True Luna by Tessa Lilly

Chapter 8

Chapter 8 Coping

Emma POV

I never thought I could feel this much pain and survive. My whole body is trembling, and my soul is in pieces. There is a huge hole in my heart, and I don’t think I will ever be able to fix it.

My mate doesn’t want me.

I am not good enough.

My brother thinks I am weak.

My mate rejected me. He will have a new Luna, and I will have to look at them every day.

I don’t know how I came home. I don’t remember the path. Pain clouded my vision.

I left Logan and Andrew in the forest, and I just started running away.

I couldn’t go back to the cave. I didn’t want them to find it. It would mean that I wouldn’t be safe there anymore.

We always used masking spray before coming into the cave. But Andrew and Logan came close to finding it. I guess it was because of the mate bond. Logan could smell me better.

I started walking to my room. I shut the door and locked it. I didn’t want to see my brother. I didn’t want to talk to him. I wanted to be alone.

I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling. I just wished I could feel numb. Not happy. I didn’t think I would ever be happy again. The best I could have hoped for was numbness. Maybe I would be able to achieve that. Maybe the pain would burn through my body tonight, and in the morning, there would be nothing left but numbness. Like poison. It burns, destroys, and leaves.

I heard my brother opening the back door and running upstairs. He tried to open my bedroom door.

“Emma?” he called me. “Emma, open the door, please.”

I stayed silent. I didn’t want to talk to him.

“Emma, please.” he said. “Let me explain.”

There was nothing to explain. I was a weak, small she-wolf, who could never be good enough to be a Luna. Or Logan’s mate.

Andrew tried to talk to me a few more times, but he gave up when I refused to answer.

I heard him sigh and walk away.

stare at the ceiling. What a way to end a birthday. My day started full of excitement, love, and

wishing the pain would go away. It sort of worked. By the time I was supposed to

started making breakfast. Half an hour later, I heard Sienna coming. A

went and done their Alpha and Beta duties. Sienna just went

looked at my watch and saw that I had to be at the training ground in an hour. I decided to get ready and get there early. I couldn’t stand being in

dressed and tied my hair in a ponytail. I looked in the mirror and my lack of sleep was clearly visible on my

the back door, so I

brother

he called me and came running from

stared at

you going?” he

I said

early.” he said. “And Jacob is not here

was a loud growl in the

put my focus back on my brother. “I want to get there

nervously. “But you didn’t

am not hungry.” I said and walked through the

closed them before he could

over to the training grounds, and I saw that Jake

me and gave me

I was just about to go get you.” he

I could say anything, he noticed how tired

asked, worried. “What

am fine.” I said

he asked and wrapped me in his

why couldn’t he be

I whispered in

felt him tense, and he pulled away from me to look me in the eyes. He left his hands

he asked me. “And why are you

answer him. Those words didn’t want to leave my mouth. I looked down at

he…” he started talking, but

back up at him and

“Oh, my Goddess. I am so sorry, beautiful. You don’t deserve

I

is he?” he

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