chapter 1281

‘But she didn’t.

‘Sandy’s pregnancy was like a ticking time bomb that had exploded right next to me and completely caught me off guard. On one side, it was the ex who I couldn’t get my mind off and was pregnant with my child; on the other, it was the woman who wanted to marry me. I really didn’t know what to do.

‘Whenever I saw Sandy cry, I would always think of Pearl. Pearl has never cried, and I’ve never seen her cry or show her fragile side to me ever since I got to know her.

‘When the engagement was canceled, and she moved out of the apartment, I couldn’t control my urge any longer and defiled her while I was drunk. I finally got my hands on the woman that I once despised.

‘She isn’t as bad as I thought, and it wasn’t that she couldn’t or wouldn’t cry. It was just that she didn’t care. It hurts me deep down when I see her crying. That’s why I didn’t want to see her cry.

‘It’s undeniable that I have feelings for Pearl. Perhaps I was already tempted from the moment I started paying attention to her or from the moment I felt a little strange about her deep down.

the truth that she had once borrowed money from loan sharks, it became clearer and clearer to me that what I loved was the Sandy that I knew in the past, and what I couldn’t let go of

flaws of the near-perfect person who gave me all those memories appeared, it became clear to me that everything was just an illusion, and the bubble formed by the memories I shared with Sandy popped in an instant. I couldn’t accept Sandy’s true colors, however, I could accept Pearl, whose past was even more unbearable than Sandy’s. Was it

the one who had

everything to Pearl. However, Sandy’s death was unacceptable to me.

suicide because I fell in love with Pearl. That’s why I’ve attributed all the mistakes to

for me to escape reality. I didn’t

Pearl was stunned. He tightened his

in my life down, and I’ve hurt another one. I already can’t make it up to the woman I let down, but I want to apologize to

while she was listening to his

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by day after day, and it was already Christmas in

decorating the house with bells and whistles. As soon as she stepped into

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