The Stained Omega by Elle T Jefferson

His Rogue Omega: Chapter 122

✩ Eva ✩

Turning my face up to the sun I let its rays soak into my pale skin, it doesn’t matter how much time I spend in the garden, I can never seem to get the sun kissed glow that Selena or Cas seem to naturally have. The smell of wild lavender swamps around me and calls me over to the collection I’m currently planting around the cell block. Recently I’ve added large wild daisies and white roses but something is missing and I can’t quite put my finger on it.

“Try lilies, I do love a good lily.” I smile as Ghost stretches before slinking across the lawn, the sun bounces off her fur making her white. fur almost glow.

“Don’t you think that will be too much white?” Kneeling down in the warm grass I slide my hands into the dirt surrounding the flowers. I do love the way it feels as it separates my fingers, I don’t know why I find gardening so relaxing but apparently it’s my happy place considering this is where I always come in my dreams.

I don’t realise that Ghost hasn’t said anything for a while until the sun starts to lower and I’m planting the last lily into the soil. The flower bed is finally complete and it looks beautiful considering it’s next to such an ugly building.

‘We need to talk.‘ If that sentence had come from Cas I would panic but as Ghost says it I feel an ice cold bucket of fear wash over me.

‘What is it?” I ask her as I fall back onto the grass and turn around to

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see her laying the grass behind me.

‘Dean, I know you love him and I know that eventually you want more pups. I’ve seen the craving start within you.‘ I shift my eyes down to my dirty hands, I’ve only had the thought a few times. Dean came so quickly that I can honestly say I’m in no rush but a few more pups running around with my hair and Cas’s eyes could be amazing.

‘A big family would be nice.‘ I say to her as I pick at the dirt under my nails, I can’t keep the small smile from my lips as I imagine me and Cas older and with a small army of children behind us.

‘Dean will be your only child Eva.‘ I gasp at Ghost’s words, it feels like she’s just dropped a stone in my stomach and it feels clean through my body.

‘No.‘ I shake my head as I place a hand over my empty stomach, ‘I want more, I’m sure Cas does too.‘ Ghost slinks over to me without standing up, it’s almost like an army crawl, it’s not until her wet nose is pushing. against my hand that I realise I’m crying.

deep down you know why.‘ I nod my head as I stroke her fur, she turns into my touch and I can feel her vibrating next

face into Ghost’s smooth fur, ‘how did I even

would come back worse and worse.‘ I thought I was over my hatred for Jeremy, I let

never did ask him, I guess I didn’t really care.‘ I force my tears

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in the blink of an eye. We are suddenly laying under a blanket of stars and

against Ghost’s strong body I sit up in the grass and stare at the sky, I am finding myself oddly glad that Cas didn’t kill Jeremy, I have something I

Dean.‘ I slide my fingers through Ghost’s fur once more before I close my eyes and will myself to wake up.

always confuses me, the dreams. are so vivid that it isn’t until I see Ghost that I even realise I’m dreaming. The dark of the room is only diminished by

as I slowly pull myself from under Cas’s arm, he’s got it slung across my stomach in his sleep. I’m not sure. when he came to bed after fucking me to sleep, maybe he never left and crashed right there beside me. Standing next to the bed and pulling on his shirt along with some panties, I can’t help but feel a little guilty. We promised no more secrets, no more lies and here I am sneaking out in the middle of the night to confront my abusive ex boyfriend. Dean stirs in his bassinet making me glance down at him, he’s still sleeping peacefully but seeing his soft pale face and full head of black hair I realise I need to do this. Not just for me but

a kiss on my finger and press it to his

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through the Pack house at three in the morning is weird, it’s oddly quiet considering lately the Pack house has constantly been filled. It’s like the Pack is desperate to

sounds confused as he watches me pad across the dark garden in nothing but a t–shirt and no

moves to block the door which is the only reason I stop. “Move Francis.” I put my hands on my hips, Francis’s hips don’t leave my face for

dangerous.” Letting Ghost come forward I watch Francis dip his head in submission, “I meant no.

need to speak to him.” I stare at Francis but when he doesn’t step aside I let Ghost growl at him,

nod my head, I know Cas won’t like this and I don’t expect much time alone before he comes and pulls me

open, it kind of ruins my whole badass Luna thing when I actually grunt

door finally gives out and I have to catch myself before I hit the floor. Francis doesn’t say anything as I step into the dimly lit hall, it’s been a while

face, I feel Ghost recoil

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