border and I realized exactly what the problem was, I was just about ready to strangle someone to death. It was the kind of matter that didn’t take minutes to handle. Sᴇaʀch Thᴇ Find ɴøᴠel.nᴇt website on Gøøglᴇ to access chapters of novels early and in the highest quality.

“Are they always like this?” Juan asked as we left and I couldn't help but roll my eyes.

“No, they're not, which is why I'm more annoyed about this,” we rode our horses at a fair pace. “I don’t know what th f**k they were thinking when they called me out for this. They are adults, they should know how to handle f*****g rogues.”

He laughed and comfortable silence settled over us. It remained that way for the next few minutes until Juan clearec his throat. I turned to him and noticed that there was something anxious in his gaze, as if something were plaguing him but he wouldn't say a word.

“Since when did you get shy, Juan?” I drawled. “Ask whatever it is that you want to ask. I will try to answer it to the best of my abilities.”

“Were you terrified?” he asked and my brows furrowed in confusion for a second. “When Camilla was pregnant, were you terrified? Is it normal to feel this way? I am happy, don’t get me wrong, I am f*****g elated but I cannot sleep or think, I don’t know how to do this, I don’t know if I will be able to do this, so were you scared?”

I wasn't sure how to answer that but I figured that honesty would be the best thing.

“When Camilla was pregnant the first time, I wasn’t there. We had an issue, there was some miscommunication and she left. When I found her again, Audrey was already a little grown but to answer your question, it was fucking terrifying. I didn’t know the first thing about being a father and I didn’t know if I would be good to her or not, my father was an asshole.”

He snorted. “You can say that part again.”

A small smile grew on my face. “When Aurora came, I was equally as terrified. I didn’t know how to handle an infant, I thought I was going to be crap about it."

“But you already had Audrey by then,” his brows were furrowed in confusion. “Why would you be scared if you already had Audrey?”

what shows that you are a great parent. The fact that you are scared of doing wrong by them, you are scared of hurting them, that is what makes you a good parent. The worry is what helps. I would like to say that the fear gets easier but I don’t think

what you are saying is that if I f**k up,

tap him on the shoulder. “Exactly, now you get it” once I saw he smiled,

you are amazing with our

he exhaled deeply. “Now can we get back

was the only one who had access to my mind at all times and the moment I felt her, I knew something was wrong. Her worry as

you?” she asked,

back, why? What

she trailed

need you to get to the point and do

her rejection and sh seemed to be fine but then she had the wind knocked out of her and said she didn’t expect

on our way, just stay close to her and perhaps tell Riley to keep Damien away

officially mated yet sc he couldn't feel it. I wasn’t sure how to tell him out

I said and without waiting for

by the time we arrived at the palace but I didn’t know how to answer any of them. I couldn't have even if I wanted to. All I did was ask him to follow me and the moment we got to the front of the physician's office and he saw Camilla pacing, he knew that something was

She was biting her nails with worry.

wouldn't be able to speak so I explained everything she had told me. By the time I was done, he was furious. I could practically see the steam coming

hell away from her? What was he thinking? Wha

this was going to happen, he thought he was doing everyone a favor so they could

off him and focused on my mate who looked seconds away from falling apart. The moment I opened my arms, she rushed in

me to watch her,” she whispered and I pulled back from her to be sure I had heard correctly. “I was watching her. I don’t know what went wrong. She was fine and then she was not. I should have watched her better”

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