The Silent Alpha (Natalia)

Chapter 4

Vanessa*** 

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….5 months later….

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“So how long have you and Christian been trying?” Dr. Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

“We’ve been at it for months,” I lie. She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia’s lie came to light. The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

“Does it hurt when you have intercourse?” she asks.

I roll my eyes at her. “No. Christian is a true Alpha. He only gives me pleasure,” I smirk.

Dr. Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

“Okay,” Dr. Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.  “Just relax for me. I’m just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples. Make sure everything is okay. Alright?”

I puff out my chest in pride. “I’m in perfect health, doc. You’ll see. Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with the Pack’s heir.”

Dr. Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought. I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me. A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr. Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab. She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr. Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

“Hmmm… A little swelling in this area,” she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel. The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus. I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr. Lila surveys my uterus.

“There’s some scarring on the fallopian tubes…” she says, staring at the screen intently. “Are you sure you haven’t been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty peeing?”

“Yes, I’m sure,” I nod frantically. I was starting to get frightened. “W-what does the scarring mean?”

Dr. Lila doesn’t answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus. I start to panic.

“Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?” I scream at her.

me and sighs in annoyance. “It means… you

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…. One week later….

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she studies my test results from the pelvic

tested positive for gonorrhea,”

snap in indignation. “A-are you calling me a

she shrugs. “I didn’t say anything. You came to

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia!

Luna,”

Lila mutters under

and wait for the doc to continue with her

you went untreated for months,” the doctor finally says. “After some time, your infection led to pelvic inflammatory disease for which you also appeared to have no symptoms. Your infection only grew with the lack of treatment, thereby damaging your uterus and fallopian

didn’t understand a word she

am good as new?” I ask, a bitter taste settling in my

damage is irreversible,” she says quietly, removing her glasses. A bit of pity lingers in her eyes as she looks at me. “The scarring on your fallopian tubes and uterus is permanent. I’m sorry to say this, Luna, but you will never be able to have children of

her, taking in the information slowly. My hand flies to my flat stomach, mourning the loss of the possibility of ever swelling with life. A small sobs gets caught in my throat as I rise

Lila gets to her feet as well and places a hand over mine. “Luna… we need to

touch me!” I scream, tears spilling onto my cheeks. “You’re wrong! You’re

shakes her head. “Luna, I saw the scarring with

run it again!” I snap, taking her tests and tearing them to shreds. “Do it again because you are

sighs. “Luna, you can take the test as many times as you like, the results

again and grab her by the collar of her shirt. “Do it again,” I hiss.

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…. 5 months later….

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only to be told I would never get pregnant… and I would never give Christian the pups he so craved.  Rumors began to spread like wildfire of my infertility and pack members grew restless about my performance

too busy sending scouts in search of Natalia to notice how unhappy I was. To make matters worse, I’ve been feeling pains in

ask Christian for

approach his office and to my horror, find him nose deep in some lowly omega’s p***y, growling hungrily

scream, slamming the door shut

from the desk onto her feet and fixes her skirt, her face flushed with embarrasment. She was one of the cook’s daughters

anything but pleased to have his activities interrupted and orders the omega out of his office. She quickly scurries past me, mumbling

Christian. I had betrayed my own sister for this man. How could he think so little of me and betray our bond as

falling apart. “After everything I’ve done

yet you cannot give me a son,” he shrugs, inspecting his nails. “How could you expect me or anyone in this pack to take you seriously as a Luna when you can’t even give me

mouth but feel my words

smirk curled on his lips as he walks around his desk towards me.

he snarls, burying his face in my neck. “I should kill you for making me believe you were better than my fated mate…” My head is slammed against the

onto the ground like a worthless piece of trash. He bends down to my level and grips my jaw between his fingers, forcing me to look him in the

and when I find her, you will go back to being the little slut you were.” He slams his lips against mine, forcing his tongue down my throat. “Now get dressed,” he snarls. “We have an Alpha meeting in

without even looking back. The door to the office slams shut behind him and I

I just

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***Christian***

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….Three years later ….

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Female. 24. Omega status,” a soldier reports during the morning pack meeting. “That’s 4 bodies

tore open the omega’s throat last night after the scouts reported no sign of Natalia. I left her body out by the border so the guards could

past four years, he had killed over 50 pack

Natalia left and Jack was almost uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from her and our son any longer. Our son… There was no doubt in my mind

was his name? Does he ever wonder about his father? Has Natalia told him about me? How is she? Is she suffering as much as I am? Did

placed extra guards as

you’ve failed to capture the perpetrator of this attack,” I snarl at the guards in the room. “Am I to assume you are all incompetent?” I snap, slamming my fist against the desk. “Is my pack safe with you idiots if a slimy rogue is able to worm its way into our territory and kill

doing the best

wrap my arm around the soldier’s throat and squeeze with all my might, the soldier turning bright red

and I know the bastard is just waiting for me to

do better,” I warn, bringing his face close to my own. “Because if you don’t,

Jack snarls. Kill them

my wolf, I toss the soldier to the side and dismiss the idiots, all of