The sickened luna’s last chance

Chapter 44

Chapter 44

Ella

The following morning, I pulled out the napkin with Molly’s number and typed it into my phone. But as I began to write a message to her, my fingers hesitated over the keyboard.

Was I really going to do this? Just text her out of the blue and ask to hang out? It felt so… normal. So much unlike the sheltered life I’d been living all these years.

Fuck it, I thought. I was dying anyway, wasn’t I? Might as well live a little first.

“Hey Molly, it’s Ella. Had so much fun catching up last night. When are you free to hang out?”

I hit send before I could talk myself out of it. My phone pinged within two minutes.

“Tonight! I’m off work at 8. Ever been to The Howling Moon downtown? It’s karaoke night!”

I bit my lip. A bar. Karaoke. Two things I’d never experienced before. I thought back to the party at my parents‘ house, when my cousin Tara had invited me out. I’d declined then, choosing to stay with Alexander instead.

Fat lot of good that did me.

Without second guessing myself, I told Molly I would meet her there at nine–thirty. After that, I spent most of the day in a state of nervous anticipation. Liam was busy with council matters, so it would just be Molly and me. What would I do? What would I drink? What would I wear?

By the time eight o’clock rolled around, I found myself standing in front of my closet, hair already curled, makeup done, trying to decide what to wear. I wasn’t sure if I had anything suitable for a place like The Howling Moon, which was a dive

bar downtown.

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My eyes landed on the black dress from the store–the one that had made Alexander’s phone slip from his fingers.

No, too fancy for a bar. But maybe…

I pulled out a short black skirt I’d bought years ago but never had the courage to wear. Paired with a deep red top that showed just enough cleavage to be daring, and some black ankle boots I’d never worn, it might just work.

I slipped into the outfit and studied myself in the mirror. I barely recognized myself. My eyes were lined with black, my lips painted red, my curls wild and free. I looked confident, sexy.

Smiling faintly, I grabbed my purse and headed out, thankful that Alexander and Gabriel were nowhere to be found. The last thing I needed was to explain where was going or who I was meeting.

neon sign showing a wolf howling

a bar

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“There you are!”

me, grinning widely. She was wearing ripped jeans and a cropped top that showed off her toned stomach, and her blue

“The Luna’s got legs for days! Your mate let you out of the house

couldn’t help but

her arm through mine.

The Howling Moon was dimly lit, with tables scattered around a small stage where a young and very drunk male

bar, “we need to buy a round of

champagne or wine. And I only

a Luna tonight. Come

tall man with tattoos covering his arms, smiled at us and leaned

has never been to a bar before,” Molly announced, causing the bartender’s eyebrows to shoot up. “She needs to discover her go–to

right?” The bartender turned to me with a grin. “Any preferences to

“I have no

It’s not every day we get to introduce someone to

the next thirty minutes, I tried more drinks than I could count. Some burned my throat, others were sickeningly sweet, and a

I gasped after trying something called a Rusty

patting my back. “Yeah, that one’s

in front of me. “Try this one. Blue Hawaiian. Coconut rum, blue liqueur,

wary sip, expecting the worst, but felt my eyes widen as the cocktail slid down my throat. It was sweet but not too sweet, with a tropical flavor that made me feel like

we found a winner,” the

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close, “how’s

and before I knew it, I was spilling everything–how cold Alexander had been for years, how we slept on opposite sides

my straw in my fourth drink, “and he’s never… you know.

never…”

are you

years old, married, and I’ve never been touched by any man. Not even my own

it a squeeze. Her fingers were soft and warm. “That’s fucking