The Twin Alphas Warrior Luna by RYN

Warrior 125

THEON

As soon as I left Lycantide High, I felt the link to Ryn fade and it felt like I had been sitting near a fire, keeping warm and

now....

Now, that fire is gone.

I blinked, trying to remember how I felt with her and hold on to the memory that I was once normal.

That I can be normal.

At some point, Miro came down from our car, mumbling something about having a fight programmed. He asked if I wanted to come but I declined. I needed to be alone and I think he understood that. After entering one of our other security cars, I ordered my men to take Chelsea home and put her under a strict watch.

Then I went somewhere I haven't been to in a while.

I sighed as I read the sign ingrained in a large stone.

WELCOME TO MOONSHADE CEMETERY

I got out of the car, bringing out two bouquets of flowers. Leaving my security behind, I walked into the cemetery, guided by the dying light of the sunset. I got to my sister's grave first and gently laid a bouquet on her grave.

I was always on some random training imposed by Dad or on a mission

it removed Dad's focus on Miro. Now? I regret not spending enough time with her. Because of that, she grew close to Miro and I think in some way, she kept him from spiraling out of

right inside a flaming sun. She was his light in the midst of darkness. His warmth when all he ever knew

me start talking

on or forgive himself. Just like I wouldn't if anything happens to Ryn

and went ahead. Mom's grave wasn't too far and when I got there, I removed my suit jacket, rolled up my sleevees, removed

Then I sighed.

I whispered, laying her bouquet

and went ahead to give my mother the gist about her. "Now that the Moonstone is off, I have no idea what I feel for her and I am scared, Mom. I whispered. "I'm scared that I'd really like her and I guess what scares me the most, is her being just like Elizabeth. I can't ...I can't go through

the crickets

when I thought I'd live happily ever after like you always promised Miro and I, she ruined me." 10:44

closed my eyes

any feelings when I see her again? What If

whenever she's in the room? What

her. I can't let any woman get

her. I have no idea how to love something so pure and good without ruining it. I will ravage her innocence, lick her tears and swallow her cries. That's all this dark, evil part of me thinks about. Ryn has no idea how much

When I look at her, I want to bend and break her will,

gripped my head tight, feeling my wolf

my wolf.

kissing,

an actual voice but like an impression on my mind - a reminder of all the dark things