Too Much to Bear My Love

Chapter 562 Stop Feeling Guilty

Once Kurt’s operation was successful, he was declared to be out of danger before being directly wheeled to a high-end, private ward.

Oscar had Jolin stay behind to look after Kurt while he went home with Amelia and Tony.

Upon returning to the condominium, he carried his son, who was already fast asleep, to bed. Afterward, he went downstairs and added honey to a cup of warm water for Amelia. “Here, take this to soothe your throat.”

She received the glass from him and took a sip. “Too many things are happening all at once in the past few days. I’m feeling quite overwhelmed.”

He patted her head and said, “Finish this and go upstairs for a nice, warm shower. Then, get some sleep. Don’t think too much.”

Amelia gave him a glance and nodded.

The two of them showered in different bathrooms. Once they were done, he tucked her in and went to make a call in the study.

“Jasper, bring a few men with you to Anglandur to look for Jean’s corpse. By hook or by crook, you have to bring her body back. Then, get to the bottom of this matter and find out if the failure of their mission was caused by an intentional or accidental mistake,” Oscar ordered coldly.

“Yes, Boss.”

After he finished giving his instructions and ended the call, he held his phone and looked outside the window. His gaze was deep and impenetrable like the ocean. No one could tell what was on his mind.

Oscar spent a long time in his study before going back to the bedroom. The moment he saw Amelia’s and Tony’s innocent sleeping faces, the frustration within him vanished into thin air.

A smile appeared on his face as he walked toward the bed and lay down. Then, he hugged them close in his arms.

It was a dreamless night.

The next morning, Oscar and Amelia were getting ready to visit Kurt at the hospital when Jolin called to tell them that Kurt was missing. That took them by surprise.

As soon as the call ended, Amelia said anxiously, “How could an adult disappear when he’s still injured and unconscious?”

Oscar only looked at her silently.

Amelia snapped back to reality and realized that she had overreacted earlier.

She tried to explain herself. “Oscar… I didn’t mean it that way. I just—”

darkened as

concern for Kurt

wondered where Kurt could have gone,

door and saw the man in question standing outside. Immediately, she pulled him inside and exclaimed, “Kurt, why did you run out of the hospital when you’re hurt? What if your wound opens up again? Come on, let’s go

expression on Kurt’s face softened up a

Amelia. I have to

but to give

into the house.

on his knees while keeping his back straight. “Boss, it’s completely my fault that the mission in Anglandur failed and that Jean died. I’m willing to accept all punishment. This has nothing to do with Hugo, so

chest, where blood was seeping slowly, and said in a deep voice, “Go back to the hospital first. I’ve already sent some men to look into the matter in Anglandur and will find out who is at fault. If it’s your fault, I won’t

his lips, and a hint

his hands on his head and said guiltily, “Jean’s dead because she took the bullet for me. If I had remained focused, she wouldn’t have died. We’ve been colleagues for so many years, yet I let her die in front of me. I’m responsible

could not even bring her body back because he was

life. He did not think that there was

You know my temper. Don’t make me repeat myself,” Oscar said with a

continued to

narrowed his eyes, and a menacing

glass of lemonade appeared in front of his eyes. He looked up and saw it was

talk to Kurt,” she said with a

the lemonade from her

pull him up, but he remained obstinate, keeping his knees firmly pressed

up. You’re still wounded. Stop making us worry,

look at her. With mixed feelings, he said, “Amelia, I’m

when she saw him acting that way. What exactly happened in Anglandur that caused the usually reticent Kurt to make such a despairing expression?

will die one day. I’m sure she didn’t want to see you look so miserable when she saved you. Let’s go to the

walked forward and yanked Kurt up forcefully. “You’re a man! Stop acting like a s*ssy! Go back to the hospital now, or I’ll kick you out of my bodyguard ranks! Then, you can forget about seeing Amelia or Tony again!” he

his head and looked at him with bloodshot eyes. In the end, the years of being under Oscar’s despotic rule made it impossible for him to object to

and punched Kurt’s wound

what pain feels like, huh? Do you know how worried I was when you were gone? Are you planning to

Kurt said with a

apology. What I want is for you to cherish your life a little more. Now that Jean is dead, and her body is nowhere to be found, can you

“In the recent years, a few others that grew up with us are gone, and Jean’s dead too. I treat you as

pain as he listened to her. His eyes reddened uncontrollably,

of them had worked together on many dangerous missions. There was no way he could be cold-blooded and indifferent when she died