The Silent Alpha (Natalia)

Natalia*** Four Years Ago…. 

Up until this morning, my life had been quite simple. I was the Alpha’s human mate. I was his Luna. I was his wife. And then, in a blink of an eye, I was nothing…

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A surge of pain ripples from my abdomen as I wait for the doctor to return with my test results. I’ve been getting these pains a lot recently and they are starting to freak me out. Doctor Lila said it was all in my head, that I was simply putting too much pressure on myself to get pregnant.

She couldn’t have been more wrong.

I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll through on its own. The walls feel as though they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving another negative test result. Christian and I had been trying for several months now and I could feel it driving a wedge between us. He was colder, distant. I knew how much he wanted a son and it hurt to know I was failing so miserably to make him happy.

The door swings open and I nearly fall off the table from the fright of the sound. Doctor Lila offers me a warm smile, rubbing some hand sanitizer on her hands as she settles down on her chair. I could hear my heart pounding against my ribcage at an unnatural speed as I wait for her to speak.

“Just breathe, Luna,” she smiles, inhaling slowly with me and reaching for my hands.

My hands were trembling but I manage to calm down. Doctor Lila’s smile deepens.

“Congratulations, Luna,” she says, placing her hand on my tummy. “You’re carrying our little Alpha in there.”

My heart skips a beat as I process the news.

I’m pregnant! Oh my gosh, I’m pregnant!

“H-how far along?” I whisper, barely able to string together a sentence from holding back the sob in my throat.

“Well, let’s find out, shall we?” she smiles, pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting cold gel on my belly.

Butterflies dance in my stomach as I stare at the screen, unable to read the images but hoping somewhere in that black and white mess my little Alpha would show up.

“Well, I’d say from the looks of it, about four weeks, which means we have to start your prep immediately, Luna,” she says sternly, handing me some documents. “A werewolf pregnancy is very dangerous for a human. We’ll have to take extra precautions.”

She wipes the gel off my stomach and gives me a crash course on what to expect and prescribes me a full regime of prenatal care.

I rub my belly the entire ride home, still on cloud nine from the news. I couldn’t wait to tell Christian. He was going to be so happy about this. As I pull up to the pack house, the pain once again returns and I sit still in the car for a minute to let it pass, clenching my teeth together to keep from screaming.

Slowly, I drag myself out of the car and through the front door of the house. I’m usually met with several omegas eager to take my things, but the house was eerily quiet and empty. I don’t have time to question it when a burning sensation spreads across my chest, making every breath I take unbearable. I couldn’t scream even if I wanted to, my lungs on fire.

I climb up the stairs to the second floor, looking forward to lying down and resting. My every step is more difficult than the last as the pain intensifies, a thousand tiny needles piercing through my stomach. From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to my room slightly cracked open, a strange muffled sound coming from within.

As I inch closer, an unmistakable scene unfolds before me, my blood boiling at the sight.

Peeking through the door, I see my sister, Vanessa, riding my husband, a look of sheer delight on the contorted features of her face.

Ah! Christian!” She moans, eagerly bouncing

palming her bare breasts in his hand as he moves her up and down

she whimpers, bouncing frantically. “Please!” she begs. “I’ll give you the pup you deserve. I’ll

that her ass was on full display for him. He gives her cheeks a good

A. Pup.” he pants between

as I watch him empty his seed inside her and I place my

make you

in my ears. I nearly sprint out of the house, still clutching my pregnancy test in my hands as I climb into my car. I didn’t know where

anguish I felt… was because Christian was betraying our bond, our love. Everyone, my mate, my gamma, the doctor, the other she-wolves and the omegas, all of them had told me it was all in my head. That I

was my mate’s betrayal, and yet they kept it from me, to mock me for being so absolutely clueless. I had been so stupid

with Christian. She had known Christian before I had and it was she who introduced us to each other. Christians had no objections to her joining the pack and with our parents gone, I wanted to keep her close. She was the only family I had

today, we were

again. At some point, a horrid sensation burns across my body and I pull over, stumbling out of the car to empty the contents of my stomach. I was truly a pitiful sight and I was suddenly grateful Jordan, my gamma, was busy

my car, wiping the tears on my face with my

me. I was the calm to Christian’s anger. I was the mother everyone turned to in crisis. I was the woman who held this pack together when Christian and his beta, Derek, were away. I had been a good Luna… and I did

I scold myself, tapping my steering wheel. “No more tears. Not

I catch a glimpse of my pregnancy test I had tossed in the passenger seat. I look down at my flat stomach and realize no one beside Doctor Lila and I knew I was pregnant… And it was

never let me go if he knew I was carrying his

my own version with which to trick Christian. If he thought I could not give him a child, he would

formed through a marking, were hard to break, but not impossible. There were two ways to break it: (1) Have a Spirit Witch divide our mated souls or (2) Get the approval of the pack elders and hold a rejection ceremony. It would be humiliating to be stripped of my title but it was better than remaining by my unfaithful husband’s side as his

test, not willing to leave evidence behind. I knew Doctor Lila could out me anytime now so I would have to act quickly and get Christian to

take a moment to collect myself before walking into the pack house. The omegas had returned, several rushing to take my things. It takes everything in me not to scream at them for betraying me but instead I force a smile, clutching my purse to my side as I make

even notice my arrival and I stare at them, completely bewildered by what I see. Vanessa playfully

wonder how it was

to their feet to greet me.

me, a look of concern swimming in

I

that it was our bond he was concerned about. He didn’t actually care about my well being. In fact, he probably knew of Christian’s betrayal and while he had sworn to protect

I smile innocently at him, waving him away so he can take his seat and

convinced, but I didn’t care

and Vanessa finally notice that I’m present and Christian reaches for my hand to kiss it. I flinch at his touch and

okay, babe?” he asks, c*****g his

I smile, picking at my

with his plate. “Goddess Nat, you’re always complaining. How many times do we have to tell you, it’s all in your head? Take some

surprise me. He’s never been the nurturing type and found comforting people to be a pointless task. I twirl my fork in my hands and force a smile

I mutter, continuing to pick at my

silence settles in the room as we all try to eat. I focus on the vegetables on my plate and force myself to eat,