The sickened luna’s last chance

Chapter 17

Ella & Sophia

Ella

I had never attended the Spring Celebration before.

To think that all these years, I had avoided such a beautiful and lively festival… And now, in what could perhaps be my last year alive, I was finally attending for the very first time.

It broke my heart when I should have felt joyful.

The celebration was held in the neutral territory between packs. The forest known as Evergreen Glade was located smack dab in the center of the three main packs in the region-Ashclaw, Stormhollow, and Moonshine.

It was a beautiful forest filled with towering firs, cut through by a babbling brook that led to an impressive waterfall at the southern edge of the glade. I often enjoyed walking through the forest trails when I had nothing to do, or having picnics with Lilith by the brook.

Back before my wolf went dormant, I even enjoyed racing through the woods in wolf form, feeling the moss beneath my paws and the cool breeze in my fur.

I tried not to think about those memories, though. It hurt too much.

In spring, the forest was particularly spectacular; blossoming wild hydrangeas lining the forest clearing, the grass soft and green, the scent of pine and dewy earth mixing with the fresh food being sold by various vendors at the market.

Tonight, the center of the clearing would hold a bonfire to symbolize the burning away of the cold winter and the first sparks of spring. The large fire pit was already set up, piled high with kindling, logs, and even scrap wood. People would dance and drink and laugh until the sun came up in the morning.

I inhaled deeply, savoring the smells and sounds, as Alexander and I stepped into the clearing. The soft white skirt I’d picked out tangled around my legs in the cool breeze, and I pulled my light pink shawl-which Lilith had knitted for me for my birthday last year-a little closer around my shoulders.

Perfect weather for a final spring. I hoped it wouldn’t be my last, though.

“We should talk to Alpha Kristoff and Luna Maria,” Alexander said, pulling me out of my thoughts. He pointed toward a middle-aged Alpha and Luna standing near one of the concession stands. “They sent us a nice bouquet last month for the full moon, so we should say thank you.”

try very hard—I’d always liked Luna Maria. She was a kind and intelligent woman who I had asked for political guidance

when she pulled back

out of my sails lately. I couldn’t tell whether it was from my dormant wolf or the exhaustion of everything that had happened. Likely

smiling. “How are you, Maria? How

wife’s shoulders, both of them beaming from ear to ear. “He said his first word yesterday,” Kristoff

husband with her elbow. “He’s not old enough for words

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‘papa, don’t you think he would be referring to

Alpha merely shrugged,

surprised to see him smiling along with the exchange. The sight made my heart flutter traitorously. He had swapped out his usual neat suit for a simple white fisherman’s sweater and a pair of green slacks, and his

movement over his shoulder and noticed two familiar faces working

who I wanted to see

daughter. But not today. I pretended not to see them, instead asking more questions about

through our conversation. “I wasn’t

the guts to admit. She always cared deeply about whether I was being “good enough” for Alexander. Like the only thing I could do

also surprised to see you here, Ella.

We assumed you didn’t like these sorts of things,” Kristoff added. “Usually Alexander attends with his Beta and Sophia.” He grinned impishly. “Or maybe it’s Alexander’s company

that. Alexander shifted slightly beside me, but I could see his mouth twitch a little in

Ella’s sullen nature not to

do whatever she could to kiss Alexander’s ass. She cared little for my dignity, especially if it meant getting

I had seen

I might have endured such barbs. But not anymore. When you’ve been given a year to live, you suddenly stop feeling comfortable

speak when Alexander

me by complete surprise. “I’ve always kept Ella busy with her Luna duties.

couldn’t tell if Alexander actually meant those words or if

familiar voice cut in, “Ella