The Twin Alphas Warrior Luna by RYN

Warrior 125

THEON

As soon as I left Lycantide High, I felt the link to Ryn fade and it felt like I had been sitting near a fire, keeping warm and

now....

Now, that fire is gone.

I blinked, trying to remember how I felt with her and hold on to the memory that I was once normal.

That I can be normal.

At some point, Miro came down from our car, mumbling something about having a fight programmed. He asked if I wanted to come but I declined. I needed to be alone and I think he understood that. After entering one of our other security cars, I ordered my men to take Chelsea home and put her under a strict watch.

Then I went somewhere I haven't been to in a while.

I sighed as I read the sign ingrained in a large stone.

WELCOME TO MOONSHADE CEMETERY

I got out of the car, bringing out two bouquets of flowers. Leaving my security behind, I walked into the cemetery, guided by the dying light of the sunset. I got to my sister's grave first and gently laid a bouquet on her grave.

close. I was always on some random training imposed by Dad

the time, I was glad for it because it removed Dad's focus on Miro. Now? I regret

guess I understand now why her death wounded him terribly, and why he tattooed her name right inside a flaming sun. She was his light in the midst of darkness. His warmth when all he ever knew was harsh coldness just like Ryn. She brought light and fire to me, made me smile again

made me start

Nora to die in those circumstances, I can understand why Miro can't move on or forgive himself.

rose to my feet and went ahead. Mom's grave wasn't too far and when I got there, I removed my suit jacket, rolled up my sleevees, removed my

Then I sighed.

whispered, laying her bouquet down.

the Moonstone is off, I have no idea what I feel for her and I am scared, Mom. I whispered. "I'm scared that I'd really like her and I guess what scares me the most, is her being just like Elizabeth. I can't ...I can't go through that

gathering my thoughts as the crickets began to

just when I thought I'd live happily ever after like you always promised

closed my eyes

What if Ryn doesn't spark any feelings

makes my heart stumble? What if she still draws my gaze whenever she's in the room? What if this time, I am consumed by my desire for her and I don't see the betrayal coming? "Fuck." I whispered,

have to avoid her. I can't let any

she doesn't betray me, I will ruin her. I have no idea how to love something so pure and good without ruining it. I will ravage her innocence, lick her tears and swallow her cries.

her up and hide her from the world. When I look at her, I want to bend and break her will,

head tight, feeling my wolf rise to

my wolf.

kissing, touching,

actual voice but like an impression on my mind - a reminder of all the dark