True Luna by Tessa Lilly

Chapter 36 In The Dark

Emma POV

This was the longest time I had spent in the dark. Or at least I thought it was. What did he do to me? Usually, I would wake up by now.

I couldn’t hear Eliza, but I did hear my brother and Logan talking to me. They were telling me things I really wanted to hear, but I knew it couldn’t be true. I knew that I was dreaming. They weren’t looking for me. They thought that I was a rogue and they moved on. Sienna was right. I was just a burden. They would finally be free when I die.

I dreamt about doctor Wren as well. I wondered why? I mean, I always liked him. We became good friends when I started volunteering at the hospital. But I really didn’t understand why I’d dreamt of him. I remembered him talking to me, telling me something that I couldn’t

understand. I took the opportunity to tell him that I was not a rogue. I asked him to tell Andrew not to hate me. I was aware it was a dream, but it somehow made me feel better.

I’d dreamt about Asher as well. Oh, Goddess, how much I missed him. He was the best wolf there was. He was the best brother there was. I dreamed about touching his soft fur, and it was the most joyful dream I’d had in a long time. It hurt so much to know that Asher hated me. I just wished that I could tell him the truth. I wished that I could feel his body wrapped around mine just one more time. He always used to do that when I was cold. He would wrap himself around me to keep me warm. He would lick my face while I whined and

protested. He would ignore my protests and grin at me playfully. I missed him a lot.

I could hear Andrew’s voice telling me that I was not a rogue. He told me that he would be next to me when I woke up.

My mind was playing games with me.

He won’t be next to me. He was back home, planning a Luna ceremony for Sienna.

would tell me how much my brother and my mate hated me. He would tell me

I should have been awake by now,

was different. Was I

I was, why couldn’t I

Was this what death was? Was I going to spend eternity in the dark? What did I do to

tiny pieces. I thought that I was crying, but I couldn’t be sure. I couldn’t

didn’t think I would ever be able to leave.

about all

away on a trip with Alpha and Luna. Andrew was fourteen at the time, and mom and dad thought he was old

me. I guess that was one of the

out of the house with Amy and Jacob. I would lie to Andrew. I would pretend to be asleep and then leave through my bedroom window to hang out with Amy and Jacob at

each and every time I was angry at Andrew. He gave his life away to raise me. I should have been more grateful.

This was my

It was my fault that he had to do it. If I was stronger,

his feelings and I deserved this. He wanted

He was hurt because of

each and every time I put myself first. There were times I couldn’t volunteer at the hospital because I had a training session or I had to study for exams. I shouldn’t have done that.

I talked badly about her. I tried to ruin her relationship with my brother and Logan. I shouldn’t