The sickened luna’s last chance

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I was lying on the examination table in a hospital gown with my feet up in the stirrups, staring at the ceiling tiles and trying to convince myself that this was the right thing to do. Dr. Evelyn said the procedure would be quick and relatively painless this early in the pregnancy. I could go home within a few hours, and it would be like it never happened.

Did I want that?

“Are you ready, Ella?” Dr. Evelyn asked as she pulled on a fresh pair of gloves.

I opened my mouth to say yes, but the word wouldn’t come out.

Instead, I found myself thinking about the tiny life growing inside of me. About the child who would have a perfect mixture of mine and Alexander’s features. About family dinners and bedtime stories and first steps

all the moments I would never get to experience.

“Ella?” Lilith squeezed my hand.

“I…” My throat felt tight, like I couldn’t breathe properly. “I can’t,” I whispered, and then louder, “I can’t do

this.”

I sat up abruptly, swinging my legs over the side of the examination table. The hospital gown was barely covering me, but I didn’t care. I had to get out of there.

“Ella, wait,” Dr. Evelyn called out as I stumbled toward the door. “We should talk about this-”

“Ella, dear, please,” Lilith added, but I was already pushing through the door and into the hallway.

I ran barefoot down the corridor, my hospital gown flapping behind me, completely ignoring the startled looks from the nurses and patients. All I could think about was getting away from that room, away from the

choice I’d almost made.

When I burst through the doors into the waiting room, I expected to find it empty except for maybe a few random patients. The last person I expected to see was Alexander, sitting in one of the chairs with his head

in his hands.

But there he was.

was the one thing that could

of my voice, and for a

room.

launched myself across

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as I dissolved into tears. I buried my face in his shoulder, breathing in

do it,” I sobbed against his shirt. “I was lying there and

his arms tightening around me. “It’s

the baby–my condition–I don’t know what

in his hands, forcing me to meet his eyes. “I found the test. And the pamphlet.” His thumbs brushed away my tears,

shock through my body.

mark you. Complete our bond properly. I

Alexander had finally realized he loved me. Maybe our night together had

our contract, of course,” Alexander continued, and my heart immediately sank. “It will need to be much longer

now, even when he was offering to save our baby’s life, Alexander was thinking about legal documents and

didn’t hate me. At least he wanted

me a way to

I said without

mine. “Are you sure? Once I mark you, there’s no going back. We’ll be bonded

up knowing their father had rejected us both, or worse, not growing up at all because we had both died from this fucking

“I’m sure.”

once, then looked around the waiting room. There were a few other people scattered throughout

he warned, his hands moving to frame my

“I know.”

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the spot where my neck met my shoulder. I felt his canines

he bit down.

second before it transformed into something

felt it the moment our bond snapped into place. Like a missing piece of myself had suddenly been returned. The hollow ache that had been living in my chest for months, no, years, was gone, replaced by warmth and strength and

energy kept building, flooding through my system faster than I could process it. My vision went white around