They Hated Me in My First Life, But Now I Have the Love System

Chapter 561: You Lost Someone You Loved

"...Every day I’m tempted to do something stupid, just to make the pain stop. But I know it won’t help. It’ll only make things worse."

Her gaze locked on Nnenna, sharp and unyielding. The mask of indifference on Nnenna’s face faltered, the cracks showing at last. Ava knew she had struck the right nerve.

"Think about that," Ava finished, turning toward the door.

"I’m... sorry for your loss."

The words slipped out of Nnenna before she could stop them. Ava froze, halfway out.

"This whole time you guys have been here for me, and I shut you all out," Nnenna admitted, voice trembling but steady enough to carry. "I knew you might be hurting just like me, but I was too messed up to help anyone. So I stayed away, thinking it was better... but I did not realize that wasn’t much help to you either."

Ava turned slowly, eyes widening as Nnenna continued.

"You lost someone you’ve loved since you were little. I’m sorry for not being there for you. If you ever need someone to talk to, I’ll be here if I can. I’m still a mess, I know... but at least I’ll listen."

Her words hung in the air, fragile but genuine, the first crack in the wall she had built around herself.

"Thank you," Ava whispered with a small, trembling smile as a tear slid down her cheek. "But... you should say this to Carl too. You hurt him, you know that, right?"

"I know," Nnenna admitted, her voice heavy with remorse. "But saying it won’t change anything. I still plan to go ahead with my plans, and that’ll just make things worse between Carl and me. It’s better if I just leave him alone. You would all be better off without me in your lives. I only bring harm to everyone who loves me." Her face hardened as she spoke, sealing the words like a verdict.

Ava’s chest tightened. She had just gotten through to her, now they were back at square one.

yourself? He chose to save you guys. It was his choice. It’s not on you, not even a little. And if you really believe this, then Arthur should be drowning in guilt too. The three of you

back, her voice sharp before dropping to a whisper. "You don’t know what really happened that day... not

frowning. She almost didn’t catch the words, they were so

Not the full story?

anything that suggested Somto’s death was tied directly to Nnenna. Was she twisting it in her grief, or was there

Still carrying it

I

Silence.

sigh, Ava turned and left, closing the

System... what’s the percentage of failure for this

with it, she just wanted

and steady. "But I

reassuring. Not discouraging

chance I’ll die." Nnenna

of her room. Every step was careful, calculated. She made sure

all the guards stationed around the castle, but one thing she was absolutely certain of, she did not want to run into

was dangerous in more ways than one. His martial arts expertise aside, the man seemed to sense her every movement, like he could smell her intent

to the main gate without being stopped. That alone sent a chill down her spine. Unusual.

maybe the guards weren’t paying attention. Either way,

about to slip past

"So... you’re really going?"