Pregnant" Could I be carrying Nicholas

did not know what the point of our mar age still was, or why! should bear his child. But in my near-unconscious state my arm instinctively retreated under the blanket

smine seemed to understand something. She whispered in

"Amana, were just cooling you down physically"

Only after she said this could she successfully pull out my arm. My cam and forearm were wiped down with alcohol to cool my fever.

In my dreams, I felt uneasy. Having a child was a lifelong responsibility. I felt afraid and panicked and had no idea what the

future held.

I felt no sense of security because the child's father had already exhausted all the love I had for him but a child was a blessing. They were unrelated to Nicholas and a gift from heaven to me.

Since I was unconscious for two days, the doctor had been giving me reatments to protect the child. Yasmine sat beside me as the doctor rambled on about precautions

My mind was not very clear as I had just woken up. I could not quite process what the doctor was saying. It took a while before I could confirm one thing in my mind-I really seemed to be carrying Nicholas's child Calculating the timing, it must have happened during our trip abroad.

unpleasant. I sounded as if I hadn't

I took birth control pills for a long time before getting pregnant. Will that

the baby?"

tears fell down her face. She eagerly grasped my hand. You scared me to death. You slept for so

even remember the last time I saw

US

a day. We'll do a full

hand on my flat tummy.

wanted to try IVF with another woman, I actually got pregnant. If I told him

probably be more interesting than colorful fireworks! But I quickly abandoned the

a moment of silence, I held Yasmine's hand and

Nicholas. No matter what!"

ceiling, "You're planning to hide it and

Let me

that I would be faced with a huge change in

the pregnancy is unstable. If you need to stay in the hospital, it's

instantly turned sympatheti then. Just having

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