Torn Between The Carter Brothers

chapter 80 Addison

I felt nervous as hell, like a schoolgirl with a crush. Only that this was certainly much bigger than what a teenager could feel. A whirlwind of emotions was brewing within me and I had no idea of how to deal with all the emotions. But one thing was certain, I wanted Zane very much. I watched him drive from the side of my eyes while I felt myself slowly grow aroused. The act of watching someone drive has never been hot to me till Zane. I’ve never find a lot of ridiculous things hot till Zane. Him breathing was hot to me. Him speaking was hot to me. Heck, him eating was hot to me.

Which is why i didn’t need a diagnosis. Something was undoubtedly wrong with me.

We haven’t spoken since the beginning of the ride, and the air felt awkward and tense, but not uncomfortable. I couldn’t wait for him to pull him in my apartment so I could alight this car and be able to breathe again. Hopefully after running into him unexpectedly at Gregg’s today, I won’t ever run into him unexpectedly. Not seeing him for a long stretch of time is undoubtedly what I need for me to completely stop seeing him and ‘that’s exactly why I absolutely couldn’t work with him.

“We’re here.” His low voice suddenly filled the air, pulling me back to the present. My eyes widened as I glanced out the window and realized that we’ve Indeed arrived in the front of my building.

I cleared my throat and undid my seatbelt, remembering that the last time I was here in this car, it was after I got fucked within an inch of my lift and hasn’t been able to stand well, and that made my cheeks color as I glanced over at Zane and cleared my throat.

“Thank you for dropping me off.” I mumbled as our eyes met. He hummed as he undid his seat belt, then he alighted the car. I frowned as I came down as well, and as he rounded the car, he stopped in front of me as he spoke.

“You can thank me by inviting me up. I wouldn’t mind some tea after all that drinking.”

My mouth opened and closed a few times while my heart almost flew out of my throat. He wanted me to invite him up???

No. Absolutely not. I couldn’t be alone with him, so that’s definitely not gonna happen. My house is also ridiculous compared to his, and I feel ashamed at the thought of him seeing it.

“I can’t.” I breathed out before clearing my throat. “And I’m sorry, but I have to sleep early cause I have a long day tomorrow to search for a job.” I mumbled and Zane rolled his eyes before stepping closer, making my breath stumble in my chest.

“But it’s just a cup of tea. It’s only curtesy.” He pointed out in that voice that pulled at the strings In my stomach, making my breath hitch again.

“But I…” I began but he arched a brow at me, making me trail off as my cheeks grew hot.

“Are you refusing because of another reason?” He asked as his gaze briefly halted on my lips and my cheeks grew hot again as I turned away from him, feeling weak as hell right now. Deep down, I knew that I actually wanted him to come up with me, and that’s why I’m trying to prevent that from happening cause it wouldn’t lead to anything good no matter what.

“Of course not.” I mumbled before letting out a long sigh. “You can come up, I guess, for just one cup.”

me a grin that made my toes curl.

use to feel embarrassed to invite people in here no matter what caliber they’re from, probably because I used to be really

He breathed out as he stepped deeper and arrived in the sitting room. I felt awkward as I watched him, watching for a ‘but‘ to come, but

the couch and I felt a breath

as I pulled my hoodie off and dropped it onto one of the couches.

books too, despite how shocking that might sound,” he drawled as he

it’s really not. A lot of people you’d never expect are readers so I’ve come to never be shocked about that.” I laughed softly

suddenly trailed off and I glanced up to see why and that’s when I realized why. His eyes were on my chest, and that’s when I realized that I had unconsciously taken off my hoodie after arriving home, forgetting that he was still here. The camisole I had underneath the whole time showed a generous amount of my

for the hoodie when he

stiffened and I already responded to him before realizing it. My breathing had grown ragged instantly and I exhaled breathlessly, my gaze darting everywhere but at him. The air between us suddenly felt

hadn’t wanted to invite him

the book and was now leaning back in the couch. He had also taken off his jacket

clearly a bad idea and alarm bells went

your tea…” I mumbled just as he smoothly cut me

the tea, bunny. Now,

wobble a little as I remained frozen in the same spot. My mouth opened and closed but no sound came out. I wanted to

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left my mouth, and like a puppet on a string, I felt

he grabbed my wrist and tugged me over his laps, and my entire

I shook while

shouldn’t be happening. Those words echoed through my head over and over

into my throat and I mewled breathlessly while trembling across him. His arms were firm around my

shouldn’t do this.” I managed on a whine, and Zane being a bastard only chuckled, then he leaned forward and took my

my tongue, it felt like I was about to go crazy as pleasure wreaked through my entire body. At

it on seeing that it was Marco calling. The same Marco who sent me flowers this