The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn

The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 189

BOOK 3 CHAPTER 25

~DANTE~

I was a f*****g asshole. Anya asked me to protect her sister, not say words to hurt her. I was in such a mess. I had no idea how to deal with the strong emotions stuck in my chest.

When Willow asked me why I acted the way I did, I was thrown off-guard. The truth was that even I didn’t have the answers to give to her.

I knew I was lying to myself about many things, but even I wasn’t sure what those were.

My mind was in shambles.

I felt horrible for speaking that way to her. Not once but twice for the f*****g day. She kept catching me off-guard, and my reaction to her behavior was to lash out at her. It was not a good one, and I did not know how to stop. I’ve never been this big of an asshole, but lately, I can’t seem to stop.

I keep picking fights with my family and Willow. I had to find a way to have more control over my actions and words.

‘If you’re only going to help me because of her, don’t.’

Those were her words, and it was stuck in my head, adding to the t*****e. It was true; for everything that I did for Willow, my excuse was always that I’d done it because it was what Anya would have wanted me to do.

to do it. The fact was that I could never give my heart to someone other than

I felt like I was betraying her sister. Whenever I got closer to her, I felt like I had to take a few steps back. I wasn’t doing any of this on purpose. My heart and mind were constantly in a battle with each other to do the

you need a drink,” Damon

think drinking would help me even a little. Nothing could help me out of this mess. If

the mood to be lectured right now, Damon,” I

I could bury myself in my guilt. Besides, I was tired of my brothers trying to make decisions for me. None of them understood the pain I was going through. They had the woman they loved with them for the rest of their lives. They had no f*****g right to judge

give you a lecture.” He assures me. “I’m here to have a drink. You can join me if you’d

goes to the fridge and gets two glasses from the cabinet. After pouring the liquor into the glasses, he hands one

a second as I gulp the entire thing in one go. It wasn’t a magic drink; I still felt like

anything as he does the same. I watch as

get me

to help you to loosen

winced when the

Damon would refill the cup for me. I wasn’t even

Willow doing?” he asks

“She’s angry with me. For the first time

“Why?”

glance at him, “I was a complete