The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn

The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 64

~ATTICUS~

I couldn’t get her out of my head: her pretty eyes, inviting lips, and soft skin. Autumn was everything I always knew that she was and more. I couldn’t believe that the woman I’d always wanted, even when I knew it was wrong, was now my wife.

There were many times in the past when I knew thinking about her was wrong. There were so many times that Autumn stood out to me, and I chose to ignore my feelings because of Anya.

I hate that I couldn’t remember all of the details of marrying her; it’s something I would never wish to forget. It’s crazy to think that so many things happened and were all missing from my memory. If I didn’t have these feelings for her, I would have never believed any of the articles I’d read.

I still remember the first day my eyes fell on Autumn. She was always a little clumsy since I knew her, and she’d dropped her book onto the ground. She’d trapped me instantly with her innocence and pureness, but something had changed when Anya tapped my shoulder, and I’d looked up at her.

It’s crazy to me how things have changed so much since then. I sometimes wonder, if I was supposed to choose Autumn since that day, what would have happened if Anya had never tapped my shoulder and I had continued to be mesmerized by Autumn instead on that day?

I kept one hand on the steering wheel while I used the other to trace my lips lightly. That was another thing I couldn’t get out of my head.

Kissing her was like racing through the woods in wolf form; it made me feel wild and free, alive, like I had something wonderful to live for.

I’d never felt anything like it before, and it kills me to know that I must have kissed her multiple times before, but I couldn’t remember a single detail of any of it.

Kissing her, touching her, holding her, talking to her.

How far did we take things between us? I could only imagine the torture of spending nights upon nights in the same bed with her. I must have crashed and given in eventually.

The thought of the many times I must have tasted her and gotten lost inside her was eating me alive. I wanted to remember it, what it was like to taste her sweetness. I kept trying to find the memory but f**k me; it was nowhere to be found. I knew it was the last thing I should be thinking about, considering everything we’ve both gone through recently but damn in; I don’t know why I kissed her to awaken all these crazy desires. I couldn’t get her out of my f*****g head.

The alert of my phone ringing forces my thoughts away from her. Finally, I didn’t know how much more of this I could take before racing home to her and begging her to let me get just one taste. Anything to help me remember what it was like.

“Hello,” I answer on the first ring. It was good that I could get a distraction right now. I needed anything to stop me from thinking about Autumn and the things I wanted to do to her. It was dangerous to feel like this when my memory was still messed up from the accident.

“Atticus!” Clarissa shouts on the other end.

I pulled the vehicle to the side of the road; the tone of her voice was enough to tell me that something horrible was happening. There were so many surprises in my life recently that I wasn’t prepared for anything else so soon.

I was only gone for like an hour; what could have happened in that little time?

“What’s wrong?” I demand.

“You need to get home now!” She exclaimed.

“Why?” I ask. “Tell me what’s wrong.”

I needed more answers.

“Our parents found out about Autumn. Anya told them everything. You don’t know the entire truth about her family. She never got the opportunity to tell you. You don’t know who her birth father is, but our parents know the truth now. Get home now before things get worse.”

I don’t need to be told twice; the moment Autumn’s name was mentioned; I’d already spun the car around.

“Atticus!” She shouts. “I know you want to get here back quickly, but please drive safely. We can’t have you getting into another accident. You know what happened the last time you got into one. Autumn had to suffer, don’t push yourself too much. I will be there for Autumn as long as possible until you’re here. You can trust me to try my best to protect her.”

I didn’t know anything about driving slowly when Autumn needed me. I’d promised her earlier that I would protect her; I meant it. Protecting her was more important to me than anything else.

I hung up the call before Clarissa could hear the engine revving; I didn’t want her to panic. I knew I had to get to Autumn, and I wouldn’t do anything to get myself into an accident before I could get to her a second time.

. . . . . . . . . .

~AUTUMN~

The look on the faces of Atticus’s parents is killing me inside. This was exactly what I was afraid of happening. I had to get used to people looking at me like this from now on; whenever anyone found out that my father was Azai, they would react like this. At least not many people my age knew about him, but their parents, on the other hand, would know.

His

sick hearing that name over and over again. There was a time in my life when I didn’t even know a name like that existed; everything was much better back then.

now why they sent Atticus away. His mother never needed him to do anything

But there was nothing I could do

over her forehead like

this!” She exclaims. “Azai! AZAI is

demands. “As far as everyone knows, your real parents are the Riveras. How did they even pull this off? She was pregnant with you! We all thought she was. Was that all a lie so they could cover up who you

parents never explained everything to me. They answered most of my questions, but there were

And she wasn’t

did your parents keep this lie from us?” Mr. Fawn

this was a lie that any parent would ever want

secret to keep!” My father says from the entrance. “She’s our daughter. We had a right to keep it a secret to protect her

well? Who called them? Who told them that I might need their help? Were they keeping an eye on me? It

and instead, she was the daughter of an evil, power-hungry sorcerer! How could you do this to us? I thought we were more

Would you have treated her the same way you

would have responded to the truth in the past. All that matters is that you lied and broke the trust that we once had. We’re cutting all business ties with you and your family.” Mr. Fawn shouts. “I can’t have liars this close

never needed you, to begin with.

was happening right now. My world was falling apart in front of my eyes. They were ending their relationship because of me. They were becoming enemies because of me. I didn’t want that to happen. They were supposed to

see her look at me in that way when she was usually very kind to me. “How could you lie to us? Why didn’t you tell us the truth? You kept this to yourself just like

know anything up until recently. We kept the truth

shocked and disgusted by the fact as you are now. I’m not proud of who my father was. I, too, wish that my birth parents were my adoptive ones. The truth hurts, and I’m sorry that you think we betrayed you, but that was never our intention. My parents kept it a secret from not only you but me as well; they kept it a secret from everyone they knew to protect me from the danger lurking. You don’t have to cut them off because

each other for a

it true that you tried to

bring that up to them without giving them the full details of

once considered her my friend? Why did I not see the truth like everyone else had so long ago? Everyone seemed to know that Anya was never

not true!” Clarissa hissed as she rejoined us. I still wasn’t sure where she

not you, Clarissa.”

you trust Anya? Why don’t you ask Anya what she did for Autumn to react the way

from Autumn. Let her speak and tell us exactly

I’m happy that

I have this great fear of being swallowed by it, amongst many other things. Anya knew this; she knew how scared I was of water, especially from a deep pool. She intentionally pushed me into it and watched me fight for my life. She did nothing to help me; she only stood there and watched me. It was one of the scariest experiences of my life, and she was

jump into the pool and save her, Atticus jumped into it and pulled her out. I didn’t

She pushed me. She tried to kill me first.” I snap.

happen. Even now, I still wanted to believe that the Fawns weren’t

did try to kill her?” His mother demands

My eyes widen, “I—”

saw me as a monster like

to kill her?” Mr. Fawn

control myself. I never wanted to hurt her. I was only responding to her trying to kill me first.” I confess in defeat. Nothing I could say would make them think differently

Nothing I say or do would change that. I still felt guilty over it. I didn’t want to be just like Anya or like my

“I’m going to be scarred for the rest of my life. She was so scary. The water behind her in the pool was at her command; her eyes were a different color, and she was forcing me to choke myself. She took control of my body. It was the scariest day of my life, and I would never want anyone else to experience what I had to endure. Autumn needs to be removed from your family. If she stays, she will harm Atticus; your entire family will be in danger because of her. She said with her own mouth that she’d lost control of herself. Autumn can’t control the

lip trembles at her words. I don’t know how to respond to defend myself. It was true that I often lost control of my body whenever my emotions got the best

have your father’s curse, then. His power wasn’t just a curse to his family and everyone around him. He threatened the peace

the sweetest person I know. She would never intentionally hurt anyone! You’re just angry and surprised.

her just like it did

we got a chance to be together, someone kept trying to keep us apart. I know that Anya was the mastermind behind all of this. She

managed to stop her multiple times before; I could

I am your mother; I stood by your side and watched you grow into a beautiful young woman. I’ve seen you cry after seeing others get hurt. I’ve seen you fight for what is right. I’ve never met a kinder child than you, do

needed to know that I would try everything I could

beg his mother. “I don’t want to be separated from Atticus again. His memory is still missing. He’s trying to remember what we had, and I don’t want to leave when he’s already suffering from the accident. Please try and understand that I will try my very best to be nothing like Azai. Ever since I met Atticus, he’s always been the most important person in my life. I will never hurt him. I love him. I love Atticus, and I want to stay by his side for the rest of my life. Please do not separate us because of who my father is. I’m begging you. Please don’t do this to us. Atticus respects

softens at my words, and I know she also doesn’t want to separate us. But my words are not enough to convince her. Her

know this isn’t easy for you, and it won’t be easy on him either. Surprising all of us, my son has grown quite attached to you. I know he isn’t going to make this easy for us, but I must try. I love him also; I want what’s best for him. If you truly love my son, you will leave him. I don’t think you understand just how dangerous your real family is. You’re a danger to the people around you. Atticus will forever be in danger because of you. We don’t know the exact details of the accident, but Atticus was chasing Azai’s men when it happened. Maybe they’re somehow responsible for the accident that almost killed my son. That’s the kind of danger he will constantly be involved in as long

to respond when I hear something dragging down the staircase,

leave now. We’re all doing this for Atticus. You claim to love him, but we love him more. We know how to make sacrifices to keep him safe. I wish you would do

was always behaving like she was his wife instead of me. Apparently, hurting her that day hadn’t done enough to keep