The Stained Omega by Elle T Jefferson

His Rogue Omega: Chapter 120.

Cas

Looking out of the window I watch as Cas bids the group off to the Moon Ceremony. Thanks to The Elders and now Dean’s fast arrival, me and Cas decided it was best to send Rowan with some Pack members to at least give Everfur a presence for the first time in years.

“Alright, let’s try this again.” I murmur to Dean as I sit down in the rocking chair that appeared this morning. I think Cas was sick of seeing me try to get comfortable in the bed, I will admit it’s much easier to feed Dean in the rocking chair.

‘You mean try and feed.‘ Ghost taunts me, for some reason ever since Dean was born she’s been really snarky and a little mean to me.

‘I’m trying.‘ I tell her as I pull my bra down and expose my nipple to Dean’s squealing mouth, as normal he tries to latch on but he just can’t seem to get the idea.

‘Animals in the wild do this, can you just feed him already.‘ Sighing I drop my head back as Dean continues to scream his little lungs out. He fed that first time but now we are two days in and he has not eaten a thing. I can’t help but feel like I’m failing him in some way.

“No one ever taught me how to do this alright. I’ve just been given a pup and basically been expected to know what to do, I don’t understand why he isn’t feeding.” I feel the warm tears start to slide. down my face as the frustration becomes too much and I can’t contain my emotions any longer. It’s like a dam breaks and finally the river has overflown and there is no stopping it.

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“Luna?” I sniffle and look up to see Sally pushing her way into the bedroom with a warm smile on her face. “Oh Eva.” Sally drops whatever she’s holding onto the bed and rushes over to me in the rocking chair.

“He wont eat!” I wail, “he just screams and screams, he hates me!” Sally crouches down in front of us and puts a wrinkled hand on my knee, it’s a comforting gesture and one I find myself needing.

as Cas comes barrelling into the bedroom, I don’t want him to

Eva.” I’ve never heard Sally talk to Cas like that before and what’s

your Alpha out of his own room.” I sniffle as I giggle a little, Dean still continues to scream

me and starts to stroke at Dean’s full head of black hair, “babies are really good at sensing our moods. If you are tired and stressed, he will be too, it will make him not

as Dean continues to scream, his tiny hands. are clenched in rage and his face is bright

have finished showering you can try again and if it still doesn’t work then I have brought a bottle up so he gets a little something in his tummy.” I’m swamped with guilt as I walk away from a crying Dean and

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into the adjoining bathroom.

in the basement, there is actually a bath in this one, it has little jets on it that I can’t wait to try out. The shower is massive with little water jets that blast you from the sides, I haven’t really had time to enjoy either of them but I will one day. Very aware that Dean is still screaming the Pack house down I quickly strip out of my sleep wear and step into the shower. Looking down at my body I notice the c–section

random Pack member.‘ I roll my eyes at Ghost as she continues to attack me about my failings as

ask her as I rinse the shampoo from my hair.

day and night. You realise when. I’m not chatting to you I’m normally sleeping.‘ I nod my head in understanding,

excess from my hair, stepping from the shower

and papa need sleep so they can look after you properly.” Sally is speaking quietly to Dean as he continues to wail in her arms, she’s

let’s try this again.” I tell Sally

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but I like wearing his so why bother. Walking over to the rocking chair I sit down and hold my hands out for Dean, his little face is scrunched up, his little face is bright red and he’s

as I bring my chest down to Dean, he continues to wail as his little lips smack against my nipple. It’s almost like he’s searching for it but can’t quite figure out it’s right

even I know that’s not the right move. “It’s not working.” I tell Sally as I feel the tears start to boil to the surface again, “it’s me, he doesn’t want me.” Sally kneels down in front of me and starts to run a gentle finger down the side of Dean’s face.