The Twin Alphas Warrior Luna by RYN

Warrior 125

THEON

As soon as I left Lycantide High, I felt the link to Ryn fade and it felt like I had been sitting near a fire, keeping warm and

now....

Now, that fire is gone.

I blinked, trying to remember how I felt with her and hold on to the memory that I was once normal.

That I can be normal.

At some point, Miro came down from our car, mumbling something about having a fight programmed. He asked if I wanted to come but I declined. I needed to be alone and I think he understood that. After entering one of our other security cars, I ordered my men to take Chelsea home and put her under a strict watch.

Then I went somewhere I haven't been to in a while.

I sighed as I read the sign ingrained in a large stone.

WELCOME TO MOONSHADE CEMETERY

I got out of the car, bringing out two bouquets of flowers. Leaving my security behind, I walked into the cemetery, guided by the dying light of the sunset. I got to my sister's grave first and gently laid a bouquet on her grave.

no words to say. She had been a delight to be with but we were never close. I was always on some random training imposed by Dad or on

was glad for it because it removed Dad's focus on Miro. Now? I regret not spending enough time with her. Because of that, she grew close to Miro and I think in some way, she kept him from spiraling out of

light in the midst of darkness. His warmth when all he

me start talking and

circumstances, I can understand why Miro can't move on or forgive himself. Just like I

feet and went ahead. Mom's grave wasn't too far and when I got there, I removed my suit jacket, rolled up my sleevees, removed

Then I sighed.

I whispered, laying her bouquet down.

that the Moonstone is off, I have no idea what I feel for her and I am scared, Mom. I whispered. "I'm scared that I'd really like her and I guess what scares me the most, is her

my thoughts as the

feel just like Elizabeth did and just when I thought I'd live happily ever after like you always promised Miro and I, she ruined me." 10:44 Sun,

closed my eyes

might be overthinking things. What if Ryn doesn't spark any

she still makes my heart stumble? What if she still draws my gaze whenever she's in the room? What if this time, I am consumed by my desire for her and I don't see the betrayal coming? "Fuck."

can't let

will ruin her. I have no idea how to love something so pure and good without ruining it. I will ravage her innocence, lick her tears and swallow her cries. That's

much I want to snatch her up and hide her from the world. When I look at her, I want to bend and

tight, feeling my wolf rise to the

my

flashes of us kissing, touching, almost fucking

on my mind - a reminder of all the dark things I'd do to make