The Silent Alpha (Natalia)

Chapter 4

Vanessa*** 

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….5 months later….

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“So how long have you and Christian been trying?” Dr. Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

“We’ve been at it for months,” I lie. She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia’s lie came to light. The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

“Does it hurt when you have intercourse?” she asks.

I roll my eyes at her. “No. Christian is a true Alpha. He only gives me pleasure,” I smirk.

Dr. Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

“Okay,” Dr. Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.  “Just relax for me. I’m just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples. Make sure everything is okay. Alright?”

I puff out my chest in pride. “I’m in perfect health, doc. You’ll see. Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with the Pack’s heir.”

Dr. Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought. I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me. A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr. Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab. She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr. Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

“Hmmm… A little swelling in this area,” she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel. The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus. I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr. Lila surveys my uterus.

“There’s some scarring on the fallopian tubes…” she says, staring at the screen intently. “Are you sure you haven’t been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty peeing?”

“Yes, I’m sure,” I nod frantically. I was starting to get frightened. “W-what does the scarring mean?”

Dr. Lila doesn’t answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus. I start to panic.

“Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?” I scream at her.

me and sighs in annoyance. “It means… you

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…. One week later….

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her glasses as she

positive for gonorrhea,”

in indignation. “A-are

her face and she shrugs. “I didn’t say anything. You came to that conclusion on your

anger boils through me. She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought,

Luna,” I snarl. “And I will not

Luna,” Dr. Lila mutters under

into my seat and wait for the doc to

no symptoms for your gonorrhea and as such, you went untreated for months,” the doctor finally says. “After some time, your infection led to pelvic inflammatory disease for which you also appeared to have no symptoms. Your infection only grew with the lack

didn’t understand a word she

take some antibiotics and am good as

help get rid of the infection but the damage is irreversible,” she says quietly, removing her glasses. A bit of pity lingers in her eyes as she looks at me. “The scarring on your fallopian tubes and uterus is permanent. I’m sorry to say this, Luna, but you will never be able to

the information slowly. My hand flies to my flat stomach, mourning the loss of the

to her feet as well and places a hand over mine. “Luna… we need to know

touch me!” I scream, tears spilling onto my cheeks. “You’re wrong! You’re

her head. “Luna, I saw the scarring with my own eyes and

it again!” I snap, taking her tests and tearing them to shreds. “Do it

the test as many times as you like, the results will

and grab her by the collar of her shirt. “Do it

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…. 5 months later….

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several doctors only to be told I would never get pregnant… and I would never give Christian the pups he so craved.  Rumors

out of my mind and Christian was no help. He was too busy sending scouts in search of Natalia to notice how unhappy I was. To make matters

so I’ve decided to ask Christian

his office and to my horror, find him nose deep in some lowly omega’s p***y, growling hungrily as

I scream, slamming the door

feet and fixes her skirt, her face flushed with

to have his activities interrupted and orders the omega out of his

stomach churns with disgust at the sound of her voice and I practically shove her out of the room. I fight back tears as I turn to Christian. I had betrayed my own sister for this man. How could he think so little of me and betray our bond as Alpha and Luna

ask, desperately trying to keep from falling apart. “After everything I’ve done for you, how could

me or anyone in this pack to take you seriously as a Luna when you

feel my

a smirk curled on his lips as he walks around his desk towards me. His long warm fingers wrap around my throat and I’m suddenly pressed up

fated mate…” My head is slammed against the wall, little stars blurring my vision. “If it weren’t for the fact that my pack needs a Luna, trust me

ground like a worthless piece of trash. He bends down to my level and grips my jaw between his fingers, forcing me to look him in the

Natalia was and when I find her, you will go back to being the little slut you were.” He

back. The door to the office slams shut behind him and I gather

couldn’t I

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***Christian***

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….Three years later ….

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on the pack border. Female. 24. Omega status,” a soldier reports during the morning pack meeting. “That’s 4 bodies

I remember how Jack tore open the omega’s throat last night after the scouts reported no sign of Natalia. I left her body out by the border so the guards could find her in

time the scouts came back empty handed. In the past four years, he had killed over 50 pack members and it was getting harder and harder to hide the

and Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from her and our son any longer. Our son… There was no doubt in my mind that

was his name? Does he ever wonder about his father? Has Natalia told him about me? How is she? Is

placed extra guards

snarl at the guards in the room. “Am I to assume you are all incompetent?” I snap, slamming my fist against the desk. “Is my pack safe with you idiots if a slimy rogue is able to worm its way into our territory and kill

are doing the

throat and squeeze with all my might, the soldier turning bright red as he fights

bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard down so he can take control and

better,” I warn, bringing his face close to my own. “Because if you don’t, I’ll make

him, Jack snarls. Kill them

wolf, I toss the soldier to the side and dismiss the idiots, all of them scrambling to leave my office. Just then, Beta Derek marches into