Too Much to Bear My Love

Chapter 562 Stop Feeling Guilty

Once Kurt’s operation was successful, he was declared to be out of danger before being directly wheeled to a high-end, private ward.

Oscar had Jolin stay behind to look after Kurt while he went home with Amelia and Tony.

Upon returning to the condominium, he carried his son, who was already fast asleep, to bed. Afterward, he went downstairs and added honey to a cup of warm water for Amelia. “Here, take this to soothe your throat.”

She received the glass from him and took a sip. “Too many things are happening all at once in the past few days. I’m feeling quite overwhelmed.”

He patted her head and said, “Finish this and go upstairs for a nice, warm shower. Then, get some sleep. Don’t think too much.”

Amelia gave him a glance and nodded.

The two of them showered in different bathrooms. Once they were done, he tucked her in and went to make a call in the study.

“Jasper, bring a few men with you to Anglandur to look for Jean’s corpse. By hook or by crook, you have to bring her body back. Then, get to the bottom of this matter and find out if the failure of their mission was caused by an intentional or accidental mistake,” Oscar ordered coldly.

“Yes, Boss.”

After he finished giving his instructions and ended the call, he held his phone and looked outside the window. His gaze was deep and impenetrable like the ocean. No one could tell what was on his mind.

Oscar spent a long time in his study before going back to the bedroom. The moment he saw Amelia’s and Tony’s innocent sleeping faces, the frustration within him vanished into thin air.

A smile appeared on his face as he walked toward the bed and lay down. Then, he hugged them close in his arms.

It was a dreamless night.

The next morning, Oscar and Amelia were getting ready to visit Kurt at the hospital when Jolin called to tell them that Kurt was missing. That took them by surprise.

As soon as the call ended, Amelia said anxiously, “How could an adult disappear when he’s still injured and unconscious?”

Oscar only looked at her silently.

Amelia snapped back to reality and realized that she had overreacted earlier.

She tried to explain herself. “Oscar… I didn’t mean it that way. I just—”

gaze darkened as he replied, “I

inwardly. It seems like my concern

when Amelia wondered where Kurt

of the hospital when you’re hurt? What if your wound opens up again? Come on, let’s go back to the hospital now! Stop fooling

a little after he heard her concern

have to tell Boss something,” he

choice but to give in when she was how determined he

into the house. “Okay. You should come

got on his knees while keeping his back straight. “Boss, it’s completely my fault that the mission in Anglandur failed and that Jean died. I’m willing to accept all

first. I’ve already sent some men to look into the matter in Anglandur and will find out who is at fault. If it’s

hint of anguish flashed across his

head and said guiltily, “Jean’s dead because she took the bullet for me. If I had remained focused, she wouldn’t have died. We’ve been colleagues for so many years, yet

He had watched as Jean took the bullet for him, yet he could not even bring her body back because he was busy running for his life, causing her to die in another country and become a wandering

biggest regret in his life. He did not think that there was any

temper. Don’t make me repeat myself,” Oscar said

Kurt continued to kneel on the

eyes, and a menacing gleam flashed

glass of lemonade appeared in front

talk to Kurt,” she said with a

lemonade from

walked up to Kurt and tried to pull him up, but he remained obstinate, keeping

up. You’re still wounded.

said, “Amelia, I’m sorry. I feel miserable that Jean died

 What exactly happened in Anglandur that caused the usually reticent Kurt to make such a despairing expression? He even disregards

it this way. All of us will die one day. I’m sure she didn’t

back to the hospital now, or I’ll kick you out of my bodyguard ranks! Then, you can forget about seeing

with bloodshot eyes. In the end, the years of being under Oscar’s despotic rule made

quickly rushed over and punched Kurt’s wound in exasperation, causing him to

still know what pain feels like, huh? Do you know how worried I was when you were gone? Are you planning to make Boss yell at me on purpose? Can you stop making others worry about you? You’re an adult, for God’s sake,”

sorry,” Kurt said with a straight

What I want is for you to cherish your life a little more. Now that Jean is dead, and her body is nowhere to be found, can you take care of yourself? Don’t make others worry about

that grew up with us are gone, and Jean’s dead too. I treat you as my brother, so you should stop making me worry.

listened to her. His

for him was the ultimate blow for him. After all, he grew up with her, and the two of them had worked together on