Too Much to Bear My Love

Chapter 562 Stop Feeling Guilty

Once Kurt’s operation was successful, he was declared to be out of danger before being directly wheeled to a high-end, private ward.

Oscar had Jolin stay behind to look after Kurt while he went home with Amelia and Tony.

Upon returning to the condominium, he carried his son, who was already fast asleep, to bed. Afterward, he went downstairs and added honey to a cup of warm water for Amelia. “Here, take this to soothe your throat.”

She received the glass from him and took a sip. “Too many things are happening all at once in the past few days. I’m feeling quite overwhelmed.”

He patted her head and said, “Finish this and go upstairs for a nice, warm shower. Then, get some sleep. Don’t think too much.”

Amelia gave him a glance and nodded.

The two of them showered in different bathrooms. Once they were done, he tucked her in and went to make a call in the study.

“Jasper, bring a few men with you to Anglandur to look for Jean’s corpse. By hook or by crook, you have to bring her body back. Then, get to the bottom of this matter and find out if the failure of their mission was caused by an intentional or accidental mistake,” Oscar ordered coldly.

“Yes, Boss.”

After he finished giving his instructions and ended the call, he held his phone and looked outside the window. His gaze was deep and impenetrable like the ocean. No one could tell what was on his mind.

Oscar spent a long time in his study before going back to the bedroom. The moment he saw Amelia’s and Tony’s innocent sleeping faces, the frustration within him vanished into thin air.

A smile appeared on his face as he walked toward the bed and lay down. Then, he hugged them close in his arms.

It was a dreamless night.

The next morning, Oscar and Amelia were getting ready to visit Kurt at the hospital when Jolin called to tell them that Kurt was missing. That took them by surprise.

As soon as the call ended, Amelia said anxiously, “How could an adult disappear when he’s still injured and unconscious?”

Oscar only looked at her silently.

Amelia snapped back to reality and realized that she had overreacted earlier.

She tried to explain herself. “Oscar… I didn’t mean it that way. I just—”

gaze darkened as he replied,

seems like my concern

where Kurt could have gone,

and exclaimed, “Kurt, why did you run out of the hospital when you’re hurt?

a little after he heard

to tell Boss

but to give in when she was

the house. “Okay. You

while keeping his back straight. “Boss, it’s completely my fault that the mission in Anglandur failed and that Jean died. I’m willing to accept all punishment. This has nothing

Kurt’s chest, where blood was seeping slowly, and said in a deep voice, “Go back to the hospital first. I’ve already sent some men to look into the matter in Anglandur and will find out

lips, and a hint of

guiltily, “Jean’s dead because she took the bullet for me. If I had remained focused, she wouldn’t have died. We’ve been colleagues for so many years, yet I let her die in front of me. I’m responsible for

recall in his lifetime. He had watched as Jean took the bullet for him, yet he could not even bring her body back because he was busy running for his life, causing her to die in another country

did not think that there

make me repeat

Kurt continued to kneel on the

his eyes, and a menacing gleam flashed

appeared in front of his eyes. He looked up and saw

Oscar. I’ll talk to Kurt,” she said with

lemonade from

to pull him up, but he remained obstinate, keeping his knees firmly pressed

up. You’re still wounded.

feelings, he said, “Amelia, I’m sorry. I feel miserable that Jean died

she saw him acting that way. What exactly happened in Anglandur that caused the usually reticent Kurt to make such a despairing expression? He even disregards the fact that he’s injured and had just undergone an operation for

to die. But think of it this way. All of us will die one day. I’m sure she didn’t want to see you look so miserable when she saved you. Let’s go to

forcefully. “You’re a man! Stop acting like a s*ssy! Go back to the hospital now, or I’ll kick you out of my bodyguard ranks! Then, you can forget about seeing Amelia or Tony again!”

and looked at him with bloodshot eyes. In the end, the years of being under Oscar’s despotic rule made it impossible for him to object to

and punched Kurt’s wound in exasperation, causing him

you planning to make Boss yell at me on purpose? Can you stop making others worry about you? You’re an adult, for

said

want your apology. What I want is for you to cherish your life a little more. Now that Jean is dead, and her body is nowhere to be

in a low voice, “In the recent years, a few others that grew up with us are gone, and Jean’s dead too. I treat

into a grimace of pain as he listened to her. His

up with her, and the two of them had worked together on many dangerous missions. There was no way he could be cold-blooded