The Stained Omega by Elle T Jefferson

His Rogue Omega: Chapter 120.

Cas

Looking out of the window I watch as Cas bids the group off to the Moon Ceremony. Thanks to The Elders and now Dean’s fast arrival, me and Cas decided it was best to send Rowan with some Pack members to at least give Everfur a presence for the first time in years.

“Alright, let’s try this again.” I murmur to Dean as I sit down in the rocking chair that appeared this morning. I think Cas was sick of seeing me try to get comfortable in the bed, I will admit it’s much easier to feed Dean in the rocking chair.

‘You mean try and feed.‘ Ghost taunts me, for some reason ever since Dean was born she’s been really snarky and a little mean to me.

‘I’m trying.‘ I tell her as I pull my bra down and expose my nipple to Dean’s squealing mouth, as normal he tries to latch on but he just can’t seem to get the idea.

‘Animals in the wild do this, can you just feed him already.‘ Sighing I drop my head back as Dean continues to scream his little lungs out. He fed that first time but now we are two days in and he has not eaten a thing. I can’t help but feel like I’m failing him in some way.

“No one ever taught me how to do this alright. I’ve just been given a pup and basically been expected to know what to do, I don’t understand why he isn’t feeding.” I feel the warm tears start to slide. down my face as the frustration becomes too much and I can’t contain my emotions any longer. It’s like a dam breaks and finally the river has overflown and there is no stopping it.

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“Luna?” I sniffle and look up to see Sally pushing her way into the bedroom with a warm smile on her face. “Oh Eva.” Sally drops whatever she’s holding onto the bed and rushes over to me in the rocking chair.

“He wont eat!” I wail, “he just screams and screams, he hates me!” Sally crouches down in front of us and puts a wrinkled hand on my knee, it’s a comforting gesture and one I find myself needing.

barrelling into the bedroom, I don’t want him to see me breaking down about

respect, please leave and give me some time with Eva.” I’ve never heard Sally talk to Cas like

his own room.” I sniffle as I giggle a little, Dean still

a man and right now you need some help.” I watch as she crouches down next to me and starts to stroke at Dean’s full head of black hair, “babies are really good at sensing our moods. If you are tired and stressed, he will be too, it will make him not want to feed. So, pass him here and I’ll get him settled while you go and shower and then you can try again.” Reluctantly I hand Dean over and

to scream, his tiny hands. are clenched in rage and his face is bright

bottle up so he gets a little something in his tummy.” I’m

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shower is massive with little water jets that blast you from the sides, I haven’t really had time to enjoy either of them but I will one day. Very aware that Dean is still screaming the Pack house down I quickly strip out of

just left your new–born with a random Pack member.‘ I roll my eyes

I ask her as I rinse the

nod my head in understanding, me and Cas haven’t

as I turn off the water and ring the excess from my hair, stepping from the shower I wrap myself in one of the bath towels hanging

can look after you properly.” Sally is speaking quietly to Dean as he continues to wail in her arms, she’s walking back. and forth across

tell Sally as I

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bathrobe, I don’t have one of my own. He keeps offering to get me one but I like wearing his so why bother. Walking over to the rocking chair I sit down and hold my hands out

Sally as I bring my chest down to Dean, he continues to wail as his little lips smack against my nipple. It’s almost like he’s searching

tell him softly, I can feel Ghost willing me to just shove my breast into his mouth but even I know that’s not the right move. “It’s not working.” I tell Sally as I feel the tears start to boil to the surface again, “it’s me, he doesn’t want me.” Sally kneels down in front of me and starts to run