Torn Between The Carter Brothers

Addison.

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When I jumped off Zane’s laps, it felt like my heart was about to fly out of my chest, and I kept feeling like I had made a very big mistake just now.

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Marco was no longer looking at me, having faced Aisha back and was presently kissing her hungrily, but I still felt like I had done something I wasn’t supposed to be doing. I was still breathing hard from how hard I came just now and my legs were still even trembling. Heck, my panties are still wet as well, however, I just couldn’t regulate my pounding heart.

“Hey, what’s wrong?” Zane asked as he easily rose to his feet and towered over me, making me feel breathless for a completely different reason again.

“Nothing,” I muttered while his eyes narrowed cause he clearly didn’t believe me. His eyes moved around the crowd till it landed on Marco, then he arched a brow at me.

“Perhaps it had something to do with my brother?” He asked and I bit on my bottom lip, refusing to

respond.

When I still didn’t say anything, he sighed and began to walk away. I thought he was mad at me and wanted to instantly call him back, but I felt rooted to the same spot, my entire body still trembling.

Am I doing the right thing right now? I asked myself quietly, and I even glanced at the sky in hopes of a response magically appearing up there, but there was nothing.

Marco and Aisha were still making out when I glanced over at them, she was hovering over his knees,

her hands wrapped around his shoulders as they kissed like they had no shame.

A flush quickly went through my entire body as soon as I reminded myself that I was just like them, seeing as there was no way I could judge them right now when I just got fingered in public like a

whore that has no class.

I let my eyes wander around for a moment before I pushed through the crowd till I got to the part where the music wasn’t that loud, then I dialed Gregg’s number. I’ve missed listening to his voice so much. He was the voice of reasoning between us, and he always had the best advice to give. We’ve been best friends since high school and despite life trying to separate us countless times, we’re still friends.

He’s presently happily married with two kids and is the best father a child could ever ask for out there.

“Oh so you finally remembered to call your best friend?!” He yelled into the phone after accepting the

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on purpose since I arrived here, choosing to only text him cause sometimes, it’s hard to lie to him without him knowing, and I didn’t want him to know I was doing the opposite of what I promised him I was gonna do

decision?” I asked

you do,

“I didn’t do anything,

That’s why you

could see through me

Gregg, just answer the

feeling about this, Addison. But to answer your question, when you know you’re making a bad decision is when your heart drop into your stomach when you do that, and

muttered and

you could be doing something right and still feel guilty. In this case, the person just needs to understand what they want.” He continued and

“Oh.”

do?” He demanded and I

your help as usual!” I told him, ignoring his protests as

of a two road street, unable to step forward, cause it didn’t seem like I knew

I flinched and whirled around, then my eyes settled on Zade’s face. He was staring down at me with eyes

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murmured and I felt surprised because I thought he was mad at me

is all. I’m okay.” I responded and he nodded as he stepped forward, making the breath hitch in my throat. I want to back away at once, to run far away, cause this is wrong. The look I saw

I also liked Zane’s hands on me, and it was all I thought about a lot throughout today. He settled a hand on my shoulder, the other, he slipped underneath my thighs as

“W-”

began to walk towards the drive way. “Your legs must start to

He wasn’t wrong.