The Twin Alphas Warrior Luna by RYN

Warrior 125

THEON

As soon as I left Lycantide High, I felt the link to Ryn fade and it felt like I had been sitting near a fire, keeping warm and

now....

Now, that fire is gone.

I blinked, trying to remember how I felt with her and hold on to the memory that I was once normal.

That I can be normal.

At some point, Miro came down from our car, mumbling something about having a fight programmed. He asked if I wanted to come but I declined. I needed to be alone and I think he understood that. After entering one of our other security cars, I ordered my men to take Chelsea home and put her under a strict watch.

Then I went somewhere I haven't been to in a while.

I sighed as I read the sign ingrained in a large stone.

WELCOME TO MOONSHADE CEMETERY

I got out of the car, bringing out two bouquets of flowers. Leaving my security behind, I walked into the cemetery, guided by the dying light of the sunset. I got to my sister's grave first and gently laid a bouquet on her grave.

had no words to say. She had been a delight to be with but we were never close. I was always on

the time, I was glad for it because it removed Dad's focus on Miro. Now? I regret not spending enough time with her. Because of that, she grew close to Miro and I think in some way, she kept

he tattooed her name right inside a flaming sun. She was his light in the midst of darkness. His warmth when all he ever knew was harsh coldness just like Ryn. She brought light and fire to me, made

made me start talking and

circumstances, I can understand why Miro can't move on or forgive himself.

I rose to my feet and went ahead. Mom's grave wasn't too far and when I got there, I removed my suit jacket, rolled up my sleevees, removed my shoes and

Then I sighed.

I whispered, laying her bouquet down. "Been a

no idea what I feel for her and I am scared, Mom. I

thoughts as the crickets began to

Elizabeth did and just when I thought I'd live happily ever after like you always promised Miro and I, she ruined me." 10:44

closed my eyes and exhaled

if Ryn doesn't spark any feelings

whenever she's in the room? What if this time, I am consumed by my desire for her and I

avoid her. I can't let any

have no idea how to love something so pure and good without ruining it. I will ravage her innocence, lick her tears and swallow her cries. That's all this dark, evil part of me thinks about. Ryn has no idea how much I fight my instincts on a

and hide her from the world. When I

feeling my

my wolf.

of us kissing, touching, almost fucking

like an impression on my mind - a reminder of all the dark things I'd do to make her