True Luna by Tessa Lilly

Chapter 8

Chapter 8 Coping

Emma POV

I never thought I could feel this much pain and survive. My whole body is trembling, and my soul is in pieces. There is a huge hole in my heart, and I don’t think I will ever be able to fix it.

My mate doesn’t want me.

I am not good enough.

My brother thinks I am weak.

My mate rejected me. He will have a new Luna, and I will have to look at them every day.

I don’t know how I came home. I don’t remember the path. Pain clouded my vision.

I left Logan and Andrew in the forest, and I just started running away.

I couldn’t go back to the cave. I didn’t want them to find it. It would mean that I wouldn’t be safe there anymore.

We always used masking spray before coming into the cave. But Andrew and Logan came close to finding it. I guess it was because of the mate bond. Logan could smell me better.

I started walking to my room. I shut the door and locked it. I didn’t want to see my brother. I didn’t want to talk to him. I wanted to be alone.

I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling. I just wished I could feel numb. Not happy. I didn’t think I would ever be happy again. The best I could have hoped for was numbness. Maybe I would be able to achieve that. Maybe the pain would burn through my body tonight, and in the morning, there would be nothing left but numbness. Like poison. It burns, destroys, and leaves.

I heard my brother opening the back door and running upstairs. He tried to open my bedroom door.

“Emma?” he called me. “Emma, open the door, please.”

I stayed silent. I didn’t want to talk to him.

“Emma, please.” he said. “Let me explain.”

There was nothing to explain. I was a weak, small she-wolf, who could never be good enough to be a Luna. Or Logan’s mate.

Andrew tried to talk to me a few more times, but he gave up when I refused to answer.

I heard him sigh and walk away.

excitement, love, and new beginnings, only to end in pain and misery. I never thought it

It sort of worked. By the time I was supposed to get up and go get breakfast, the pain was better, bearable. Maybe I could tell that a small part of me

to the kitchen and started making breakfast. Half an hour later, I heard Sienna coming. A little

their Alpha and Beta

be at the training ground in an hour. I decided to get ready and get there early. I

I quickly got dressed and tied my hair in a ponytail. I looked in the mirror and my lack of sleep was clearly visible on my face. I sighed and unlocked my bedroom

the back door, so I didn’t

my brother

and

stared at him

are you going?” he asked

grounds.” I said

early.” he said. “And Jacob is

growl in

and put my focus back on my brother. “I want to get there early

brother said nervously.

am not hungry.” I said and

them before he

and I saw that Jake was already

and gave

are you doing here? I was just about to go

could say anything, he noticed how tired

asked, worried. “What

am fine.” I said quietly. “I

and wrapped me in

why couldn’t he be my

I whispered in

to look me in the eyes. He left

he asked me. “And why are you so

Those words didn’t want to leave

talking,

back up

widened. “Oh, my Goddess. I am so sorry, beautiful. You don’t deserve that. Nobody

“Well, I guess it had

is he?” he asked

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