Too Much to Bear My Love

“You are a good girl and have been filial to Olivia and me. However, your family background is not satisfactory. Thus, I cannot accept you as my daughter-in-law wholeheartedly. If you know what is good for you, then take these and sign the divorce papers after you give birth. That would be the best arrangement possible for both Oscar and yourself. Cassie is definitely a more suitable candidate to marry Oscar. I know Olivia has her reservations about Cassie, but I’m sure she will grow to like her,” Owen told Amelia.

His words pierced Amelia’s heart. She thought the love and concern she showed the Clintons in the past five years would have at least earned her their acceptance, if not affection. She was wrong. Owen Clinton was a cold-hearted patriarch.

Amelia put on a smile to mask her emotional turmoil. “I get your point, Dad. However, this marriage is between Oscar and me. The decision to divorce lies with Oscar, not you, Dad. If he initiates the divorce, I will oblige. I am afraid it will not be appropriate for me to accept your offer. Oscar would be upset if I took anything valuable from you,” reasoned Amelia.

Owen glanced at her and said, “Amelia, you are a smart lady. I think you should know which option will be more advantageous to you.”

Amelia nodded, and with all sincerity, promised, “Dad, I know. I assure you, I will sign the papers and let go without a fuss if Oscar wants a divorce. I only have one request.”

“Shoot,” Owen commanded.

“I will not ask for any financial support or alimony upon divorce. I have only one wish.”

Owen was surprised. He scrutinized Amelia and finally said, “Tell me.”

“Dad, if Oscar and I divorced, I want the custody of my child. That is the only thing I ask for.”

“No.” Owen rejected the demand instantly.

“Dad, after our divorce, Oscar will marry Cassie, and she will bless you with a grandchild next year. On the other hand, all I have is only this child. It is not too much to ask for, is it?” Amelia appealed.

“No way! All Clintons stay within the family.” Owen again dismissed the idea outright.

“But Dad, don’t you think a newborn needs his mother by his side?” Amelia patiently persuaded.

“Is that emotional blackmail?”

“No, Dad. I am just stating the facts. It is tragic for such a young baby to part with his mother, don’t you agree?”

Owen fell into deep thoughts.

“I know you don’t like me, Dad. For the well-being of this Clinton baby, could you please give me his custody?” Amelia tried to appeal to his emotions.

Owen reflected on her arguments and relented. “You discuss this matter with Oscar. If he agrees, I will not object.”

“Thank you, Dad, for being so understanding.” Amelia thanked him with a deep bow.

“Now, let’s join the rest. Olivia will start wondering if she could not find us.” With that, Owen ended their discussion.

Amelia nodded, and together, they made their way out of the study. Oscar was already in the hall when they appeared.

to Oscar and asked, “Done with

her to sit next

her head but did not

asked in a hushed tone, “You did not make things difficult for Amelia,

on her. Why would I make things difficult for someone

let out a relieved

on with the Clintons and left after

Amelia got into the car, she slumped into the passenger seat.

Amelia shook her head.

Am I that unappealing?” Oscar asked in jest as he

opened her eyes and quietly watched the cars go by. “Mr. Clinton,

talk about?” Oscar turned towards

I am not good enough for you,” Amelia told him truthfully. “Sometimes I really wonder — am

that only I can declare the game over

for now. But actually, deep in your heart, you can’t wait to do that, right? After all, the love of your life is waiting for you. Compared to your

despondence in her voice

looked fixedly at Oscar. “Do you

could not honestly look her in the eye

will trade in her body and soul for money, right? You would not be

self-condemnation jarring. “Stop belittling yourself,”

out loud. “Mr. Clinton, those words were from you! I was only parroting what

is

yet no one cared enough to ask me for my opinion. I will shut up if that got on

stopped his car. He leaned over to Amelia and

warmth engulfing her whole body. She instinctively shunned him. She cannot let her mind wander. She needs to

disappointment I felt. Friendship and family ties had always been my top priorities. Since I decided to marry Oscar, I considered the Clintons family. I’ve tried my best to fit into the clan and had grown to love them. Despite Stephanie’s

who truly adored her, everyone else kept her out

mind Oscar’s affairs with other women. Even when Cassie showed up, pregnant with Oscar’s baby, I feigned I was ok with it. What else must I do? What else can I do? Oscar’s heart has never

backward to avoid Oscar’s passionate and inquisitive gaze. “To you, I was never family, right?”

wife,” Oscar pronounced as he leaned closer to

me his wife, but his actions speak louder. At the most, I can be considered a plaything. I’m just

but his attitude over the past few years

in turmoil. She knew Oscar would not bother to lie, but his conduct made it difficult for her to believe he really considered her as

hand, Amelia wished he could humor her, but on the other hand,

did not expect you, Mr. Clinton, to

married for so many years. Can you not tell if I am