• Chapter 5

  • Our team had won gold at the competition, which meant automatic acceptance to

  • Stanford–basically a golden ticket.

  • Initially, I had declined the offer.

  • Because I wanted to attend UC Davis with Zephyr.

  • My mom and Zephyr’s mom had been best friends since college.

  • Zephyr and I grew up together–sandbox to high school, the whole cliché.

  • But after his parents‘ nasty divorce, Zephyr’s grades tanked.

  • He completely checked out of school, becoming the textbook rebellious rich kid.

  • He fell in with guys who were already dealing, started smoking, drinking, getting into fights–living

  • like there was no tomorrow.

  • He became the school’s resident bad boy with a capital B.

  • Yet girls still flocked to him, buying into that whole “damaged but desirable” fantasy.

  • I couldn’t stand watching him destroy himself.

  • I tried to reach him, understand him, drag him back from the edge.

  • his desk mate and class rep to

  • played the childhood friend card to chase away his

  • monitored him, pursued him, convinced I could be his

  • back, everyone talked:

  • Johnson isn’t even Zephyr’s girlfriend, she’s

  • Chapter 5

  • desperate slut, following Zephyr round the pigry.

  • just a pair of fits with legs, throwing herved at guys, Bourne Zegy set food for

  • pretended none of it got

  • heard Zephyr saying

  • felt

  • when Zephyr kissed

  • equally destroyed

  • from remembering that deep, wet kiss in

  • stealing my breath, branded

  • was my

  • being touched like

  • scraps of fabric on the floor that barely

  • everything that happened

  • humiliation and shame came crashing back

  • Tears fell.

  • myself hard across the

  • fucking

  • No more fantasies.

  • obsessing over

  • things violently

  • Chapter S

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