The Twin Alphas Warrior Luna by RYN

Warrior 125

THEON

As soon as I left Lycantide High, I felt the link to Ryn fade and it felt like I had been sitting near a fire, keeping warm and

now....

Now, that fire is gone.

I blinked, trying to remember how I felt with her and hold on to the memory that I was once normal.

That I can be normal.

At some point, Miro came down from our car, mumbling something about having a fight programmed. He asked if I wanted to come but I declined. I needed to be alone and I think he understood that. After entering one of our other security cars, I ordered my men to take Chelsea home and put her under a strict watch.

Then I went somewhere I haven't been to in a while.

I sighed as I read the sign ingrained in a large stone.

WELCOME TO MOONSHADE CEMETERY

I got out of the car, bringing out two bouquets of flowers. Leaving my security behind, I walked into the cemetery, guided by the dying light of the sunset. I got to my sister's grave first and gently laid a bouquet on her grave.

had been a delight to be with but we were never close. I was always on some random training

Now? I regret not spending enough time with her. Because of that, she grew close

terribly, and why he tattooed her name right inside a flaming sun. She was his light in the midst of darkness. His warmth when all he ever knew was harsh coldness just like Ryn. She brought light and fire to me, made me smile again

me start

on or forgive

and when I got there, I removed my suit jacket, rolled up my sleevees, removed my shoes and

Then I sighed.

Mom." I whispered, laying her bouquet

have no idea what I feel for her and I am scared, Mom. I whispered. "I'm scared that I'd really like her and I guess what scares me the most, is her being just like Elizabeth.

gathering my thoughts as the crickets began to sing from the

me feel just like Elizabeth did and just when I thought I'd live happily ever

closed my eyes and

might be overthinking things. What if Ryn doesn't spark any feelings when I see her again? What If

whenever she's in the room? What if this time, I am consumed by my desire for her and I

have to avoid her. I can't let any woman

ruin her. I have no idea how to love something so pure and good without ruining it. I will ravage her innocence, lick her tears and swallow

from the world. When I look at her, I want to bend and break her will, until she's in my image. Until

head tight, feeling my wolf

my wolf. "She's not

flashes of us kissing, touching, almost

My wolf whispered and it wasn't in an actual voice but like an impression on my mind - a reminder of all the dark things