The Silent Alpha (Natalia)

Chapter 4

Vanessa*** 

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….5 months later….

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“So how long have you and Christian been trying?” Dr. Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

“We’ve been at it for months,” I lie. She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia’s lie came to light. The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

“Does it hurt when you have intercourse?” she asks.

I roll my eyes at her. “No. Christian is a true Alpha. He only gives me pleasure,” I smirk.

Dr. Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

“Okay,” Dr. Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.  “Just relax for me. I’m just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples. Make sure everything is okay. Alright?”

I puff out my chest in pride. “I’m in perfect health, doc. You’ll see. Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with the Pack’s heir.”

Dr. Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought. I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me. A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr. Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab. She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr. Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

“Hmmm… A little swelling in this area,” she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel. The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus. I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr. Lila surveys my uterus.

“There’s some scarring on the fallopian tubes…” she says, staring at the screen intently. “Are you sure you haven’t been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty peeing?”

“Yes, I’m sure,” I nod frantically. I was starting to get frightened. “W-what does the scarring mean?”

Dr. Lila doesn’t answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus. I start to panic.

“Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?” I scream at her.

frowns at me and sighs in annoyance. “It means… you could

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…. One week later….

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Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from

positive for

indignation. “A-are you calling me a

face and she shrugs. “I didn’t say anything. You came to that conclusion on your

never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across

you are speaking to, Doc. I am your Luna,” I snarl. “And I will not tolerate

Lila

and wait for the doc to continue

as such, you went untreated for months,” the doctor finally says. “After some time, your infection led to pelvic inflammatory disease for which you also appeared to have no symptoms. Your infection only grew with the lack of treatment, thereby damaging your uterus and

didn’t understand a word

some antibiotics and am good as new?” I ask, a bitter taste settling in

of the infection but the damage is irreversible,” she says quietly, removing her glasses. A bit of pity lingers in her eyes as she looks at me. “The scarring on your fallopian tubes and uterus is permanent. I’m sorry to say this, Luna, but you will

flies to my flat stomach, mourning the loss of the possibility of ever swelling with life. A small sobs gets

to her feet as well and places a hand over mine. “Luna…

I scream, tears spilling onto my cheeks.

shakes her head. “Luna, I saw the scarring

snap, taking her tests and tearing them to shreds. “Do it again because you

the test as many times as you like,

again and grab her by the collar of her shirt. “Do

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…. 5 months later….

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Time and time again, I was tested and probed by several doctors only to be told I would never get pregnant… and I would never give Christian the pups he so craved.  Rumors began to spread like wildfire of my infertility and

search of Natalia to notice how unhappy I was. To make matters worse, I’ve been feeling pains in my stomach. They were faint like

I’ve decided to ask Christian for help. I just hope he’s

nose deep in some lowly omega’s p***y, growling

I scream, slamming the door shut behind

omega jumps up from the desk onto her feet and fixes her skirt, her face flushed with embarrasment. She was one of the cook’s daughters and worked the morning

looks anything but pleased to have his activities interrupted and orders the omega out of his office.

and I practically shove her out of the room. I fight back tears as I turn to Christian. I had betrayed my own sister for this man. How could he think so little of me and betray our bond as Alpha and Luna of this

“After everything I’ve done for you,

you cannot give me a son,” he shrugs, inspecting his nails. “How could you expect me or anyone in this pack to take

open my mouth but feel my words dry

towards me. His long warm fingers wrap around

where you stand for being such an inadequate Luna,” he snarls, burying his face in my neck. “I should kill you for making me believe you were better than my fated mate…” My head is slammed against the wall, little stars

collapse onto the ground like a worthless piece of trash. He bends down to

her, you will go back to being the little slut you were.” He slams his lips against mine, forcing his tongue down

back. The door to the office slams shut behind him and I gather my knees

couldn’t I

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***Christian***

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….Three years later ….

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status,” a soldier reports during the morning pack meeting.

omega’s throat last night after the scouts reported no sign of Natalia. I left her body out by the

word, Jack killed a pack member every time the scouts came back empty handed. In the past four

from her and our son any longer. Our son… There was no doubt in my mind that our child was a boy

him about me? How is she? Is she suffering as much as I am? Did she miss me

guards as

this attack,” I snarl at the guards in the room. “Am I to assume you are all incompetent?” I snap, slamming my fist against the desk. “Is my pack safe with you idiots if a

doing the

around the soldier’s throat and squeeze with all my might, the soldier turning bright

growl echoes in my mind and I know the bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard down so he

“Because if you don’t, I’ll make sure the next dead body we find is

snarls. Kill

I toss the soldier to the side and dismiss the idiots, all of them scrambling to leave my office. Just then, Beta Derek marches into the