True Luna by Tessa Lilly

Chapter 8

Chapter 8 Coping

Emma POV

I never thought I could feel this much pain and survive. My whole body is trembling, and my soul is in pieces. There is a huge hole in my heart, and I don’t think I will ever be able to fix it.

My mate doesn’t want me.

I am not good enough.

My brother thinks I am weak.

My mate rejected me. He will have a new Luna, and I will have to look at them every day.

I don’t know how I came home. I don’t remember the path. Pain clouded my vision.

I left Logan and Andrew in the forest, and I just started running away.

I couldn’t go back to the cave. I didn’t want them to find it. It would mean that I wouldn’t be safe there anymore.

We always used masking spray before coming into the cave. But Andrew and Logan came close to finding it. I guess it was because of the mate bond. Logan could smell me better.

I started walking to my room. I shut the door and locked it. I didn’t want to see my brother. I didn’t want to talk to him. I wanted to be alone.

I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling. I just wished I could feel numb. Not happy. I didn’t think I would ever be happy again. The best I could have hoped for was numbness. Maybe I would be able to achieve that. Maybe the pain would burn through my body tonight, and in the morning, there would be nothing left but numbness. Like poison. It burns, destroys, and leaves.

I heard my brother opening the back door and running upstairs. He tried to open my bedroom door.

“Emma?” he called me. “Emma, open the door, please.”

I stayed silent. I didn’t want to talk to him.

“Emma, please.” he said. “Let me explain.”

There was nothing to explain. I was a weak, small she-wolf, who could never be good enough to be a Luna. Or Logan’s mate.

Andrew tried to talk to me a few more times, but he gave up when I refused to answer.

I heard him sigh and walk away.

full of excitement, love, and new beginnings, only to end in pain and misery. I never thought it would

supposed to get up and go get breakfast, the pain was

up. He walked downstairs to the kitchen and started making breakfast.

met at our house, had breakfast, and then they went and done their Alpha and Beta duties. Sienna just went around being a bitch to everybody. But soon she would

my watch and saw that I had to be at the training ground in an hour. I

shower. I quickly got dressed and tied my hair in a ponytail. I looked in the mirror and my lack of sleep was clearly visible on my face. I sighed and unlocked my

to leave through the back door, so I didn’t have to see

brother

he called me and

at

you going?”

I said

early.” he said. “And Jacob is not here

was a loud growl in the

and put my focus back on

said nervously. “But you didn’t eat

I said and walked through the

them before

walked over to the training grounds, and I saw that

gave me a confused

are you doing here? I was just about to go get you.” he told

he noticed how

asked, worried.

fine.” I said quietly. “I couldn’t

he asked and wrapped me in his

why couldn’t he

found my mate.” I whispered

tense, and he pulled away from me to look me in the eyes. He left

he asked me. “And

answer him. Those words didn’t want to leave my mouth. I looked down

he…” he started talking,

looked back up at

I am so

and sighed. “Well, I guess it had

he?” he

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