The Stained Omega by Elle T Jefferson

His Rogue Omega: Chapter 120.

Cas

Looking out of the window I watch as Cas bids the group off to the Moon Ceremony. Thanks to The Elders and now Dean’s fast arrival, me and Cas decided it was best to send Rowan with some Pack members to at least give Everfur a presence for the first time in years.

“Alright, let’s try this again.” I murmur to Dean as I sit down in the rocking chair that appeared this morning. I think Cas was sick of seeing me try to get comfortable in the bed, I will admit it’s much easier to feed Dean in the rocking chair.

‘You mean try and feed.‘ Ghost taunts me, for some reason ever since Dean was born she’s been really snarky and a little mean to me.

‘I’m trying.‘ I tell her as I pull my bra down and expose my nipple to Dean’s squealing mouth, as normal he tries to latch on but he just can’t seem to get the idea.

‘Animals in the wild do this, can you just feed him already.‘ Sighing I drop my head back as Dean continues to scream his little lungs out. He fed that first time but now we are two days in and he has not eaten a thing. I can’t help but feel like I’m failing him in some way.

“No one ever taught me how to do this alright. I’ve just been given a pup and basically been expected to know what to do, I don’t understand why he isn’t feeding.” I feel the warm tears start to slide. down my face as the frustration becomes too much and I can’t contain my emotions any longer. It’s like a dam breaks and finally the river has overflown and there is no stopping it.

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“Luna?” I sniffle and look up to see Sally pushing her way into the bedroom with a warm smile on her face. “Oh Eva.” Sally drops whatever she’s holding onto the bed and rushes over to me in the rocking chair.

“He wont eat!” I wail, “he just screams and screams, he hates me!” Sally crouches down in front of us and puts a wrinkled hand on my knee, it’s a comforting gesture and one I find myself needing.

Angel, what’s wrong?” I tuck my face into my chest as Cas comes barrelling into the bedroom,

Eva.” I’ve never heard Sally talk to Cas like that before and what’s even more shocking is Cas actually nods his head and leaves

his own room.” I sniffle as I giggle a little, Dean still

full head of black hair, “babies are really good at sensing our moods. If you are tired and stressed, he will be too, it will make him not want to feed. So, pass him here and I’ll get him

Dean continues to scream, his tiny hands. are clenched in

have brought a bottle up so he gets a little something in his tummy.” I’m swamped with guilt as I walk away from a crying Dean and shushing Sally, I leave them alone in the bedroom

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into the adjoining

will one day. Very aware that Dean is still screaming the Pack house down I quickly strip out of my sleep wear and step into the shower. Looking down at my body I notice the c–section scar is now just a red line, Selena said it takes humans weeks to be able to even walk after but thanks to Ghost I am able to be up and about just

random Pack member.‘ I roll my eyes

her as I rinse the

I’m not chatting to you I’m normally sleeping.‘ I nod my head in understanding, me and Cas haven’t exactly had a lot of

my hair,

little one, your momma and papa need sleep so they can look after you properly.” Sally is speaking quietly to Dean as he continues to wail in her arms, she’s walking back. and forth across the bedroom

tell Sally as I shrug myself

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get me one but I like wearing his so why bother. Walking over to the rocking chair I sit down and

to Dean, he continues to wail as his little lips smack against my nipple. It’s almost like he’s searching for it but can’t quite figure out it’s right there in front of him.

Sally as I feel the tears start to boil to the surface again, “it’s me, he doesn’t want me.” Sally kneels down in front of me and starts to run a gentle finger down the side