The sickened luna’s last chance

Chapter 46

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The karaoke was over but the night wasn’t. Not by a long shot. My blood was thrumming, my body loose and warm in a way I’d never experienced before. I was alive. I was free. And for a few blissful hours, I’d forgotten all about Alexander and all my problems.

Until he walked in and ruined everything.

I’d spotted him the moment he stepped through the door, his red hair and impeccable frame impossible to miss even in the dim light. But I quickly turned away, pretending I hadn’t seen him at all.

For the next hour, I pointedly kept my back to Alexander, refusing to give him the satisfaction of seeing me look his way. Instead, I focused on Molly, on her stories, on the way she made my sides stitch from laughter.

By my fifth Blue Hawaiian, the room was spinning pleasantly, and I couldn’t remember the last time I’d felt this good. This free. Maybe never.

“Hey,” Molly said, leaning in close so I could hear her over the music, “want to get some air? It’s getting stuffy in here.”

I nodded, grateful for the suggestion. The bar had gotten crowded, and the heat of all those bodies pressed together was making me feel a bit claustrophobic. Plus, maybe outside I wouldn’t feel Alexander’s gaze burning into my back.

Because I knew he was watching me. I could feel it.

Molly stood and held out her hand to me. I took it without hesitation, letting her lead me through the crowd toward the exit. I didn’t look back. I didn’t

need to see Alexander’s face. I didn’t care.

At least, that was what I told myself.

The cool night air was a welcome change from the stuffy heat of the bar. Molly didn’t let go of my hand as she led me around the corner into a small alley beside the building. The music inside faded to a dull thump–thump–thump.

Molly reached into her pocket and pulled out a carton of cigarettes. She offered me one, but I shook my head and just leaned back against the brick wall, shutting my eyes. I heard a lighter click, then the smell of a cigarette made my nose wrinkle.

We stood in silence for a few moments, side–by–side, as Molly smoked. I inhaled deeply through my nose, soothed by the cool air. But when I finally opened my eyes, I found that Molly had moved to stand in front of me, and one of her hands was pressing into the brick wall beside my head.

eyes widened slightly.

make,” she said, leaning in closer. “I didn’t just happen to be working at that diner when you

frowned. “What do you

the Alpha of Ashclaw. I’ve been keeping

the butt on the ground and pressed her hand there so she was fully caging me in now. “I always had a crush on you, even when we were kids. But back then, I

saying what

“Molly, I-”

a lesbian, Ella,” she said, cutting me off. And I’ve always had feelings for you. Even after all these years apart, I still think about you. That’s why

I could process what she was saying, Molly leaned

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like strawberry lipgloss and

I didn’t want it; I was just too stunned to react. Too drunk to fully process what was happening. I just stood there, frozen,

himself between us, his face twisted with rage and his green eyes glowing with

with Liam.

think you’re doing?” he

eyes widened with fear as she realized who had caught her. “I–I’m sorry,” she

here,” Alexander

apologetic look before turning and running out of the

me. “What the hell, Ella? Is this what you do

at Alexander’s tone. Who was he to judge me? To accuse

my arms over my chest. “And even if it was, it’s none of

“You’re my mate. My Luna. Of course it’s my business when you’re out getting drunk and letting random women

to spend time with me. You’re always working or locked in your office or hanging out with Gabriel. When was the last time you invited me to do

dates?” Alexander laughed bitterly. “I’m an Alpha, Ella. I have responsibilities. I don’t have time

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to just sit at home and wait for you? Be the perfect, obedient Luna while you go off and do whatever you want? Fuck that!” The alcohol had loosened my tongue, making me bolder than ever before. “I’m twenty–two years old, Alexander. Do you know how many experiences I’ve missed because I was always trying to be

to piss me off? Is that it?” Alexander stepped closer, looming over me. “Going out every

life the way I wanted to. I’ve

Alexander stared at me for a long moment, and his