The Trap Of Ace

Read The Trap Of Ace [by Eva Zahan] Chapter 6 – The amber rays colored the horizon, manifesting a crown of crimson and pink above the setting sun. Lines of birds flew alongside across the sky in the direction of their shelter; melodic twittering of them felt like a announcement of the darkness to befall.

I took in a deep breath, filling my lungs with the cool evening air.

“Beautiful, isn’t it?” Dad said, sitting on the car hood beside me.

I nodded, a smile curved onto my lips. “Yes, very. Thank you for bringing me here, Dad. It’s been so long I’d last visited. I really missed our sunrises and sunsets.”

We used to come to this medow at least once a week. Well, at least me, Dad and Tobias. Mom and Tess was too lazy to join every time. It was like a tradition for us. The tradition my grandfather started with Dad. But after my shifting to NY, I couldn’t join Dad and Tobias anymore.

“Me too, princess. Without you, our visits here didn’t have the same meaning.” His tone filled with nostalgia.

“Yeah, that idiot had all the fun for himself,” I joked, mentioning my brother. He couldn’t join us due to an important meeting this evening. “But I’m happy that you came here with me this time. It’s my turn today to have all the fun.” I grinned.

Chuckling, he shook his head. “Nah, our time here became pretty boring as even Achilles stopped joining us after you left for you highschool.”

My smile slipped at the mention of his name.

He used to accompany us regularly to watch the sunrises and sunsets. But after his father’s d***h, his visits became less, until it stopped totally. I still remember my extra enthusiasm for the ride here even at four in the morning to see him. Meeting him was more important for me than watching anything else.

I heard Dad heaving a sigh. “Sometimes we’ve to let go of the past to live our present, Emerald. Because until you live your present, you won’t be able to accept your future.”

I knew what he was trying to say. Though my family hadn’t said anything, but I knew everyone’d sensed my distance with Ace even after so many years. But I couldn’t explain anything to them even if I wanted. They didn’t know the whole truth, so they couldn’t understand.

“But what if it’s too difficult to let go of the past?”

His blue gaze locked with mine. “Nothing is impossible, sweetheart. Sometimes we indulge ourselves so deep in our pain that we can’t see anything past that. All you’ve to do is, open your heart a little more, be a little more greater, and let go of the grudges. Don’t let the past hold you from your happiness of present.”

I put my head on his shoulder, saying nothing. Could I do it? Could I be that brave to let go of everything and move on? I haven’t been able to in years.

The buzz of my phone cut my thoughts.

“Who is it?”

I put my phone back. “Casie. She and Beth wants us to have dinner together at our regular.”

Nodding his head, his gaze turned back to the chromatic horizon.

After spending some more time talking and refreshing memories, we headed back to home. Once dropping him off, I turned the car around and drove to Nova’d Diner, where the girls were waiting for me.

But all the way, the only thing that consumed my mind was, Dad’s words. I knew he was right. I couldn’t let go of the past because I held grudges. Grudges against my sister, grudges against Ace, grudges against myself.

I could understand the reason I blamed Tess and myself, for being so naive. But Ace, he didn’t deserve my hatred. He’d never promised to take care of my heart that I’d blamed him to break it. But the heart couldn’t see anything else than its ache.

And it knew, it’d to hurt others if it wanted to prevent another ache. After talking to Tess last night, I decided to give us another chance. Maybe it was time to let go. Even if it was just a tiny step, but it was something. I couldn’t just hold over something that happened years ago.

And maybe, it wasn’t all I thought it was. Last night’s conversation flashed in my mind.

“Did you love him?”

Her eyes didn’t flicker as she answered, “No.”

“Then why did you do it? Why did you do it even after knowing that you’d be hurting me by doing that?” I asked, my voice was desperate.

A look of sorrow had covered her features. “I didn’t want to hurt you, Em. I’d never hurt my little sister like that, no matter how much we were different from each other.”

“Then why?”

She’d casted me a look of apology. “I’m sorry, Em. I can’t tell you why. But you will know, soon.”

that, just told me to think over her request and left, leaving me

was she hiding? I didn’t

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to forgive her?”

shrugged, twirling the fork into

problems with your sister, Em. Life is too short to hold grudges forever. I agree with your Dad.” Beth

scoffed. “These things only sounds good in your stupid books. They’re not that brilliant

her a look of reprimand, causing her to roll her eyes and taking

that to me. Thank G*d, I don’t have one!”

at her. “Don’t listen to her, Em! You do whatever your heart says.” She wiggled in her

right now with you guys, will you?” There was nothing to forgive Ace in the first place, but trying to get my relationship good with him meant sacrificing my heart again. And I knew better. Just some

didn’t get granted at all,” Casie commented, looking at her

about?” My eyes widened when I followed her

a gasp from Beth. “What’s he

a woman in her twenty something sat around the table. She sat right beside him, too close to just be a

men said, she laughed delicately placing a hand on his shoulder.

her hand on his shoulder. Turning around, I gulped the

have any barbie in his life.” Casie

Beth hissed, throwing me

“I’m sorry, Em. I didn’t mean to… we

dinner, and we will just do that.” I casted

“You sure?” Beth whispered.

wanting to give them any attention. But it was

and Casie sent draggers at

him! Getting so comfortable with that leech, and here I thought his sending you messages

what he did and said at the race track, it proves that he likes you. I don’t think he is that shallow that he’d try to persue

at them. They look too cosy to be just

I anyway? It’s not that I’m his

fork kept playing with the food, I seemed to lose my appetite. Even if I didn’t

arm was now linked with him and his hand patting

outside, announcing the upcoming

flashed into them, and then something else that I couldn’t decipher. Seeing his lack of attention, she followed his gaze. Her eyes widened slightly as she untangled her

It’s not that he really did care for you or he’d any soft corner for you anyway.

a sudden, I felt

Casie and Beth went to follow me but I

finish your dinner. I’m done.” When they went to protest, I shook my head. “Don’t. I will see you

to release. My fingers clutched my purse in a vice grip. My

to go away. I needed

as I stepped out of the exit,

his face morphed into

giving him an answer, I moved away and walked

raining!” he called out behind me, but I didn’t pay him

of cold wind. Goosebumps rose across my arms as the

did bother me. It did bother me

that’s what frustrated

must’ve parked it in the parking lot. So

me to get over him? What’d it take

tear that slipped from my eye, the pouring rain washed it away. I hope it could take away the

of blinding light fell onto my eyes, causing me to cover them with my hands. A shout of my name came with a screech of tires as a pair of strong arms

driver yelled out some curses driving away when my gaze remained in no particular direction with my

d**n it!” He shaking me by my shoulders got me out of my shock. Stormy grey eyes blazed

with his lady love that he came after