The Stained Omega by Elle T Jefferson

His Rogue Omega: Chapter 122

✩ Eva ✩

Turning my face up to the sun I let its rays soak into my pale skin, it doesn’t matter how much time I spend in the garden, I can never seem to get the sun kissed glow that Selena or Cas seem to naturally have. The smell of wild lavender swamps around me and calls me over to the collection I’m currently planting around the cell block. Recently I’ve added large wild daisies and white roses but something is missing and I can’t quite put my finger on it.

“Try lilies, I do love a good lily.” I smile as Ghost stretches before slinking across the lawn, the sun bounces off her fur making her white. fur almost glow.

“Don’t you think that will be too much white?” Kneeling down in the warm grass I slide my hands into the dirt surrounding the flowers. I do love the way it feels as it separates my fingers, I don’t know why I find gardening so relaxing but apparently it’s my happy place considering this is where I always come in my dreams.

I don’t realise that Ghost hasn’t said anything for a while until the sun starts to lower and I’m planting the last lily into the soil. The flower bed is finally complete and it looks beautiful considering it’s next to such an ugly building.

‘We need to talk.‘ If that sentence had come from Cas I would panic but as Ghost says it I feel an ice cold bucket of fear wash over me.

‘What is it?” I ask her as I fall back onto the grass and turn around to

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see her laying the grass behind me.

‘Dean, I know you love him and I know that eventually you want more pups. I’ve seen the craving start within you.‘ I shift my eyes down to my dirty hands, I’ve only had the thought a few times. Dean came so quickly that I can honestly say I’m in no rush but a few more pups running around with my hair and Cas’s eyes could be amazing.

‘A big family would be nice.‘ I say to her as I pick at the dirt under my nails, I can’t keep the small smile from my lips as I imagine me and Cas older and with a small army of children behind us.

‘Dean will be your only child Eva.‘ I gasp at Ghost’s words, it feels like she’s just dropped a stone in my stomach and it feels clean through my body.

‘No.‘ I shake my head as I place a hand over my empty stomach, ‘I want more, I’m sure Cas does too.‘ Ghost slinks over to me without standing up, it’s almost like an army crawl, it’s not until her wet nose is pushing. against my hand that I realise I’m crying.

you know why.‘ I nod my head as I stroke her fur, she turns into my touch and I can feel her vibrating next to me like she’s trying to

snuffle and lay down in the cooling grass as I push my face into Ghost’s smooth fur, ‘how did I even have Dean after everything he did to me? I know the answer before

you the damage would come back worse and worse.‘ I thought I was over my hatred for Jeremy, I let the pain he caused me fall

guess I didn’t really care.‘ I force my tears to stop

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of an eye. We are suddenly laying under a blanket of stars and inky

grass and stare at the sky, I am finding myself oddly glad that Cas didn’t kill Jeremy, I have something I want to

Ghost’s fur once more before I close my eyes and will myself to

I even realise I’m dreaming. The dark of the room is only diminished by the soft glow of the night light Cas insisted we plug in, Dean is sleeping at the end of our bed in his white bassinet.

he came to bed after fucking me to sleep, maybe he never left and crashed right there beside me. Standing next to the bed and pulling on his shirt along with some panties, I can’t help but feel a little guilty. We promised no more secrets, no more lies and here I am sneaking out in the middle of the night to confront my abusive ex boyfriend. Dean stirs in his bassinet making me glance down at him, he’s still sleeping peacefully but seeing his soft pale face and full head of black

a kiss on my finger and press it to his forehead, I know he won’t

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filled. It’s like the Pack is desperate to get eyes

the

block the door which is the only reason I stop. “Move Francis.” I put my hands on my hips, Francis’s hips don’t leave my face for even a second which shows me how much he learned from our

Letting Ghost come forward I watch Francis dip his head in submission, “I meant no. disrespect, Luna!” Francis speaks quickly as I pull

stare at Francis but when he doesn’t step aside I let Ghost growl at him, I watch the warrior actually shake before stepping

this and I don’t expect

much time as you can,” I tell him as I push the heavy door open, it kind of ruins my whole badass Luna thing

Francis doesn’t say anything as I

face, I feel Ghost recoil from

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