Chapter 0004

I used to love watching melodramatic TV shows, so I had a pretty good idea of the destructive allure of first love in a man's life. The more unattainable she was, the more he wanted her.

For Nicholas and Claudia, societal norms meant they could never be together. The Hawk family was too prestigious. Even without blood ties, they couldn't afford such a scandal. If Nicholas truly loved Claudia, even her faults would seem endearing to him.

How could I compete with that?

The surgery proceeded in silence and without complications. Afterward, I sat on the second floor and waited to get my medication.

The smell of disinfectant permeated the air and cleared my thoughts. In a moment of clarity, I messaged Nicholas. "If your had to choose between Claudia and me, who would you pick?" If he chose Claudia, I'd let go gracefully and wish them happiness.

I knew sending that message was impulsive, but if I didn't act on impulse, how could I ever convince myself to give up on the man I'd loved for so many years?

I clutched my phone while waiting anxiously. However, my message seemed to vanish into the void. There was no sign that he would respond. 0004

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After a long while, I couldn't resist going back to Claudia's ward.

Inside, Nicholas was delicately spearing apple slices with a fruit fork and offering them to Claudia with a tenderness I had never seen before.

I had come at the wrong time. If I had waited a bit longer, I might have caught undeniable proof of their affair and ended my internal conflict. When I called Nicholas out of the ward, he faced me with indifference.

"What's so urgent that it can't wait until we're home?"

"I'm waiting for your response," I said firmly.

Nicholas reached into his pocket for his phone. After reading my message, he pressed his tongue to the inside of his cheek. "What's this supposed to mean?"

He didn't show the slightest hint of being caught off guard. In his confident gaze, I felt myself appearing to be the

unreasonable one.

In a lazy tone, he asked, "Why the hell should I choose? What's gotten into you?"

Nicholas even casually pulled out a pack of cigarettes, only to put them away when he remembered we were in a hospital.

as he toyed with the rosary beads on his wrist while waiting for my

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harsh hospital lights, I must have looked ghastly. My exhausted expression was reflected in his eyes. It left me feeling exposed and

waver.

I being too

could he be

my wrist and holding it between us. "There's no need to injure yourself on purpose. Your body is a gift from your parents. "Claudia is sick, so I'm spending more time with her. What's

I had

for breath. He didn't give me a chance to speak as his tone turned harsh. "Stop pretending.

on the outside, but at that

home. Don't come

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and ran away.

open and close behind me. "Nick,

I got home and opened the door, Wendy Keller immediately came

bandage on my hand and asked with concern, Madam,

kindness made my nose tingle, and tears

me the compassion that our housekeeper was

was the cheapest thing in the world, and they were

just got back from the hospital. No need to cook today. You

went on a schedule. They only did the essential cleaning and

around, and now I

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right. Let me at least clean up a bit before I go. I can't just take your money

cleaning, but Wendy was diligent and

soon I noticed a pile of items that didn't

figurines, and many other things couldn't

into every corner without obstruction. Yet,

my private space, but Claudia had been living here

"Leave it, Wendy."

while holding something shiny

"Go to the storage room. I'll get the suitcase. Help me

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