RYKER'S POV

There were times when I seriously doubted the sanity of the guards in the palace and today was one of those times because I found it absolutely insane that I needed to be called to handle something as miniscule as an innocent rogue. By the time we got to the border and I realized exactly what the problem was, I was just about ready to strangle someone to death. It was the kind of matter that didn’t take minutes to handle. Sᴇaʀch Thᴇ Find ɴøᴠel.nᴇt website on Gøøglᴇ to access chapters of novels early and in the highest quality.

“Are they always like this?” Juan asked as we left and I couldn't help but roll my eyes.

“No, they're not, which is why I'm more annoyed about this,” we rode our horses at a fair pace. “I don’t know what th f**k they were thinking when they called me out for this. They are adults, they should know how to handle f*****g rogues.”

He laughed and comfortable silence settled over us. It remained that way for the next few minutes until Juan clearec his throat. I turned to him and noticed that there was something anxious in his gaze, as if something were plaguing him but he wouldn't say a word.

“Since when did you get shy, Juan?” I drawled. “Ask whatever it is that you want to ask. I will try to answer it to the best of my abilities.”

“Were you terrified?” he asked and my brows furrowed in confusion for a second. “When Camilla was pregnant, were you terrified? Is it normal to feel this way? I am happy, don’t get me wrong, I am f*****g elated but I cannot sleep or think, I don’t know how to do this, I don’t know if I will be able to do this, so were you scared?”

I wasn't sure how to answer that but I figured that honesty would be the best thing.

“When Camilla was pregnant the first time, I wasn’t there. We had an issue, there was some miscommunication and she left. When I found her again, Audrey was already a little grown but to answer your question, it was fucking terrifying. I didn’t know the first thing about being a father and I didn’t know if I would be good to her or not, my father was an asshole.”

He snorted. “You can say that part again.”

A small smile grew on my face. “When Aurora came, I was equally as terrified. I didn’t know how to handle an infant, I thought I was going to be crap about it."

“But you already had Audrey by then,” his brows were furrowed in confusion. “Why would you be scared if you already had Audrey?”

thought of having children in itself is terrifying and part of that is what shows that you are a great parent. The fact that you are scared of doing wrong by them, you are scared of hurting them, that is what makes you a good parent. The worry is what helps. I would like to say that the fear gets easier but I don’t think it does. The closer she gets to delivery, the worse it might actually be but you are going to be fine, Christine will be fine. You have an

you are saying is that if I f**k up, you'll

get it” once I saw he

is an amazing person and you are amazing with our girls. I can only imagine how great you would be with your

deeply. “Now can we get back as soon as possible? I need

cut off when I felt a presence at the back of my mind. My wall was always up except for Camilla. She was the only one who had access to my mind at all times and the moment I felt her,

you?” she asked, her

our way back, why? What happened? Are you

okay,” she trailed

need you to get to the

I don't know what happened. Damien accepted her rejection and sh seemed to be fine but then she had the wind knocked out of her and said she didn’t expect the pain. She was

close to her and perhaps tell Riley to keep Damien away for

mind link and turned to Juan who was oblivious to the whole thing. They were not officially mated yet sc

us,” I said and without waiting for a question for him, I spurred my horse to go

arrived at the palace but I didn’t know how to answer any of them. I couldn't have even if I wanted to. All I did was ask him to follow me and the moment we got to the front of

asked but Camilla couldn't respond. She was biting her nails with worry. “What the hell happened to

wouldn't be able to speak so I explained everything she had told me. By the time I was done, he was furious. I could practically see the steam coming out of his

he snarled. “Couldn’t he just stay the hell away from her? What was he thinking? Wha the

“Your pregnant mate is in that room. Do you really want to leave her to go pick a fight with Damien? He didn’t know this was going to happen, he thought he was doing everyone a favor so they could both move on. I

my mate who looked seconds away from falling apart. The moment I opened my arms, she rushed in and began to sob. I hated seeing her cry, it felt like with each tear, someone tightened a noose more and more around my heart. Still, I knew there was nothing I could do save for just holding her until she

watching her. I don’t know what went wrong. She was fine and then she was not. I should have watched her better” “You brought her here and

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