True Luna by Tessa Lilly

Chapter 252: Chapter 252– I Killed Them All

Sophia’s POV

I killed them all.

I watched them die with a smile on my face.

I wanted to hurt my own family. I wanted to hurt my mom. I said some horrible things to her. I said horrible things to my brother and my dad.

And my mate...

I didn’t want him. I didn’t care about him.

I sobbed again. I couldn’t stop crying. I couldn’t lift my head and look at Lex. I was so ashamed of everything that I did and said.

“I missed you,” Lex mumbled again.

Oh, I missed him too. I missed him so much. I thought that I would never see him again. I thought that I would never talk to him again and it broke my heart. He was my best friend and I couldn’t imagine my life without him in it. I missed him every second while I was gone.

“I asked them to bring you something to eat,” Lex said softly as he ran his fingers through my hair.

My stomach turned. I couldn’t eat.

“I’m not hungry,” I mumbled, my voice muffled because my head was buried in Lex’s chest.

“You have to eat, Fia,” Lex sighed. “It’s been a while since you last ate something.”

And it would be a while until I ate again. I wasn’t hungry and I would be sick if I ate something. I wasn’t hungry. I wasn’t thirsty. All I felt was pain and shame.

like that would happen. I always knew that I would hurt someone. I always knew that the darkness

a way to get rid of it sooner. I should have found a way to protect my family and friends from myself. I was

Especially Hunter.

someone pure, not me. He deserved to be

I killed his grandfather!

over me. I couldn’t breathe. My heart raced and my

killed my mate’s

but it felt like someone wrapped their hands

lifted my head and gasped for

exclaimed as he cupped my

couldn’t look at him. I was

Lex said softly. “Everything

His eyes were filled with tears

say breathlessly. “I killed my mate’s grandfather. How can I look him in the eyes ever again? How can

me. I looked back down again. I couldn’t look at my brother for more than a few seconds. The embarrassment was going to swallow me

Even if he did, he wouldn’t fucking care! That man took you from us! He tortured you! He almost killed you! If

would lock him up in a cell. Maybe he wouldn’t want

if...,” I mumbled, but Lex

sternly. “I am telling you what would have happened if you didn’t do it. I would have killed him with my own two hands. Hunter would have helped me. There

didn’t help. It didn’t take away the fact that I had blood on my hands. I was still a

even make it easier on myself by calling it self-defense. It wasn’t self-defense. I killed them

to throw up. I closed

in and kissed

know it’s hard, Fia,” Lex said softly. “We will go through it together. I am here for

to taint him with my darkness. He didn’t deserve to be touched by it.

barrier I was trying to hold up. ‘Stop it, Sophia! Alex loves you more than anything in this world. Hunter can’t