Too Much to Bear My Love

Chapter 848 Fell Into Despair

Oscar picked Tony up and touched Amelia’s cheek. “You followed me to the Walker residence, didn’t you?”

Amelia smiled faintly. “So, you knew everything.” With Tony in his arm, Oscar put his other arm around her and walked upstairs. He put Tony to bed before heading back with her to their bedroom. Amelia asked, “Oscar, don’t you have anything to say to me?”

Oscar pursed his lips and remained silent. A hint of disappointment flashed across Amelia’s eyes as she breathed, “Oscar, things between us were fine at first. Can you tell me why you’re caring so much about Isabella now? Have you really fallen in love with her?”

“No.” Oscar sighed and pulled her into his arms. “If everything I’ve done for you is not enough to make you believe me, then I am not sure how much better I should do to gain your trust again.”

Amelia leaned against his chest quietly, listening to his regular heartbeat. “Let’s go to sleep. I’m a little tired.”

Oscar looked a little surprised. He lowered his head, staring at Amelia’s soft hair, and asked, “Don’t you have more questions for me?”

“Didn’t you ask me to believe in your love for me? I believe your love for me can stand up to scrutiny, so why should I keep questioning you about that?” Amelia looked up and blinked innocently.

Oscar could not stop his lips from curling upward at that sight. He stroked her hair and said, “I promise what happened today will never happen again.”

Hearing that, Amelia nodded in response.

Oscar held her chin, leaning lower to kiss her. Then, he gently placed her on the bed behind them before pressing on top of her.

After an intimate moment together, Amelia put away the doubts about him to the back of her head and fell into a deep sleep.

Meanwhile, Oscar felt even more refreshed than before. He lowered his head and watched Amelia sleeping soundly. The look in his eyes grew more affectionate. He reached out and brushed a strand of her hair behind her ear, then leaned closer and kissed her lips softly. When he pulled back, he said with great tenderness, “Amelia, I’m sorry for upsetting you tonight. I promise this will not happen again. I’ll see a psychiatrist tomorrow.”

Amelia was clueless about his decision as she continued to sleep soundly, and she even murmured, “Oscar, Tony and I love you very much.”

Oscar’s smile widened when he heard that.

The next day, after having breakfast, Oscar said, “Amelia, I’ve made an appointment with Dr. Rowen Combs, a well-known psychiatrist in our country. Why don’t you come with me?”

Holding the napkin, Amelia looked at Oscar in surprise. “Oscar, why did you make an appointment with a psychiatrist? Who’s got a psychological problem?”

“It’s for me,” said Oscar.

Amelia parted her lips a little, staring at Oscar as if he was messing with her. “Oscar, that’s not funny. Why are you seeing a psychiatrist when you’re doing just fine?”

“Just come with me and don’t ask any questions. Please?”

On second thought, Amelia seemed to understand why he needed to see a psychiatrist. Perhaps he thought something was wrong with him to suddenly change his mind about Isabella.

The thought that no one else could treat her the same as Oscar, who seemed to have convinced himself that he was mentally ill, made her heart skip a beat.

“Oscar, you don’t have to do this. I believe you aren’t cheating on me.” Amelia smiled.

Oscar said bluntly, “But I won’t allow you to feel upset, especially when you’re upset because of me.”

In the end, Amelia agreed to go to the appointment with him.

Upon arriving at Faith Psychiatric Clinic, a tall receptionist in a nurse uniform led them inside an office.

Rowen stood up and extended a hand to Oscar. “Mr. Clinton, you’re here. Let’s relax a little and have a chat.”

Oscar shook his hand.

Rowen shook hands with Amelia as well and greeted, “Nice to meet you, Mrs. Clinton.”

Amelia smiled. “Dr. Combs, just call me Amelia.”

Rowen smiled. “Don’t call me doctor. You can call me Rowen instead. Everyone here calls me by my first name. It makes me feel closer to everyone. There’s no need for formality here.”

Amelia had a better impression of this psychiatrist, who was already in his sixties.

Rowen invited the two to sit on the couch and asked casually, “Mr. Clinton, would you rather have Mrs. Clinton join the session, or do you want her to wait for you outside?”

Before Oscar could say anything, Amelia beat him to it. “I’ll wait for you outside.”

Then she stood up and walked out of the office.

Sitting with his hands crossed, Rowen, like a kind and caring old man, said, “Mr. Clinton, let’s chat casually.”

Oscar looked at him and said, “Dr. Combs, you are quite reputable in this field, and that is why I told my assistant to arrange an appointment with you today. But then, I hope no one finds out I am seeing a psychiatrist. I’m sure you understand what I mean, right?”

still smiling as he said, “Mr. Clinton, don’t worry about that. I’ve

Oscar nodded.

been recalling some complicated and messy memories lately, and I don’t know when those memories occurred. They feel vaguely familiar to me. Can you enlighten me about that? This issue has affected my routine, and I hope you can help

tentatively, “Mr. Clinton, can you try to relax a little? You can start by slowly closing your eyes

Rowen’s gentle voice, he pictured himself standing on a vast grassland. He tried his

Clinton, can you try to describe the memories you’ve been recalling recently? Try

“Actually, I don’t really know how to describe them. Those memories are blurry, and I can’t recall anything else.

memories are things you’ve

firmly. But the next second, he grew perplexed. “Or

could finally tell that the heir of the Clinton family, who

suddenly opened his eyes and shot him a sharp

Rowen asked in a quavering voice, “M-Mr. Clinton, what’s

his gaze and shook his head. “Dr. Combs, I think

“Mr. Clinton, we haven’t made any progress today. Why don’t

hand down his face and said, “No thanks. You can empty your schedule

choice, Rowen could only

office, Amelia asked in surprise, “Oscar,

Dr. Combs. I feel much better now.

a sign of gratitude before leaving the clinic with

car, Amelia looked at Oscar and asked, “Oscar, are you really

and looked at her, smiling. “Why wouldn’t I be okay? Don’t worry. I’ll send you home first. I have to attend

Amelia nodded.

kissed her. Then he pulled back and said,

cheeks flushed. “Be

of the car and watched

after he stepped out of the elevator, he bumped into Isabella, who

vague and chaotic memories, Oscar was not in the mood to

been waiting for

of Isabella to continue pestering

a deep breath and

Isabella said, “Oscar, I made all these snacks for you, and I accidentally burned my

could not help recalling Isabella’s blurry figure in his memories again. In the next second, he was reminded of the scene where he and Isabella were chasing after each other on the field. Although the figures in his memories were blurry, his instincts told him they

but somehow, he could not refuse her at that moment. He had always been cold-hearted, yet lately, he couldn’t bring himself to be cold toward her. However, he knew

as if someone

breath, he said,

were not apparent, she believed she could achieve her goals if she put in more effort. Soon, she would get everything she

she was

the office with

is waiting for you in the conference room. Do you want to

expression darkened a little

With that, he turned around and brushed past Isabella

I made all these snacks for you. Don’t

said, “Linda, take these snacks from Ms. Walker and share them with the others in the

She was about to take the snacks

to Oscar, blocked his path, and said weakly, “Oscar, have some first.

eyes when she took in

Isabella’s eyes, Oscar felt his heart soften for some reason. However, as he remembered Amelia’s trust in him, his eyes turned cold and he said, “Linda, why are you still standing

dessert box from Isabella and said, “Ms. Walker, thank you for the snacks.” Then, she told another secretary to

was distorted with

in the office. While holding the last piece, she walked over

snack away from the secretary, then stomped away

was about to succeed, but Linda appeared out of nowhere and ruined it. She hated Linda so much because

Corporations, Isabella sat inside her car

the call, he asked, “When is he

tone, “Professor Zabinski, give me a couple

only give you five more days. I’ll find someone else to get things done if you’re this useless. I can’t postpone my experiment for you,” Bernard warned her for the very

said,

head to look

back, her car was blocked

to her car, knocking on the window. Isabella rolled down the window and asked, “Kurt, what are you up to? There are many people coming and going here. Are you trying to rob and kill

her condescendingly. Then, lifting a dagger, he pointed at her neck.

pupils shrank a little, and she

sat in the driver’s seat, put on the seatbelt, and drove

to stay calm as she asked, “Kurt, what are you doing? You should know that it’s illegal to murder someone. I am still the precious daughter of the Walker family. If something terrible happens to me, the Walkers will not sit idly by. Also, there are surveillance cameras around the area where you blocked me just now. They will know you have abducted me once they

and

Immediately, Isabella clammed up.

against Isabella’s face and questioned her, “Tell

dagger on her face, Isabella panicked and leaned backward slightly. However, she pretended to be tough as she said, “Kurt, what the