The sickened luna’s last chance

Chapter 17

Ella & Sophia

Ella

I had never attended the Spring Celebration before.

To think that all these years, I had avoided such a beautiful and lively festival… And now, in what could perhaps be my last year alive, I was finally attending for the very first time.

It broke my heart when I should have felt joyful.

The celebration was held in the neutral territory between packs. The forest known as Evergreen Glade was located smack dab in the center of the three main packs in the region-Ashclaw, Stormhollow, and Moonshine.

It was a beautiful forest filled with towering firs, cut through by a babbling brook that led to an impressive waterfall at the southern edge of the glade. I often enjoyed walking through the forest trails when I had nothing to do, or having picnics with Lilith by the brook.

Back before my wolf went dormant, I even enjoyed racing through the woods in wolf form, feeling the moss beneath my paws and the cool breeze in my fur.

I tried not to think about those memories, though. It hurt too much.

In spring, the forest was particularly spectacular; blossoming wild hydrangeas lining the forest clearing, the grass soft and green, the scent of pine and dewy earth mixing with the fresh food being sold by various vendors at the market.

Tonight, the center of the clearing would hold a bonfire to symbolize the burning away of the cold winter and the first sparks of spring. The large fire pit was already set up, piled high with kindling, logs, and even scrap wood. People would dance and drink and laugh until the sun came up in the morning.

I inhaled deeply, savoring the smells and sounds, as Alexander and I stepped into the clearing. The soft white skirt I’d picked out tangled around my legs in the cool breeze, and I pulled my light pink shawl-which Lilith had knitted for me for my birthday last year-a little closer around my shoulders.

Perfect weather for a final spring. I hoped it wouldn’t be my last, though.

“We should talk to Alpha Kristoff and Luna Maria,” Alexander said, pulling me out of my thoughts. He pointed toward a middle-aged Alpha and Luna standing near one of the concession stands. “They sent us a nice bouquet last month for the full moon, so we should say thank you.”

was a kind and intelligent woman who I had asked for political guidance on a few occasions, and her husband was a sweet man who

Maria threw her arms wide when she saw me approaching and embraced me tightly. But when she pulled back just enough to look at me, she furrowed her brow. “You

I couldn’t tell whether it was from my dormant wolf

I lied, still smiling. “How are you,

shoulders, both of them beaming from ear to ear. “He said his first word yesterday,”

elbow. “He’s not

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you think he

Alpha merely shrugged,

heart flutter traitorously. He had swapped out his usual neat suit

shoulder and noticed two familiar faces working their way through the crowd. My father

I wanted

hello first-always the doting daughter. But not today. I pretended not to see them, instead asking more questions about Maria and Kristoff’s

Margaret’s voice cut through our conversation. “I wasn’t expecting to

She always cared deeply about whether I was being “good enough” for Alexander. Like the only thing I could do

reminds me,” Maria pointed out, “I’m also surprised to see you here, Ella. We’ve only ever seen you at more formal

sorts of things,” Kristoff added. “Usually Alexander attends with his Beta and Sophia.” He grinned

at that. Alexander shifted slightly beside me, but I

“it’s simply in Ella’s sullen nature not to enjoy these types of lighthearted events. Let’s not blame poor Alexander, who has

it to Margaret to always do whatever she could to kiss Alexander’s ass. She cared little for my dignity, especially if it meant getting a fatter

seen on that receipt… It

the past, I might have endured such barbs. But not anymore. When you’ve been given a year to live, you suddenly

speak when

by complete surprise. “I’ve always kept Ella busy with

tell if Alexander actually meant those words or if he was just saying it to

a familiar voice cut in, “Ella has always been