The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn

Chapter 112

The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 112

Book 2 Chapter 35

~DAMON~

No words have ever cut deeper than these spoken by Clarissa.

It’s the first time she’s been so clear about her feelings. She’s always given little hints through her actions, but it’s the first time her words have been this clear. I’ve always been able to control myself, telling myself that I was wrong, that she meant something else. But this time, it was so clear that I couldn’t deny her words.

She doesn’t realize how happy it makes me to know that I’m the one that she wants. She doesn’t realize that I want her too. I’ve wanted her for so f*****g long that it physically hurts to be this close to her and not have her in my arms. I’m tempted to dip my head lower to touch my lips to hers. I’m tempted to nip at her earlobe and suck on the skin behind her ear. I’m tempted to bite her neck and claim what was rightfully mine since the start.

Mine.

f**k.

Why have I always been this possessive over her? My possessiveness has only grown over the past few days. I was so possessive over her that I would literally kill anyone that touched her inappropriately.

Damn it, I almost killed myself the last time I lost control around her.

Did all Fawns have the same t*****e to deal with? Atticus was also supposed to love only Anya, but somehow Autumn could gain his heart without even trying. It was the same with me. I was thought only to have eyes for Anya, but somehow Clarissa is all that I can see. She has always been by my side, and she’s someone I trust more than anyone else in this world.

Happiness for me meant having her by my side. Nothing could ever feel as good as having her in my arms, close to me, where I could touch and smell her.

This only meant that I would be miserable after marrying Anya. I would lose the one person that made me happy. But I would do it all again as long as she got to live a normal life.

I couldn’t deny my feelings anymore. It was clear as day that I wanted Clarissa and not Anya. I would always care for Anya, and I would always protect her, but I didn’t want her in the way that I wanted Clarissa. It was different.

But even this fact couldn’t change our faith. It was already too late for us. It was too late the moment my family chose her. I couldn’t let her see how affected I was by her words. I couldn’t let her think that she’d won. If she knew that she was breaking down the walls I’d put up to keep her safe; she would keep pushing. I knew Clarissa; she never stopped fighting unless she felt there was nothing left to fight for.

“I’m sorry, Clarissa.” I apologize even though I knew it would only annoy her. She hates when I apologize to her, and maybe that’s partly why I always do it. I don’t want to bring her closer to me; I want to push her away. “You should get some rest. You’ve had a long day.”

“This isn’t over.” She threatens me.

turned away from her, ready to leave, before

want,

I pause midway.

get back at me? Was that some sick twisted

What the f**k?

thought about it. If I married Anya, that meant Clarissa would also, one day, marry. Someone else. Someone that wasn’t me. How the hell was I ever supposed to be okay with that?

she know that it would kill me inside to even think about her with

on me. The moment that she appears in front of me,

my skin? Would she truly marry another man just to hurt me? Would she

wouldn’t. She wouldn’t

be happier with me if I found someone else to love? Someone else to kiss and touch. Someone else to hold me. Someone else to make me feel the things that only

“Stop it.”

just two words from me, but they were words that marked my breaking point. They were

“Why should I stop

stop

love it if he puts a

by her face and pull her closer to me. “I said

me with those eyes I’ve grown to love so much. Eyes that saw straight through me. Eyes that brightened my entire day. Eyes that have somehow grown to hate me. Eyes that I was ashamed to look directly

for real. Imagine how hard it would be for you if you had to go through the same thing

knew it would be f*****g hard. I never said that it would be easy. I knew I would experience more pain than her if she married another man. But there was nothing I could do about it. Why was Clarissa not understanding

on

I freeze.

It was Atticus.

didn’t realize someone had opened the door. I slowly drag my gaze from her face to stare at my brother, who’s standing at the

from me to

behavior.” She lies. “Unfortunately for

Don’t tell me you still haven’t learned your lesson, Clarissa. What else must happen before you learn

her arms stubbornly, “I’ll behave

me to know that it was me, it also pained me to know that I couldn’t give

frowns at her words, and now his attention is solely

He asks her. I knew Clarissa wasn’t crazy enough to tell him the truth, but I was still on

She’ll faster

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