Torn Between The Carter Brothers

Chapter 101

Chapter 101

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My mind reeled hard as I dwelled hard on what Zane just said, and I hated to admit it right now but thinking hard about this has made me come to a startling realization. I wasn’t sure if I was still in love with Marco anymore or not. The realization completely took me by surprise, which is probably why I’m feeling like I wanna puke right now.

Zane didn’t say anything else and just kept on drinking, and I wanted him to say something more but it doesn’t seem like that was happening anytime soon cause a call came in and took all his attention until we pulled up in front of the club. I let out a long exhale and sat up and that’s when I realized that I was still with his jacket and I felt my cheeks heat up a little. I made to shrug it off my shoulder when he stopped me with a shake of his head as he pocketed his phone.

“Did you think about what I said?” I asked, now fully facing me and I let out a low huff before nodding while he hummed.

“And? What do you think? What realization did you arrive at?” He asked while I let out a small huff.

“I… I just… I still love him if that’s what you’re wondering about.” I muttered, holding his gaze. Of course I wasn’t gonna tell him the literal truth, that I wasn’t sure if I was still in love with Marco or just the kind of him which I had in my head this whole years while I was still hung up on him. That would make me sound so pathetic so I didn’t know about that, that’s for me to figure out once I arrive back home.

Zane was silent as he regarded me for a few minutes before laughing softly. “That’s the bullshit you tell yourself every morning to convince yourself that’s the truth?” He asked and I blanched, my cheeks food jungled as I blinked at him.

“What?” I muttered while he rolled his eyes and shook his head.

“You don’t love him. Stop trying to delude yourself further, it’s ridiculous at this point.”

I let out a low huff as I kept staring at him. “I… I, well… you don’t even know me that much, Zane. How are you sure that I don’t actually love him? How do you know? The answer is that you don’t.” I snapped, my gaze now narrowed at him. He snorted then he reached out and flicked my forehead, making me wince a little and then

he leaned back in his seat.

“Don’t ask me how I know something so obvious. You’re as obvious as a book. For one, someone in love definitely won’t let another man fuck her, or finger her…” he drawled and I stiffened, color engulfing me from head to toe as I exhaled harshly, trying and failing to come up with a response right now.

“I… I…” I kept trailing off and he snorted, shaking his head a little.

as I felt a wave of shame settled over me from head to toe while my face flushed beat read right before I turned towards him,

the fingering, i never initially wanted them!” I cried out and

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you?” He drawled but before I could respond, he was reaching

memory? Just tonight, hit begged me to fuck you in that bathroom.” As he spoke, my face flushed even redder while he continued. “Or you need me to remind me how

are you forgetting how wet you got after you finished sucking me off? You were so wet, you soaked through your panties and the jumpsuit you had on.” I flushed all the way to my roots as he

He drawled and I let out a shaky exhale, then I pulled together all my

out and he laughed softly right into my face, then

predictable, bunny.

I let out a long sigh as I slumped into the seat, my mind reeling hard as our exchange flashed through

that.” I snapped while my heart heaved from the force of my breathing and I let out another

happen again.” I muttered before glancing over at him. He had a bored expression on, like he wasn’t taking

again. You’ll keep your hands to yourself and respect my relationship like you’re supposed to.” I cleared my throat, still holding his gaze as I continued. “We’re just working together

Lif

assistant.” He drawled, then he was moving away and slamming the door close and for some reason, I had a feeling he still didn’t take my new

didn’t have a race like I had assumed. Basically, there wasn’t even anything for me to do, which means me coming here tonight was completely pointless. That annoyed me so much cause I could have spent the rest of the night with Marco if I had known I’d basically have nothing to do here. Zane was leaning in the bed in his dressing room which was more like a standard hotel room, his hands folded right behind his head and eyes trained on the racing competition of some foreign country, which I was seated on the chair in here, the exact one he sat on while I sucked him off yesterday. I tried to contain my anger right now but he

doing here right now?” I demanded through gritted teeth, my hands folded. He took his sweet time to glance over at me, then he looked over at me with a corked

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to your boss. Is it?” He drawled while I gritted my teeth and so I don’t tell

apology. He rolled his eyes and paused the competition he was watching

“So, what’s the problem?”

myself as I spoke. “I’m not doing anything right