The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn

The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 86

Book2 Chapter 9

“Why do you want to know?” He finally breaks the silence.

I inhale his scent once more, and I listen to his sharp intake of breath. “I just want to know,” I answer him.

I want to knA known womanizer. Brother of Carter Prince, someone I’m not very fond of for obvious reasons. I wasn’t upset with you, but I was upset about the situation. He’s the last person I want to see you with.” He answers me. “He’s not good enough for you, Clarissa. He’s an a*s. He plays with the hearts of so many females, pretends to be interested in them, and moves on to another the moment that they fall in love with him. It’s all a game for him. It’s sick.”

It wasn’t the exact answer that I was hoping for, but it still made my heart skip a beat.

“Out of curiosity, who do you think is good enough for me?” I ask. I wanted to ask as much questions today, I didn’t want this conversation to stop.

I knew he would never say the name I wanted him to, but I was still hoping that he would.

“So far,” he whispers. “f*****g no one. You’re too good for all the men around you.”

I gasp. I couldn’t believe he’d actually said that.

“Don’t you think you’re setting your expectations too high?” I ask. “If you keep thinking that way, I’m not going to end up with anyone.”

He growls, and I gasp as I feel the vibration from his chest on my body, “I only want the best for you. I will not let you settle for less than you deserve.”

“Damon,” I whisper.

“Yes, Clarissa.” He answers me.

I don’t know how he’s always so gentle and patient with me, but it’s part of the reason I was so deeply in love with him.

“You’re the only reason why I stayed,” I whisper.

His body goes entirely still next to mine. He doesn’t respond immediately, but I feel the tension in his body. I wanted to kiss it away.

“What do you mean by that?” He finally asks. “You stayed because of me? That doesn’t make any sense. When were you planning on leaving to begin with?”

I take a deep breath. I’ve never told him these things before. Damon and I have always been close but there are so many things that I’ve kept from him. I don’t know where I’m getting the strength to finally tell him some of these things.

“When your family adopted me. I didn’t want to be here. I wasn’t sure that I would fit in. You were all so rich and different from what I was accustomed to. The constant bullying at the academy didn’t help either. But you, you made everything better; you made me experience true happiness. I’m my happiest when I’m next to you.” I confess. “I wanted to leave but the moment I saw you, the moment you protected me, the moment you fought for me, all of those times, you made me want to stay, just for you.”

It wasn’t the full confession that I wanted to make, but it was the safer option for now.

There’s another pause and once more I wondered if I’d said too much.

“You’re being very honest tonight.” He points out in a strange tone of voice.

I was expecting him to say more than that. Again, I was disappointed. What did I expect from him? Was I expecting him to say that I did the same for him? Did I want him to tell me that I made his life happier as he did mine?

“You’re suddenly quiet.” He notes. “Did I say something to upset you?”

“No,” I answer him. “It’s just that you had very little to say after I opened my heart to you.”

“Clarissa,” he sighs. “Isn’t it obvious that you’ve also been a big part of my life? Do I need to say it? I’ve never been this protective of another woman except for Anya. And she’s my mate; that’s expected from me. You, you’re not even my blood sister, but yet I would kill for you. I would lay down my life for you. Does that make you feel better?”

shook my head.

he would lay down his life for me. I knew he was very protective of me. Hearing him

you to lay down your life for me, Damon,” I add.

don’t need to worry about anything crazy happening for a while. That means you don’t have to worry about

almost accomplished. I had to distract

wish we could do

Touching. Kissing. Making love.

Clarissa, it’s just not practical.” He answers me. “It can cause too

are the kind of problems I would

yawn, and Damon pulls the

you to go back to sleep.” He says before I can continue. “You’re tired, and if you have that

but I knew that it was useless at this point. I’d already gotten more than I’d ever hoped for. I could be content with this, at least for now.

closer against his chest and smile as I listen to the loud pounding of his heart. It’s the last thing

“Damon!”

“Open the door!”

“DAMON!”

as I try to figure out why someone is shouting Damon’s name so early in the morning.

Damon next to me. It takes my

It had actually happened. I’d slept in the same bed as Damon and it was the best night of my life! Sleeping next to him in his bed has always been a dream of mine and it was finally a reality. This was crazy. I try

“DAMON!”

eyes which were just closed, slowly opened. He looks at me next to him and runs a hand down his

“Fuck.” He growls.

in

the hell aren’t you opening the door?” Atticus

you inside here,” Damon mumbles more to himself than to

that. But what could

top of

the next minute, I’m breaking it down!” Atticus

so important that

side of his waist, and my head was lying on his chest. He pulled the cover over my head to look like it was just him on the bed. His sheets were thick enough

to his bed that

Atticus!” Damon shouts. “Can’t I

open then, and everything went silent for a few seconds.

demands. “And since when do you lock

under his breath. My eyes widen when I felt

didn’t try to move

body wasn’t reacting because of me, he’d just woken up, and that was the

is your face so f*****g red?” Atticus

tell me why you came here to wake me

red. Because of me? I try not

in my life. And it feels so good.

gone to her room, but when Autumn looked for her today, she couldn’t find her. It’s very unusual. I’m worried, the last person she was seen with last night was Ares Prince, and you know we don’t have the best relationship with his brother.

feel him swallow

he asks. “We don’t have to

beach. With some friends.” He

asks. “With friends? And you believed

I believe her?”

any friends from the academy. She spends most of her

that I had were enough for me. Besides, Autumn was the best, and it was even better now that she was married to Atticus. I didn’t need anyone else. She was both