True Luna by Tessa Lilly

Chapter 8

Chapter 8 Coping

Emma POV

I never thought I could feel this much pain and survive. My whole body is trembling, and my soul is in pieces. There is a huge hole in my heart, and I don’t think I will ever be able to fix it.

My mate doesn’t want me.

I am not good enough.

My brother thinks I am weak.

My mate rejected me. He will have a new Luna, and I will have to look at them every day.

I don’t know how I came home. I don’t remember the path. Pain clouded my vision.

I left Logan and Andrew in the forest, and I just started running away.

I couldn’t go back to the cave. I didn’t want them to find it. It would mean that I wouldn’t be safe there anymore.

We always used masking spray before coming into the cave. But Andrew and Logan came close to finding it. I guess it was because of the mate bond. Logan could smell me better.

I started walking to my room. I shut the door and locked it. I didn’t want to see my brother. I didn’t want to talk to him. I wanted to be alone.

I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling. I just wished I could feel numb. Not happy. I didn’t think I would ever be happy again. The best I could have hoped for was numbness. Maybe I would be able to achieve that. Maybe the pain would burn through my body tonight, and in the morning, there would be nothing left but numbness. Like poison. It burns, destroys, and leaves.

I heard my brother opening the back door and running upstairs. He tried to open my bedroom door.

“Emma?” he called me. “Emma, open the door, please.”

I stayed silent. I didn’t want to talk to him.

“Emma, please.” he said. “Let me explain.”

There was nothing to explain. I was a weak, small she-wolf, who could never be good enough to be a Luna. Or Logan’s mate.

Andrew tried to talk to me a few more times, but he gave up when I refused to answer.

I heard him sigh and walk away.

continued to stare at the ceiling. What a way to end a birthday. My day started full of excitement, love, and new beginnings, only to end in pain

time I was supposed to get up and go get breakfast, the pain was better, bearable. Maybe I could tell

downstairs to the kitchen and started making breakfast. Half an hour later,

at our house, had breakfast, and then they went and done their Alpha and Beta

the training ground in an hour. I decided to

the shower. I quickly got dressed and tied my hair in a ponytail. I looked in the mirror and my lack of sleep was clearly visible on my face.

to leave through the back door, so I

brother heard

he called me and came running

at

going?”

I said

“And

growl in the kitchen.

focus back on

my brother said nervously. “But

not hungry.” I said

closed them before he could

walked over to the training grounds, and I saw that Jake was

saw me and gave me a

doing here? I was just

he noticed how tired I

asked,

I said quietly. “I

beautiful?” he asked and

why couldn’t he be

found my mate.” I whispered in his

me in the eyes. He left his

he asked me. “And why are you so

couldn’t answer him. Those words didn’t want to leave my mouth. I looked down at my

talking, but he

back up at him

Goddess. I am so sorry, beautiful.

I guess it had to

is he?”

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