Too Much to Bear My Love

Chapter 848 Fell Into Despair

Oscar picked Tony up and touched Amelia’s cheek. “You followed me to the Walker residence, didn’t you?”

Amelia smiled faintly. “So, you knew everything.” With Tony in his arm, Oscar put his other arm around her and walked upstairs. He put Tony to bed before heading back with her to their bedroom. Amelia asked, “Oscar, don’t you have anything to say to me?”

Oscar pursed his lips and remained silent. A hint of disappointment flashed across Amelia’s eyes as she breathed, “Oscar, things between us were fine at first. Can you tell me why you’re caring so much about Isabella now? Have you really fallen in love with her?”

“No.” Oscar sighed and pulled her into his arms. “If everything I’ve done for you is not enough to make you believe me, then I am not sure how much better I should do to gain your trust again.”

Amelia leaned against his chest quietly, listening to his regular heartbeat. “Let’s go to sleep. I’m a little tired.”

Oscar looked a little surprised. He lowered his head, staring at Amelia’s soft hair, and asked, “Don’t you have more questions for me?”

“Didn’t you ask me to believe in your love for me? I believe your love for me can stand up to scrutiny, so why should I keep questioning you about that?” Amelia looked up and blinked innocently.

Oscar could not stop his lips from curling upward at that sight. He stroked her hair and said, “I promise what happened today will never happen again.”

Hearing that, Amelia nodded in response.

Oscar held her chin, leaning lower to kiss her. Then, he gently placed her on the bed behind them before pressing on top of her.

After an intimate moment together, Amelia put away the doubts about him to the back of her head and fell into a deep sleep.

Meanwhile, Oscar felt even more refreshed than before. He lowered his head and watched Amelia sleeping soundly. The look in his eyes grew more affectionate. He reached out and brushed a strand of her hair behind her ear, then leaned closer and kissed her lips softly. When he pulled back, he said with great tenderness, “Amelia, I’m sorry for upsetting you tonight. I promise this will not happen again. I’ll see a psychiatrist tomorrow.”

Amelia was clueless about his decision as she continued to sleep soundly, and she even murmured, “Oscar, Tony and I love you very much.”

Oscar’s smile widened when he heard that.

The next day, after having breakfast, Oscar said, “Amelia, I’ve made an appointment with Dr. Rowen Combs, a well-known psychiatrist in our country. Why don’t you come with me?”

Holding the napkin, Amelia looked at Oscar in surprise. “Oscar, why did you make an appointment with a psychiatrist? Who’s got a psychological problem?”

“It’s for me,” said Oscar.

Amelia parted her lips a little, staring at Oscar as if he was messing with her. “Oscar, that’s not funny. Why are you seeing a psychiatrist when you’re doing just fine?”

“Just come with me and don’t ask any questions. Please?”

On second thought, Amelia seemed to understand why he needed to see a psychiatrist. Perhaps he thought something was wrong with him to suddenly change his mind about Isabella.

The thought that no one else could treat her the same as Oscar, who seemed to have convinced himself that he was mentally ill, made her heart skip a beat.

“Oscar, you don’t have to do this. I believe you aren’t cheating on me.” Amelia smiled.

Oscar said bluntly, “But I won’t allow you to feel upset, especially when you’re upset because of me.”

In the end, Amelia agreed to go to the appointment with him.

Upon arriving at Faith Psychiatric Clinic, a tall receptionist in a nurse uniform led them inside an office.

Rowen stood up and extended a hand to Oscar. “Mr. Clinton, you’re here. Let’s relax a little and have a chat.”

Oscar shook his hand.

Rowen shook hands with Amelia as well and greeted, “Nice to meet you, Mrs. Clinton.”

Amelia smiled. “Dr. Combs, just call me Amelia.”

Rowen smiled. “Don’t call me doctor. You can call me Rowen instead. Everyone here calls me by my first name. It makes me feel closer to everyone. There’s no need for formality here.”

Amelia had a better impression of this psychiatrist, who was already in his sixties.

Rowen invited the two to sit on the couch and asked casually, “Mr. Clinton, would you rather have Mrs. Clinton join the session, or do you want her to wait for you outside?”

Before Oscar could say anything, Amelia beat him to it. “I’ll wait for you outside.”

Then she stood up and walked out of the office.

Sitting with his hands crossed, Rowen, like a kind and caring old man, said, “Mr. Clinton, let’s chat casually.”

Oscar looked at him and said, “Dr. Combs, you are quite reputable in this field, and that is why I told my assistant to arrange an appointment with you today. But then, I hope no one finds out I am seeing a psychiatrist. I’m sure you understand what I mean, right?”

still smiling as he said, “Mr. Clinton, don’t worry about that. I’ve been a psychiatrist for over thirty years.

Oscar nodded.

This issue has affected my routine, and I hope you can help me solve that.” Oscar sat with his legs crossed, looking very elegant, but his authoritative aura

tentatively, “Mr. Clinton, can you try to relax a little? You can start by slowly closing your eyes and picturing yourself standing on a

Oscar closed his eyes. Then, accompanied by Rowen’s gentle voice, he pictured himself standing on a vast grassland. He tried

Clinton, can you try to describe the memories you’ve been recalling recently? Try to describe them as much

to describe them. Those memories are blurry, and I can’t recall anything else. It just feels familiar, like I’ve experienced it before, but I

are things you’ve experienced but you’ve chosen

answered firmly. But the next second, he grew perplexed. “Or

of the Clinton family, who had intimidated many business

something when Oscar suddenly

a quavering voice, “M-Mr. Clinton, what’s

head. “Dr. Combs, I

haven’t made any progress today. Why

his face and said, “No thanks. You can empty your schedule and arrange

Rowen could only see him

Amelia

Dr. Combs. I feel

a sign of

looked at Oscar and

“Why wouldn’t I be okay? Don’t worry. I’ll send you home first. I have to attend a meeting at the company. Call

Amelia nodded.

and kissed her. Then he pulled back and said, “Go on. I’ll come home and have

flushed. “Be careful on

out of the car and watched Oscar drive away before heading inside

stepped out of the elevator, he bumped into Isabella, who had walked over to him while holding

memories, Oscar was not in the mood to be friendly

I’ve been waiting for you,”

truly shameless of Isabella to continue

deep breath and said, “Get

for you, and I accidentally burned my hand in the process.

Oscar could not help recalling Isabella’s blurry figure in his memories again. In the next second, he was reminded of the scene where he and Isabella were chasing after each other on

that moment. He had always been cold-hearted,

if

breath, he said,

have worked their wonders. Although the effects were not apparent, she believed she could achieve her goals if she put

she was

the office with a stack of documents

Clinton, everyone is waiting for you in the conference room. Do

a little when

he turned around

snacks for you. Don’t you

at Linda and said, “Linda, take these snacks from Ms. Walker and share them with the

take the snacks from

Oscar, blocked his path, and said weakly,

across Linda’s eyes when she took

trust in him, his eyes turned cold and he said, “Linda, why

quickly took the dessert box from Isabella and said, “Ms. Walker, thank you for the snacks.” Then, she told another secretary to share the snacks with the other

was distorted with

secretaries and assistants in the office. While holding the

snack away from the secretary, then stomped away in her

nowhere and ruined it. She hated Linda so much because

Isabella sat inside her car and

call, he asked, “When

the previous incident, Isabella replied in a harsh tone, “Professor Zabinski,

I’ll find someone else to get things done if you’re this useless. I can’t postpone my experiment for you,” Bernard warned her

suppressed her anger and said, “All

raised her head to look at

way back, her car

asked, “Kurt, what are you up to? There are many people coming and going here. Are you trying to rob and kill me, or are you trying

at her condescendingly. Then, lifting a

pupils shrank a little, and she obediently moved to

Kurt sat in the driver’s seat,

You should know that it’s illegal to murder someone. I am still the precious daughter of the Walker family. If

her and said

Immediately, Isabella clammed up.

the dagger against Isabella’s face and questioned her, “Tell me, what did you do to Boss? I’ll cut your face if you dare hide anything from

on her face, Isabella panicked and leaned backward slightly. However, she pretended to be tough as she said, “Kurt, what the hell are you doing? I must warn you that the Walkers will not let you