Torn Between The Carter Brothers

Addison

I felt even more shitty right now as I stumbled awry from the corner Marco had pulled me into, tears blurring my eyesight which I quickly wiped away before anyone could see them.

Marco didn’t stop me when I left, which meant he’s really going ahead with his wedding. I didn’t outrightly ask him to put an end to it cause I felt like he already got the hint from everything I said. My mind was still reeking hard and I was still unable to wrap my head around the fact that he’s also still in love with me. That had felt like a dream at first, but turns out that’s my new reality. Since when did he fall in love with me? Or, was he in love with me this whole time? Or, perhaps it was really all that Zane did in the past few days that made Marco realize that he still cared about me?

I let out a shaky exhale as I went into a bathroom and locked myself in there, my mind still reeking hard. I felt happy, that at least, Marco had revealed that he loved me and wanted me. But I felt sad that it wasn’t enough for him to call his wedding off for me. If he really loved me, he’d have out an end to the wedding instantly. I hated that he revealed that he loved me when I was already trying to think of how to move on. Now that I am aware of his he truly feels, how would I be able to move

on?

I haven’t the slightest idea.

In the mirror, my eyes looked glassy as hell, cause I was on the verge of tears again, but like I had decided within myself this morning, I wasn’t gonna break down today no matter what might happen.

I just wished Zane was here right now. Perhaps if I tell him all of this, he’d have the perfect words to say to me at this point. Most of the time, Zane always knew what to say. His presence was always comforting and reassuring, and once again, I was filled with sadness cause I hated that he wasn’t here right now, that he left without informing me first.

How dare he? Fucking bastard.

means he probably didn’t know Zane already left.

anything, not even loyalty. We weren’t friends, so I definitely wasn’t supposed to

getting closed in by these walls, I exited

and breathing, and when our eyes met, she grinned cheekily as she stepped

Addison!” She announced and all her friends who

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stare at me, and I forced myself to stiffle

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friend, even if I hated Aisha, on her wedding day, I was supposed to wish her congratulations and all in order to fully kill off any gossip that I might be in love with her men, but I was too pissed to consider that

crying?” She breathed out and her friend let out tinkering laughs almost at the

is left but shreds. I wanted to do all of that and more right now, but I forced myself agsinst doing that cause it would

her, that made me feel

say something else when I stepped

a low voice and at once, she went rigid. When I pulled way, her