Too Much to Bear My Love

Chapter 562 Stop Feeling Guilty

Once Kurt’s operation was successful, he was declared to be out of danger before being directly wheeled to a high-end, private ward.

Oscar had Jolin stay behind to look after Kurt while he went home with Amelia and Tony.

Upon returning to the condominium, he carried his son, who was already fast asleep, to bed. Afterward, he went downstairs and added honey to a cup of warm water for Amelia. “Here, take this to soothe your throat.”

She received the glass from him and took a sip. “Too many things are happening all at once in the past few days. I’m feeling quite overwhelmed.”

He patted her head and said, “Finish this and go upstairs for a nice, warm shower. Then, get some sleep. Don’t think too much.”

Amelia gave him a glance and nodded.

The two of them showered in different bathrooms. Once they were done, he tucked her in and went to make a call in the study.

“Jasper, bring a few men with you to Anglandur to look for Jean’s corpse. By hook or by crook, you have to bring her body back. Then, get to the bottom of this matter and find out if the failure of their mission was caused by an intentional or accidental mistake,” Oscar ordered coldly.

“Yes, Boss.”

After he finished giving his instructions and ended the call, he held his phone and looked outside the window. His gaze was deep and impenetrable like the ocean. No one could tell what was on his mind.

Oscar spent a long time in his study before going back to the bedroom. The moment he saw Amelia’s and Tony’s innocent sleeping faces, the frustration within him vanished into thin air.

A smile appeared on his face as he walked toward the bed and lay down. Then, he hugged them close in his arms.

It was a dreamless night.

The next morning, Oscar and Amelia were getting ready to visit Kurt at the hospital when Jolin called to tell them that Kurt was missing. That took them by surprise.

As soon as the call ended, Amelia said anxiously, “How could an adult disappear when he’s still injured and unconscious?”

Oscar only looked at her silently.

Amelia snapped back to reality and realized that she had overreacted earlier.

She tried to explain herself. “Oscar… I didn’t mean it that way. I just—”

gaze darkened as he replied,

inwardly. It seems like my concern for

when Amelia wondered where Kurt

went to answer the door and saw the man in question standing outside. Immediately, she pulled him inside and exclaimed, “Kurt, why did you run out of the hospital when you’re hurt? What if your wound opens up again? Come on, let’s go back to the hospital now!

solemn expression on Kurt’s face softened up a

fine, Amelia. I have to tell Boss something,” he said

had no choice but to give in when she was

into the house. “Okay. You should

mission in Anglandur failed and that Jean died. I’m willing to accept all punishment. This has nothing to do with

at Kurt’s chest, where blood was seeping slowly, and said in a deep voice, “Go back to the hospital first. I’ve already sent some men to look into the

hint of

and said guiltily, “Jean’s dead because she took the bullet for me. If I had remained focused, she wouldn’t have died. We’ve been colleagues for so many years, yet I let her die in front of me.

that he refused to recall in his lifetime. He had watched as Jean took the bullet for him, yet he could not even bring her body back

became the biggest regret in his life. He did not

go back to the hospital now. You know my temper. Don’t make me repeat myself,” Oscar said with

to kneel on the

narrowed his eyes, and a menacing

blow his top, a glass of lemonade appeared

Oscar. I’ll talk to Kurt,”

received the lemonade from her and took a

pull him up, but he remained obstinate, keeping his

up. You’re still wounded.

lifted his head to look at her. With mixed feelings, he said, “Amelia,

usually reticent Kurt to make such a despairing expression? He even disregards the fact that he’s injured and had

death. None of us want her to die. But think of it this way. All of us will die one day. I’m sure she didn’t want to see you look so miserable when she saved you. Let’s go to the

and yanked Kurt up forcefully. “You’re a man! Stop acting like a s*ssy! Go back to the hospital now, or

and looked at him with bloodshot eyes. In the end, the years of being under Oscar’s despotic rule made it impossible for him to object to his command, so he obediently

and punched Kurt’s wound in exasperation, causing

know how worried I was when you were gone? Are you planning to make Boss yell at me on purpose? Can you

sorry,” Kurt said with a

a little more. Now that Jean is dead, and her body is nowhere to be found, can you

in a low voice, “In the recent years, a few others that grew up with us are gone, and Jean’s dead too. I treat you as my brother, so you should stop making me

of pain as he listened to her. His eyes reddened uncontrollably, and a single drop

ultimate blow for him. After all, he grew up with her, and the two of them had worked together on many dangerous missions. There was no way he could be cold-blooded and indifferent