The Stained Omega by Elle T Jefferson

Chapter 283

His Rogue Omega: Chapter 120.

Cas

Looking out of the window I watch as Cas bids the group off to the Moon Ceremony. Thanks to The Elders and now Dean’s fast arrival, me and Cas decided it was best to send Rowan with some Pack members to at least give Everfur a presence for the first time in years.

“Alright, let’s try this again.” I murmur to Dean as I sit down in the rocking chair that appeared this morning. I think Cas was sick of seeing me try to get comfortable in the bed, I will admit it’s much easier to feed Dean in the rocking chair.

‘You mean try and feed.‘ Ghost taunts me, for some reason ever since Dean was born she’s been really snarky and a little mean to me.

‘I’m trying.‘ I tell her as I pull my bra down and expose my n*pple to Dean’s squealing mouth, as normal he tries to latch on but he just can’t seem to get the idea.

‘Animals in the wild do this, can you just feed him already/ Sighing I drop my head back as Dean continues to scream his little lungs out. He fed that first time but now we are two days in and he has not eaten a thing. I can’t help but feel like I’m failing him in some way.

“No one ever taught me how to do this alright. I’ve just been given a pup and basically been expected to know what to do, I don’t understand why he isn’t feeding.” I feel the warm tears start to slide. down my face as the frustration becomes too much and I can’t contain my emotions any longer. It’s like a dam breaks and finally the river has overflown and there is no stopping it.

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“Luna?” I sniffle and look up to see Sally pushing her way into the bedroom with a warm smile on her face. “Oh Eva.” Sally drops whatever she’s holding onto the bed and rushes over to me in the rocking chair.

“He wont eat!” I wail, “he just screams and screams, he hates me!” Sally crouches down in front of us and puts a wrinkled hand on my knee, it’s a comforting gesture and one I find myself needing.

Angel, what’s wrong?” I tuck my face into my chest as Cas comes barrelling into the bedroom, I don’t want him to see

never heard Sally talk to Cas like that before and what’s even more shocking is Cas

sniffle as I giggle a little, Dean still

as she crouches down next to me and starts to stroke at Dean’s full head of black hair, “babies are really good at sensing our moods. If you are tired and stressed, he

his tiny hands. are clenched in rage

you have finished showering you can try again and if it still doesn’t work then I have brought a bottle up so he gets a little something in his tummy.” I’m swamped with guilt as I walk away from a crying Dean and shushing Sally, I leave them alone in the

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head into the

a bath in this one, it has little jets on it that I can’t wait to try out. The shower is massive with little water jets that blast you from the sides, I haven’t really had time to enjoy either of them but I will one day. Very aware that Dean is still screaming the Pack

realise you just left your new-born with a random Pack member.‘ I roll my eyes at Ghost as she continues to attack me about my failings as a

her as I rinse the shampoo from

day and night. You realise when. I’m not chatting to you I’m normally sleeping/ I nod my head in understanding, me and Cas haven’t exactly

ring the excess from my hair, stepping from the shower I wrap myself in one of the bath towels

and papa need sleep so they can look after you properly.” Sally is speaking quietly to Dean as

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so why bother. Walking over to the rocking chair I sit down and hold my hands out for Dean, his little face is scrunched up, his little face is bright red and he’s making so much noise it actually

I nod my head at Sally as I bring my chest down to Dean, he continues to wail as his