Too Much to Bear My Love

Chapter 258 Earlier Than Scheduled

After a while, Amelia slowly regained her eyesight. She carefully moved Oscar’s hand that was on her waist away carefully and got off the bed. Putting on a jacket, she walked out and headed for the deck for a breather. Staring at the vast ocean, she spread her arms wide and took in the fresh air.

When her emotions settled, she pulled out her phone to give Tiffany a call.

The call was soon connected, and Tiffany’s thick voice rasped out, “Hey, Babe.”

Amelia asked gingerly, “Tiff, are you still asleep?”

“I’m going to wake up soon,” came Tiffany’s lazy reply. That was what she said, but in reality, she sounded like she was exhausted and couldn’t wait to go to bed.

Furrowing her brows, Amelia answered, “If you’re sleepy, go back to sleep. I’ll call you later.”

“No need. I’m awake now. What is this about?”

“You’re no longer sleepy?” Amelia knew Tiffany’s work forced her to keep a nocturnal schedule. She’d often work all night long to meet deadlines and sleep in the day. Sometimes, she’d only get to sleep less than five hours a day. Tiffany was dedicated to her job, compared to other full-time authors. Besides being efficient, she rarely missed deadlines. Hence, many editors loved to work with her.

“I want to take action earlier than scheduled.” Amelia didn’t bother beating around the bush and revealed her thoughts.

After a long silence, Tiffany asked, “Babe, are you sure? If you take action, you won’t be able to get back together with Oscar. Tony will lose his father at a young age. Are you sure about this?”

Staring at the endless ocean, Amelia couldn’t help but fall into deep thought. She knew she was being selfish by claiming that it was for Oscar’s own good. In fact, she was afraid they’d end up being total strangers one day.

The truth was, she wasn’t bold enough to face Oscar with her disability. The more Oscar treated her well, the more unsettled she was. Her utmost fear was that one day Oscar would get bored with her and dump her. Thus, she refused to let herself drown in his warmth.

To put things plainly, her disability made her a coward. If she remained with Oscar, she’d slowly lose herself as fear overwhelmed her. The more capable Oscar was, the thicker her shell became. Like a wounded hedgehog, she was prickling both herself and Oscar.

“Tiff, the intervals when I lost my eyesight are getting longer. I think I’ll lose my eyesight completely in a few months. I want to complete the divorce procedures when I can still see,” Amelia explained while she held back her emotions. “You’ll help me right, Tiff?”

Tiffany sighed out loud. “I once said I’ll support you no matter what your decision is. I wish you’ll spend some time to calm down. It’s has been a long challenge for Oscar and you to keep your marriage afloat. Won’t you think about it? Even if you end up being blind, I don’t think Oscar will dump you.”

Amelia’s eyes reddened instantly. Huge waves crashed into the yacht, making it wobble dangerously.

“Tiff, I know. But I can’t help but despise myself. You have no idea how it feels to be blind. It’s easy to get dejected when one’s surrounded by the dark. I don’t want our love to wear out on this endless, dark path. I’d rather leave when the memories on each other are still pleasant than do it when things turn ugly. That way, he’d remember me at my prime. I sound really selfish, right?”

Amelia couldn’t stop herself from bursting into tears.

Tiffany panicked at once. “Babe, I’ll help you. Don’t cry. Since you’ve made up your mind, I’ll support you. Let’s not give up and wait until the hospital finds a suitable cornea donor. You’ll be fine,” she tried to comfort Amelia.

Alas, Amelia said nothing.

I’ll stop giving you advice. I just don’t want you to act recklessly. After all, it

I’ve thought about it for a long time.” Amelia insisted on getting a divorce. “If you won’t

I won’t help you, did I? Don’t be so reckless. I have a perfect plan, so you’ll catch him in the act. Are you sure you can stand seeing

caused Amelia to freeze

with another

treating another woman gently just like how he spoilt her rotten, would cause jealousy to swell in her heart. She loved Oscar too much to allow him to even hug another

like they

you when the time comes.” Having said that, Amelia cut the line without

her hand, Amelia spun around to see Oscar coming over to her from two meters away. Halting in her tracks,

stop in front of her. He caressed her cheek gently and asked, “When did you wake

sea breeze is really relaxing. I haven’t been here in a while, so it’s pretty relaxing to be surrounded by the ocean on a yacht.” Amelia leaned

wrapped his arms around her waist. “If you like it, we can come here often. I’ll take twenty days off next month. Should we travel to Horbah? Think of it as the honeymoon

is happening more frequently. If we go

You don’t like Horbah?” asked

Amelia shook her head.

time. Let’s head there when Tony is older, yeah? Actually, as long you’re with me, I don’t

cheek affectionately. “I’ll take twenty days off just for you. We can go anywhere you

However, she felt rather miserable for

inquired, “Should we head

Amelia nodded in response.

yacht, Oscar gave Amelia a

saw Isabella having tea with Olivia. At the sight of Oscar and Amelia, Isabella got to her feet as a flash of shyness appeared in her gaze. She quickly regained her composure and became the elegant gentlewoman she

back,”

her Isabella was a threat, so she couldn’t bring herself to warm up

Why are you here?”

back to have some tea with Mrs. Clinton. I was

brewing tea. You came to the right

ceremonies and calligraphy. No wonder Mr. Clinton adores her. If

at this. It was obvious by the satisfied grin flitting across Olivia’s lips that she was extremely pleased by her

not familiar with things around. You should spend some time with her. Young people like you should have a lot in

also have a meal together. I’ve been back for months, but I haven’t got the chance to have a meal outside with you.

hand on Amelia’s waist and answered, “Amelia’s feeling unwell. You should go shopping with someone

Isabella’s expression fell slightly.

she chided, “Oscar, don’t be rude. Isabella’s our guest. You might

“This is how I treat every

fine, Mrs. Clinton. Amelia and Oscar

feelings developed further, Oscar had

were indestructible. There could only be lazy mistresses. Isabella was a proud woman, so it was rare for her to meet a man that met her standards. Oscar was the first man she fell in love with. Though he was married, she was sure no man would resist temptation. If I work hard enough, I’ll get him to fall for me and take