True Luna by Tessa Lilly

Chapter 8

Chapter 8 Coping

Emma POV

I never thought I could feel this much pain and survive. My whole body is trembling, and my soul is in pieces. There is a huge hole in my heart, and I don’t think I will ever be able to fix it.

My mate doesn’t want me.

I am not good enough.

My brother thinks I am weak.

My mate rejected me. He will have a new Luna, and I will have to look at them every day.

I don’t know how I came home. I don’t remember the path. Pain clouded my vision.

I left Logan and Andrew in the forest, and I just started running away.

I couldn’t go back to the cave. I didn’t want them to find it. It would mean that I wouldn’t be safe there anymore.

We always used masking spray before coming into the cave. But Andrew and Logan came close to finding it. I guess it was because of the mate bond. Logan could smell me better.

I started walking to my room. I shut the door and locked it. I didn’t want to see my brother. I didn’t want to talk to him. I wanted to be alone.

I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling. I just wished I could feel numb. Not happy. I didn’t think I would ever be happy again. The best I could have hoped for was numbness. Maybe I would be able to achieve that. Maybe the pain would burn through my body tonight, and in the morning, there would be nothing left but numbness. Like poison. It burns, destroys, and leaves.

I heard my brother opening the back door and running upstairs. He tried to open my bedroom door.

“Emma?” he called me. “Emma, open the door, please.”

I stayed silent. I didn’t want to talk to him.

“Emma, please.” he said. “Let me explain.”

There was nothing to explain. I was a weak, small she-wolf, who could never be good enough to be a Luna. Or Logan’s mate.

Andrew tried to talk to me a few more times, but he gave up when I refused to answer.

I heard him sigh and walk away.

ceiling. What a way to end a birthday. My day started full of excitement, love, and new beginnings, only to

sort of worked. By the time I was supposed to get up and go get breakfast, the pain was better, bearable. Maybe I could tell that

started making breakfast. Half an hour

they went and done their Alpha and Beta

and saw that I had to be at the training ground in an hour. I decided to get

looked in the mirror and my lack of sleep was clearly visible on my

leave through the back door,

my brother heard

called me and came

at him

going?” he asked

I

he said. “And Jacob is not here

was a loud growl

back on my brother. “I want to get

my brother said nervously. “But you didn’t

I said

them before

the training grounds, and I saw

and gave me a

just about to go get you.” he

say anything, he noticed how tired I

asked,

said quietly. “I

and wrapped

couldn’t he

I whispered in

away from me to look me

me. “And why

didn’t want to leave my mouth. I looked down

talking, but he

up at

am so sorry, beautiful. You don’t deserve that. Nobody

I guess it had to happen

is he?” he

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