Too Much to Bear My Love

Chapter 848 Fell Into Despair

Oscar picked Tony up and touched Amelia’s cheek. “You followed me to the Walker residence, didn’t you?”

Amelia smiled faintly. “So, you knew everything.” With Tony in his arm, Oscar put his other arm around her and walked upstairs. He put Tony to bed before heading back with her to their bedroom. Amelia asked, “Oscar, don’t you have anything to say to me?”

Oscar pursed his lips and remained silent. A hint of disappointment flashed across Amelia’s eyes as she breathed, “Oscar, things between us were fine at first. Can you tell me why you’re caring so much about Isabella now? Have you really fallen in love with her?”

“No.” Oscar sighed and pulled her into his arms. “If everything I’ve done for you is not enough to make you believe me, then I am not sure how much better I should do to gain your trust again.”

Amelia leaned against his chest quietly, listening to his regular heartbeat. “Let’s go to sleep. I’m a little tired.”

Oscar looked a little surprised. He lowered his head, staring at Amelia’s soft hair, and asked, “Don’t you have more questions for me?”

“Didn’t you ask me to believe in your love for me? I believe your love for me can stand up to scrutiny, so why should I keep questioning you about that?” Amelia looked up and blinked innocently.

Oscar could not stop his lips from curling upward at that sight. He stroked her hair and said, “I promise what happened today will never happen again.”

Hearing that, Amelia nodded in response.

Oscar held her chin, leaning lower to kiss her. Then, he gently placed her on the bed behind them before pressing on top of her.

After an intimate moment together, Amelia put away the doubts about him to the back of her head and fell into a deep sleep.

Meanwhile, Oscar felt even more refreshed than before. He lowered his head and watched Amelia sleeping soundly. The look in his eyes grew more affectionate. He reached out and brushed a strand of her hair behind her ear, then leaned closer and kissed her lips softly. When he pulled back, he said with great tenderness, “Amelia, I’m sorry for upsetting you tonight. I promise this will not happen again. I’ll see a psychiatrist tomorrow.”

Amelia was clueless about his decision as she continued to sleep soundly, and she even murmured, “Oscar, Tony and I love you very much.”

Oscar’s smile widened when he heard that.

The next day, after having breakfast, Oscar said, “Amelia, I’ve made an appointment with Dr. Rowen Combs, a well-known psychiatrist in our country. Why don’t you come with me?”

Holding the napkin, Amelia looked at Oscar in surprise. “Oscar, why did you make an appointment with a psychiatrist? Who’s got a psychological problem?”

“It’s for me,” said Oscar.

Amelia parted her lips a little, staring at Oscar as if he was messing with her. “Oscar, that’s not funny. Why are you seeing a psychiatrist when you’re doing just fine?”

“Just come with me and don’t ask any questions. Please?”

On second thought, Amelia seemed to understand why he needed to see a psychiatrist. Perhaps he thought something was wrong with him to suddenly change his mind about Isabella.

The thought that no one else could treat her the same as Oscar, who seemed to have convinced himself that he was mentally ill, made her heart skip a beat.

“Oscar, you don’t have to do this. I believe you aren’t cheating on me.” Amelia smiled.

Oscar said bluntly, “But I won’t allow you to feel upset, especially when you’re upset because of me.”

In the end, Amelia agreed to go to the appointment with him.

Upon arriving at Faith Psychiatric Clinic, a tall receptionist in a nurse uniform led them inside an office.

Rowen stood up and extended a hand to Oscar. “Mr. Clinton, you’re here. Let’s relax a little and have a chat.”

Oscar shook his hand.

Rowen shook hands with Amelia as well and greeted, “Nice to meet you, Mrs. Clinton.”

Amelia smiled. “Dr. Combs, just call me Amelia.”

Rowen smiled. “Don’t call me doctor. You can call me Rowen instead. Everyone here calls me by my first name. It makes me feel closer to everyone. There’s no need for formality here.”

Amelia had a better impression of this psychiatrist, who was already in his sixties.

Rowen invited the two to sit on the couch and asked casually, “Mr. Clinton, would you rather have Mrs. Clinton join the session, or do you want her to wait for you outside?”

Before Oscar could say anything, Amelia beat him to it. “I’ll wait for you outside.”

Then she stood up and walked out of the office.

Sitting with his hands crossed, Rowen, like a kind and caring old man, said, “Mr. Clinton, let’s chat casually.”

Oscar looked at him and said, “Dr. Combs, you are quite reputable in this field, and that is why I told my assistant to arrange an appointment with you today. But then, I hope no one finds out I am seeing a psychiatrist. I’m sure you understand what I mean, right?”

smiling as he said, “Mr. Clinton, don’t worry about that. I’ve been a psychiatrist for over thirty years. You can trust my

Oscar nodded.

don’t know when those memories occurred. They feel vaguely familiar to me. Can you enlighten me about that? This issue has affected my routine, and I hope you can help me solve that.” Oscar sat with his legs

asked tentatively, “Mr. Clinton, can you try to relax a little? You can start by slowly closing your eyes and picturing yourself standing on a vast, peaceful grassland. All

himself standing on a vast grassland. He tried

try to describe the memories you’ve been recalling recently? Try to describe them as much as possible,”

how to describe them. Those memories are blurry, and I can’t recall anything else. It just feels familiar, like I’ve experienced it

are things you’ve experienced but you’ve chosen

way,” Oscar answered firmly. But the next second, he grew perplexed. “Or

family, who had intimidated many business tycoons,

to say something when Oscar suddenly opened his eyes and shot him a

in a quavering voice, “M-Mr. Clinton,

head. “Dr. Combs, I think that’s all for today. I’ll come again

we haven’t made any progress today. Why

and said, “No thanks. You can empty your

no choice, Rowen

Amelia asked in surprise,

little with Dr. Combs. I feel much better now.

sign of gratitude before leaving the

getting inside the car, Amelia looked at Oscar and asked, “Oscar,

send you home first. I have to attend a meeting at the company. Call me

Amelia nodded.

Then he pulled back and said, “Go on. I’ll

“Be

and watched Oscar drive

returning to the company, Oscar took the elevator and went to the top floor. Right after he stepped out of the elevator, he bumped into Isabella,

and chaotic memories, Oscar was not

for you,” said

of Isabella to continue

took a deep breath and said, “Get

I accidentally burned my hand in

of the scene where he and Isabella were chasing after each

not remember sharing that memory with Isabella, but somehow, he could not refuse her at that moment. He had always been cold-hearted, yet lately, he

was as if someone had drugged

breath, he said, “Come

must have worked their wonders. Although the effects were not apparent, she believed she could achieve her goals if she put in more

she

with a stack of documents

Clinton, everyone is waiting for you in the conference room. Do you want

a little when she heard

he turned around and brushed past Isabella to head to

all these snacks for you. Don’t

from Ms. Walker and share them with the others in

was about to take the snacks from Isabella,

trotted over to Oscar, blocked his path, and said weakly,

disgusted look flashed across Linda’s eyes

in him, his eyes turned cold and he said, “Linda, why are you still standing there? Take the snacks from Ms. Walker and distribute them to everyone else before joining us in the conference room with

Isabella and said, “Ms. Walker, thank you for the snacks.” Then, she told another secretary to share the snacks with the other colleagues

was distorted

the office. While holding the last piece, she walked over to Isabella. “Ms. Walker, there’s

away from the

of nowhere and ruined it.

inside her car and received

answered the call,

about the previous incident, Isabella replied in a harsh tone, “Professor Zabinski, give me a couple more days. I will get it done

I’ll find someone else to get things done if you’re this useless. I

and said, “All right,

she raised her head to look at the skyscraper and gritted her teeth

way back, her car

asked, “Kurt, what are you up to? There are many people coming and going here. Are you trying to rob

Then, lifting a dagger, he pointed at her neck.

a little, and she obediently

seat, put on

seat and forced herself to stay calm as she asked, “Kurt, what are you doing? You should know that it’s illegal to murder someone. I am still the precious daughter of the Walker family. If something terrible happens to me, the Walkers will not sit idly by. Also, there are surveillance cameras around the area where you blocked me just now. They will know you

her and said coldly,

Immediately, Isabella clammed up.

drove them to a crowded park. He pressed the dagger against Isabella’s face and questioned her, “Tell me, what did you do to Boss? I’ll cut your face

“Kurt, what the hell are you doing? I must warn