The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn

The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 189

BOOK 3 CHAPTER 25

~DANTE~

I was a f*****g asshole. Anya asked me to protect her sister, not say words to hurt her. I was in such a mess. I had no idea how to deal with the strong emotions stuck in my chest.

When Willow asked me why I acted the way I did, I was thrown off-guard. The truth was that even I didn’t have the answers to give to her.

I knew I was lying to myself about many things, but even I wasn’t sure what those were.

My mind was in shambles.

I felt horrible for speaking that way to her. Not once but twice for the f*****g day. She kept catching me off-guard, and my reaction to her behavior was to lash out at her. It was not a good one, and I did not know how to stop. I’ve never been this big of an asshole, but lately, I can’t seem to stop.

I keep picking fights with my family and Willow. I had to find a way to have more control over my actions and words.

‘If you’re only going to help me because of her, don’t.’

Those were her words, and it was stuck in my head, adding to the t*****e. It was true; for everything that I did for Willow, my excuse was always that I’d done it because it was what Anya would have wanted me to do.

wasn’t an excuse. It was the truth. I only married her because Anya asked me to do it. The fact was that I could never give my heart to someone other than

to her, I felt like I had to take a few steps back. I wasn’t doing any of this on purpose. My heart and mind were constantly in a battle with each other to do the right thing;

like you need a drink,” Damon says as he joins me in

Nothing could help me out of this mess.

mood to be lectured right

of my brothers trying to make decisions for me. None of them understood the pain I was going through. They had the woman they loved with them for the rest of their lives. They had no f*****g right to

not here to give you a lecture.” He assures me. “I’m here to have a drink. You can join me if you’d like. Of course, you can also say no.

from the cabinet. After pouring the liquor into the glasses, he hands one to

don’t waste a second as I gulp the entire thing in one go. It wasn’t a

anything as he does the same.

trying to get me drunk?” I ask

shrugs his shoulder, “I’m just trying to help you to loosen up a little bit.

him and winced

time I took a drink, Damon would refill the cup for me. I wasn’t even sure if he was refilling his

is Willow doing?”

sigh, “She’s angry with me. For the first time in

“Why?”

him, “I was a complete asshole