The Silent Alpha (Natalia)

Read The Silent Alpha by Stephanie Light Chapter 84 – Former Lunas

***Natalia***

“Hello Natalia,” a familiar voice whispers timidly.  Gathering my bearings, I realize I‘ve run right into Vanessa and knocked her over, a sheepish smile on her face as I help her to her feet.  “Where is Kota?” I ask, looking around the living room in search of my son.  “Here I am, Mommy!” Kota squeals with his arms raised in the air, peering from the balcony of the  stairs.

My heart skips a beat when I see his beautiful eyes looking back at me and I rush up the steps to hold  him.  “Mommy!” Kota cries, wrapping his arms around my neck in a tight embrace.

“Kota!“I sob into his hair, rocking him from side to side in my arms and showering him with kisses.” Oh, my beautiful little bean! My sweet frijolito! I‘m here. Mommy‘s here and I‘m never letting you go,“I weep, unable to contain my joy of holding him in my arms again.

“Are you okay? Are you hurt?” I ask, pulling away to inspect his beautiful face.

“My butt hurts,” he shakes his head at me, pointing to his legs and his butt. He wears a little pajama set and I pull back his bottoms to check his wounds.

“Ouchie,” | gasp, Kota nodding in agreement. I gently pat his butt, murmuring the age old Spanish chant to heal all wounds. “Sana. Sana. Colita de rana. Hechate un pedo para ti y para tu hermana. {Heal, heal, little frog tail.

Fart for you and your sister).” (A/N: It actually makes no sense but it‘s a Spanish rhyme with a twist for whenever a child gets hurt to make them feel better.]

Kota bursts into laughter and a tiny stench reaches my nostrils.  “Did you fart?” I ask as he plays with his fingers.  “Yeah,” he giggles, the sound breathing life into me.  He‘s okay. My baby is okay.

“You still use that?” Vanessa chuckles softly. “I remember mom used to say that all the time to us to get us to stop crying.”

I grab Kota and turn to look at my older sister, taking in her appearance. She‘s showered since I last saw her on the phone but there is still a little bruising on her face and neck. She shifts uncomfortably on her feet, and her eyes keep flickering around in search of danger.

Vanessa and I may be at odds, but I have never wished her any ill, even if she does deserve it.

She has a wolf, Devina whispers. It‘s small but I can sense it. There‘s a wall between them.

“You have a wolf,” Vanessa whispers, a little flicker of delight in her eyes. “And you‘re marked!” she adds with a soft smile. “Th–that‘s great. I‘m so happy you moved on!”

An awkward silence forms between us as she musters up the courage to keep speaking. I, however, have nothing much to say to her.

“You have a very beautiful son,” she says quietly. “Very beautiful.” “Thanks,” I reply after clearing my throat. “Thank you for… taking care of him.”

“Mommy, can we take Nanessa home with us?” Kota asks, Vanessa smiling at the little boy, though the light never reaches her eyes. “She‘s my friend.”

She already knows my answer.

“I‘m sorry Kota,” I whisper, Vanessa‘s smile faltering slightly. “But your friend has her own path to take. Right, Nanessa?”

I feel heartless, but I had given Vanessa a home once and she betrayed me. I will not make the same mistake twice, even if she did protect my pup.

“Right,” she answers quietly before forcing her voice to be high and happy. “But it‘s okay, Kota. Maybe one day, you can come visit me and we can have pillow fights.”

“Or you can come visit us!” Kota cries with excitement. “You can meet my Daddy!”

“No!” I snap, Kota and Vanessa both jumping in fright at the harshness of my voice. “No,” I repeat softly, shaking my head as I push past Vanessa. “No, I‘m sorry Kota, but Nanessa is going to be very busy living her own life so she can‘t meet Daddy.”

“But why not?” Kota whines, small tears springing to his eyes.

I resist the urge to groan and am grateful when Rionna appears around the corner.

squeal with forced excitement,

cries, stretching out his arms

Kota from my arms and peppering his cheeks with kisses. “I‘m so glad you‘re safe now. I‘m so sorry I

her cheeks and Kota wipes

he whispers.

to discuss

once an old meeting place?” I ask as we gather in the living room. “Yes,” Jordan replies as I look around the cabin and notice a lot

unassuming.” Jordan says. “But downstairs in the

Alphas from the neighboring areas would gather here for business and to settle disputes. There‘s a secret entrance to the cellar from the surrounding woods,” he adds. “It was meant to allow Alphas to remain anonymous if they wanted to hold private meetings.

kept, with a gorgeous antique chandelier hanging from the ceiling. In the middle of the room

and political strategies, business practices

beautiful wolf carvings and figurines. Jordan walks up to a howling wolf figurine on one of the shelves and tilts it up. A hidden door opens from behind a

exactly that tunnel leads to and if it‘s still usable?” I ask through a

would throw parties here as teens,” he shrugs. “The tunnel leads to the southern part

to Rionna and she seems to

giving him one last good squeeze. “Nonna and Nanessa are going to take you far away from

you coming with us?” “No, baby,” I whisper. “I have to talk to the

and I give him another squeeze to soothe

be a brave little man for me, okay?”I murmur, kissing his chubby cheeks. “You have to protect Nonna and Nanessa. They‘re afraid of the dark. Can you take care of them for me?

“Like Daddy?” He asks.

my little superhero like Daddy?” He nods his little head

Mommy,” he says as I

beg her, Rionna draping a blanket over Dakota‘s head to shield him from the cold air coming from the tunnel. “Please

tucking Kota into the blanket so that he‘s

Please be careful.”

into the tunnel but Vanessa lingers back, tears rolling

She whimpers. “I know what I did

unforgivable.” “I‘m sorry,” she says in a small

face don‘t compare to the broken soul peeking through her eyes, and I feel a lump form in

Christian mean when he asked

a trembling voice, answers with dread, “He wanted to know if

to my eyes and I look away to gather my bearings. I may have hated my sister,

your mate,”

Jordan and I stare at her in

dead?” Jordan asks, a crack

I‘m very sorry for

sobs into her hands and I resist the urge to

I‘m not ready to forgive you or let you back into my life. I’m sorry, but when this is all over, I don‘t want to see you again. I wish you a long, happy life Nessa. I really do. Just

your answer. I just needed you to know that I wanted to

I nod, swallowing back my sob. “Now hurry… and good luck to you.” “You too…” she whispers as she wipes

tunnel before turning to Jordan

tell me you have at least trained for

once we‘re

our entire

warrior training when I was Luna and even had sessions with Christian,

not human anymore… Devina shrugs. And I am