The Twin Alphas Warrior Luna by RYN

Warrior 125

THEON

As soon as I left Lycantide High, I felt the link to Ryn fade and it felt like I had been sitting near a fire, keeping warm and

now....

Now, that fire is gone.

I blinked, trying to remember how I felt with her and hold on to the memory that I was once normal.

That I can be normal.

At some point, Miro came down from our car, mumbling something about having a fight programmed. He asked if I wanted to come but I declined. I needed to be alone and I think he understood that. After entering one of our other security cars, I ordered my men to take Chelsea home and put her under a strict watch.

Then I went somewhere I haven't been to in a while.

I sighed as I read the sign ingrained in a large stone.

WELCOME TO MOONSHADE CEMETERY

I got out of the car, bringing out two bouquets of flowers. Leaving my security behind, I walked into the cemetery, guided by the dying light of the sunset. I got to my sister's grave first and gently laid a bouquet on her grave.

say. She had been a delight to be with but we were never close. I was always

it removed Dad's focus on Miro. Now? I regret not spending enough time with her.

midst of darkness. His warmth when all he ever knew was harsh coldness just like Ryn. She brought light and fire to me, made

made me start talking and acting

to die in those circumstances, I can understand why Miro can't move on or forgive himself. Just like I wouldn't if anything happens to Ryn because of

to my feet and went ahead. Mom's grave wasn't too far and when I got there, I removed my suit jacket, rolled up my

Then I sighed.

whispered, laying her bouquet

to give my mother the gist about her. "Now that the Moonstone is off, I have no idea what I feel for her and I am scared, Mom. I whispered. "I'm scared that I'd really like her and I guess what scares me the most, is her being just

as the

feel just like Elizabeth did and just when I thought I'd live happily ever after like you always promised Miro and I, she ruined me." 10:44

eyes

things. What if Ryn doesn't spark any feelings when I see her again? What If

space. What if I'm not? What if she still makes my heart stumble? What if she still draws my gaze whenever she's in the room? What if this time, I am consumed

have to avoid her. I can't let

and good without ruining it. I will ravage her innocence, lick her tears and swallow her cries. That's all this dark, evil part of me thinks about. Ryn has no idea how much I fight my instincts on a daily

idea how much I want to snatch her up and hide her from the world. When I look at her, I want to bend and break

tight, feeling my wolf

I ordered my wolf. "She's not

flashes of us kissing, touching, almost

an actual voice but like an impression on my mind - a reminder of all the dark things