The Twin Alphas Warrior Luna by RYN

Chapter 58

RYN

I woke up the next morning, lying on my side on the floor, still in my uniform.

Yesterday had to be one of the hardest days of my life.

Having gto kill my parents to get to the flag affected me more than I could ever comprehend. Even though it was fake, I still think I am responsible for their deaths in some way. I sat up and leaned "This is a

I my back against the bed and then I brought out my pendant and stared at it. I remembered the day my father gave it to me for my seventh birthday.

is a symbol of our love for you." My father had said that day. "No matter where you are, when you see it, always remember that we love you."

My eyes burned and I had to grind my jaw tight to keep another stream of tears from falling. Their love for me got them killed and I wish I had gone with them that day. I wish I was in that car accident that took their lives on Highway forty-nine as they tried to escape rogue attack. I wish I was a normal girl who didn't have issues with her wolf. All my accomplishments so far and I had no one to tell. No one to be proud of me. "Can you see me, Daddy?" I whispered out loud at my pendant, my vision blurring over with tears. "Mom, are you proud of me?" I pulled

I

my knees up to my chest, and bent my head as I hugged myself. I tried to imagine what my life would have been like if my parents were still alive?

Instead of living in a dorm, I'd be at home, probably having breakfast with my family. Maybe, I'd have a sibling or two whom I adore. Would my parents have allowed me to try out for the Elites in the first place? I tried to think about that while wiping my face. My father may have allowed me to become an Elite but my mother would definitely not let me. She was the strict, bossy one in the marriage and my father's gentle nature blended perfectly with her. Whenever I wanted my way, at times, asking my father for his approval sometimes wasn't enough, we both had to go to my Mom and ask for her approval before I could do that particular thing. If she said no, it was final and yet despite it all, I never saw her disrespect or fight with my Dad. Gods! If only they were still alive, maybe the trajectory of life would have been different. Maybe, I wouldn't have suffered like I did. Maybe I'd be in college studying something else and having a boyfriend who loves me and makes me happy. Gods! I'm so lonely and my life is such a terrible mess.

I'm slowly dying while leeching off the lifeforce of a Prince thus putting his life at risk. His father and the new Director both want me to fail. His twin is acting like an addict and I am just tired.

My stomach grumbled in hunger but I ignored it. I had no motivation to even get up and change. I just felt like staying in this room, forever forgotten by the world, frozen in time.

Suddenly my phone buzzed and I ignored that too. The ringing stopped and then started again. Groaning, I raised my head and reached for my phone on the nightstand. When I saw the caller ID, my brows pulled together in a frown. "Hello, my Prince." I said, after picking the call,

There was a moment of silence before the sweet, raspy voice of Prince Theon came on the phone. "Why are you sad, Ryn?"

and my mind raced for a muine" Moonstone around

**ing snitch!

my

hungry?"

but can he feel that

"I

"No." I said.

bow the hell he knew and then I

sad?" He asked, and I could detect a hint of tiredness in his voice. No, not a

nothing. Just one of those days." I

I I see." Whe answered

to escalate. "Is there anything I can do to make

paused and closed my eyes as my pussy pulsed and tightened of its own will. What in the Goddess' name was that? Why is his voice so extra right

on to him and got mad. "Why do you care?" I asked. "I thought you

before he could say any

mean to one. My phone buzzed again but this time, it was a text from Prince Theon. S***! He must hate me now.

fine. I just want you to know that I heard

I go far in life and I will be here to support you

I read and reread his message before pushing my phone on

A

he

would feel what I was feeling. is an have to say private, hate

to form at the front of my head. My phone buzzed again and I frowned at

want to be

I realized it was Sadie. So I

squealed.