True Luna by Tessa Lilly

Chapter 8

Chapter 8 Coping

Emma POV

I never thought I could feel this much pain and survive. My whole body is trembling, and my soul is in pieces. There is a huge hole in my heart, and I don’t think I will ever be able to fix it.

My mate doesn’t want me.

I am not good enough.

My brother thinks I am weak.

My mate rejected me. He will have a new Luna, and I will have to look at them every day.

I don’t know how I came home. I don’t remember the path. Pain clouded my vision.

I left Logan and Andrew in the forest, and I just started running away.

I couldn’t go back to the cave. I didn’t want them to find it. It would mean that I wouldn’t be safe there anymore.

We always used masking spray before coming into the cave. But Andrew and Logan came close to finding it. I guess it was because of the mate bond. Logan could smell me better.

I started walking to my room. I shut the door and locked it. I didn’t want to see my brother. I didn’t want to talk to him. I wanted to be alone.

I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling. I just wished I could feel numb. Not happy. I didn’t think I would ever be happy again. The best I could have hoped for was numbness. Maybe I would be able to achieve that. Maybe the pain would burn through my body tonight, and in the morning, there would be nothing left but numbness. Like poison. It burns, destroys, and leaves.

I heard my brother opening the back door and running upstairs. He tried to open my bedroom door.

“Emma?” he called me. “Emma, open the door, please.”

I stayed silent. I didn’t want to talk to him.

“Emma, please.” he said. “Let me explain.”

There was nothing to explain. I was a weak, small she-wolf, who could never be good enough to be a Luna. Or Logan’s mate.

Andrew tried to talk to me a few more times, but he gave up when I refused to answer.

I heard him sigh and walk away.

continued to stare at the ceiling. What a way to end a birthday. My day started full of excitement, love, and new beginnings, only to end in pain and misery. I never thought

the time I was supposed to get up and go get breakfast, the pain

heard my brother wake up. He walked downstairs to the kitchen and started making breakfast. Half an hour later, I heard

then they went and done their Alpha and Beta duties. Sienna just went around being a bitch to everybody. But soon she would have Luna’s

had to be at the training ground in an hour. I decided to get ready

a ponytail. I looked in the mirror and my lack of sleep was clearly visible on my face. I sighed

leave through the back door, so I didn’t have to see

my brother

he called me and came running from

at

you going?” he

I said

he said. “And Jacob is not

was a loud growl

put my focus back on my

my brother said nervously. “But you

I said and walked

before he could

over to the training grounds, and I saw

saw me and gave

doing here? I was just about to go get you.” he

anything, he noticed how

asked, worried.

I said quietly. “I

beautiful?” he asked and wrapped me in his

couldn’t he be

mate.” I whispered in

tense, and he pulled away from me to look me in the eyes. He left his hands on my shoulders, holding me

he asked me. “And why are you so

want to leave my mouth. I looked

started talking, but he

back up at him

widened. “Oh, my Goddess. I am so sorry, beautiful. You don’t deserve

I guess it had to happen like

is he?” he

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