Torn Between The Carter Brothers

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After returning the phone to Aisha and kissing her cheek, I went up to the bedroom I shared with Addison to pack up. I felt guilt start to weigh on me once again as I stepped into the room. I was basically leaving her to face tomorrow by herself, and I knew it was gonna be so hard for her. But it wasn’t my problem, was it? It’s her problem to deal with, not mine.

With those words in mind, I forced all the guilt out from my chest and began to pack up. However, as I did that, I kept thinking about Addison. It was hard not to when this room strongly smelt of her, and the clothes I was packing up smelt of her as well because of how she was always pressed up against me day in, day out.

Me leaving today means that I wouldn’t see her again. I was fully aware of that, which was why I had decided to not fuck her last night, so I wouldn’t miss her after leaving, so it would be easier to resume my normal lifestyle back once I return back home.

However, a hungry part of me want to still fuck her one last time. Like a goodbye fuck, if that ever exited. But I felt shitty as hell to still want that right now.

After finishing up my packing, I decided to go find Addison. I wasn’t just gonna leave without telling her, that would be too shitty. The agreement was that I stay till tomorrow, the wedding day, so at least, I owed her some sort of explanation for leaving a day earlier.

I searched for her for about thirty minutes before one of the guys said he saw her going to the beach. I went in that direction and caught sight of her in no time, and she was sitting by herself in the moonlight, staring ahead into the ocean.

The pang of guilt within me returned and I hesitated for a moment before stepping even closer to her. She noticed my presence at that point, and when our eyes met, the sight of her red rimmed eyes made something clench tightly in pain within my chest.

“Hey,” I murmured softly, taking in the sight of her tear stricken face. It seemed like she had been crying for a while,

“Hey.” She croaked out just as I sat beside her, making sure to keep some distance between us. I could imagine how she was feeling right now, that she just wasted all her efforts and raised her hope for nothing.

Which is why right now, I felt tongue tied to tell her that I was leaving tonight.

“So… the plan ended up failing, huh?” I sighed out in a quiet voice, and she sniffed once before nodding.

dejected and sad and I regarded her after that, unable to believe that just yesterday, she had been literally glowing when I spinned her around after

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Chapter 37

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like a completely different person right

her, cause no one deserved to feel like this. I also felt the guilt within me worsen, cause despite how much I try to convince myself otherwise, this is my

sorry.” I finally breathed out in a quiet voice before I could stop myself. I didn’t even know why I was apologizing or what I was apologizing for, but I guess I

I wished I could set eyes on Marco right now, then I’d

it’s not your fault that

not your fault either.”

I was certain she didn’t believe that just as she

thank you instead. You put a lot of effort into this fake relationship when

before facing.the beach again, and I felt so shitty that I might puke. She just made me feel much worse, cause she genuinely believed I

as well, right?” I finally spoke and she blinked

woman, you should carry yourself with more grace, you should wear whatever you want without caring about what anyone thinks, and when you walk into a room, you should believe you’re the hottest woman present.” I breathed out and

while

you’re back home, one who actually deserves you, and would willingly worship the ground you walk on, cause that’s what you deserve, to be worshipped and adored. Then you can get married

babies as well,”

to have gotten more glassy as she nodded while exhaling