Chapter 146 I Love Him But My Sanity Is Still Intact
“Babe, can you please have some self-respect? Don’t immediately rush over just because of a single word from that man. You’re a human, not a dog he rears, so you have your dignity. It is either you grow a spine, or I’m going to tie you up.”
Upon hearing this, Amelia burst out laughing. “I know you care about me, Tiff. I promise you I’ll protect myself. I love Oscar Clinton, but my sanity is still intact. Love isn’t everything to me, so I’ll stay sensible. Don’t worry, okay?” she coaxed.
However, Tiffany obviously didn’t believe her.
“You? Sensible? You’ll only stay sensible when pigs fly!”
Amelia was torn between laughter and indignation. This is great… she’s comparing me to a pig!
“Alright, let’s not squabble anymore, Tiff. I’m going up for a while, but I’ll be back very soon.”
All at once, Tiffany shot daggers at her. She was so livid that she was on the verge of bursting a blood vessel.
“You’re simply hopeless! I’ve said so much, yet you’re still adamant to go up and look for Oscar Clinton! What if he deliberately acts all lovey-dovey with Cassie Yard in front of you? You’re now with a child, so even the slightest emotional distress might cause a miscarriage. Are you aware of that?” Tiffany lectured her.
“He’s not such a person,” Amelia countered as she shook her head.
At this, Tiffany swallowed her riposte. “I’ll go with you,” she concurred.
Unexpectedly, Amelia shook her head. “I can manage it, Tiff. Just wait for me here, okay? I’ll be back in no time,” she asserted.
“I’ll give you half an hour. If you don’t return within half an hour, I’ll go and look for you upstairs.”
“Okay.”
Then, Amelia went up by herself and found Oscar at the stairwell he mentioned.
A flash of surprise flittered across her eyes when she saw the cigarette butts scattered at his feet and smelled the choking stench of cigarette smoke lingering in the air.
While she had seen him smoke before, he never smoked as much as he did today, always stopping just after a few puffs.
Her heart instantly clenched, and she was gripped by the urge to weep. Oscar Clinton, is Cassie Yard really that important to you that you uncharacteristically smoked so many cigarettes in the hospital? she wondered.
Her emotions were in a chaotic mess.
My husband is in such a sorry state because of another woman. Meanwhile, I’ve been looking forward to his love endlessly. Yet, I always remain standing on the periphery like a stranger.
When Oscar spotted her, he immediately snubbed out the cigarette in his hand. Then, he took her hand and went downstairs, away from the choking cigarette smoke.
As Amelia stood on the stairs, Oscar pulled her into his embrace without even giving her the chance to ask him what had happened.
Rattled, Amelia then struggled for a bit.
“Stay still and let me hug you for a while,” Oscar implored softly.
hands that were
asked in
the only response she received was Oscar hugging
Amelia patted his back like a loving mother, she murmured,
increasingly heavier as well. Instantly, shock swamped Amelia. She was afraid that he would truly lose control
around. And if someone so happened
Oscar’s breathing grew all the heavier, Amelia still kept
Mr. Clinton,” she reminded with the final shred of sanity she
Oscar took a final nip of her before he finally rested his
were rather worked up, and Amelia could even sense moisture gathering between her thighs. In a flash, her face flushed bright red, rendering
buried his head in her shoulder, he muttered in a hoarse and alluring voice, “Honey, how I wish to devour you right this
the blush on Amelia’s face deepened, and
tightened his hold and
I love the feeling of having you in my
softly, “What happened, Mr. Clinton? Why did you
just some insignificant troubles. Everything will be
at him solemnly, just like a virtuous
heard that. It’s truly difficult for
again. The doctor said that she might not be able to get pregnant anymore,” he confessed in a
“What happened? Didn’t you say that she’ll be fine as
just
merely murmured thoughtfully, “If you’re sad, Mr. Clinton, you can cry. It’s not wrong for a man to cry. Plus, I
burst into
the sound of his chortles, Amelia
lifting a hand and tapping her on the nose. “Aren’t you jealous when I’m intimate with another woman right in
of anguish flickered in her eyes, but she quickly concealed it in
not the wife you truly want, right? Thus, I don’t have a legitimate reason to get jealous even if I want
her reply, Oscar’s heart
her cheek, he lamented in a gentle voice, “You always have a way of hitting me right where
you’ve always been making
to you and the baby in your belly,” Oscar muttered, seemingly avowing it as he stroked
wanted to lift her head to look at him, but he
do you mean by that,
my life! Although I’m not very certain whether we can be together forever until death do us part. But, at this very moment, I truly want to hold this woman, who’s seemingly strong yet fragile
only
lips. “I’ve always been very good, Mr. Clinton.
lowly, and all the gloom brought about
talent. When I’m with her, my mood will take
impudent now. You even dare to counter my words?” Oscar
whispered, “Mr. Clinton, do you like this? Or do
Oscar cracked up, his deep
truly got a
lips turned up, and her mood inexorably improved
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