True Luna by Tessa Lilly

Chapter 48

Chapter 48 I Messed Up

Emma POV

I messed up.

I should have never let him kiss me.

Now I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I couldn’t stop thinking about his lips on mine, his hands on my body, and his scent all around me.

I messed up pretty bad.

I was lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling. I was painfully aware of him sleeping in the room opposite mine. He’s already moved in.

Every part of my body wanted to run to him. I wanted to feel his hands on me. I wanted to feel his lips on my neck. I wanted to sink my canines into his neck, marking him and letting everybody know that he was mine.

But the voice inside my head kept screaming at me. I felt like I was tied up to my own bed, unable to do what my body craved to do.

And I knew that the voice was right.

Logan didn’t want me. He would soon realize that I was still the same small, weak she-wolf he rejected. Only this rejection would hurt so much more. It would probably kill me.

I was already battling with the memories from the cave. I had a hard time stopping Rolf’s words from constantly repeating in my mind. I could still smell that awful smell of wolfsbane mixed with my own blood. I could still see the orange hue that fire created on the cave walls. I could still feel the cold floor of the cave on every part of my

body.

My body was out, but my brain was still trapped inside that cave.

And I wasn’t sure I was ever going to get

out.

If I added the pain of his rejection on top of all that, I didn’t know if I would be strong enough to keep on going.

Especially now that I got a taste of him, now that I knew what it felt like to have his hands on my body.

I groaned and closed my eyes.

This was going to be so hard.

It would be so much easier if he stayed in the packhouse. I wouldn’t have to see him all the time. I wouldn’t have to feel him close to me. I wouldn’t be

surrounded by his scent all the time.

I opened my eyes and sighed.

‘Eliza?’ I called my wolf.

she responded

run?’ I asked, hoping she would

a little while. His

could feel her getting

since my birthday. I knew Eliza wanted

need to get out of here for

‘Let’s

walked to my closet. I pulled a hoodie over my pajamas and put on a pair of

would wake up Andrew and Logan, and they wouldn’t be happy with me wanting to go for a run in the middle of the

and jumped off the roof. I landed in soft snow. I stayed crunched down for a few moments, waiting to see if Logan or Andrew woke up.

couldn’t hear anything,

up

walked to the tree line.

pile under the tree. I

Em?’ Eliza

with a small smile.

and let Eliza take over. It wasn’t as painful as the first time, but it wasn’t comfortable either.

shifted in

I smiled and opened my

looked down and saw my

moonlight made me look like

I grinned and took

Now that I was away from Logan and his scent, I could think clearly. I couldn’t let him kiss me again. I couldn’t let him touch me again. Not until

you going to reject him?’ Eliza whined

don’t know.’ I sighed. ‘He doesn’t want me,

does!’ she exclaimed. ‘Leon wants us. Logan wants us. Logan regrets rejecting us, Emma. He loves us.’

going to remember why he

I said. ‘Nothing’s changed. I’m still the same girl he didn’t want. I won’t be able to survive the

this pack with him close?’ she whined again.

while.’ I shrugged. ‘Visit other packs, travel, get

I don’t want to leave

come back, Eliza.’ I sighed. ‘We

voices of Andrew and Logan in my

screamed at the same

time.

over my own feet,

Shit.

you?! I could hear

back right now! Andrew shouted.

the snow off of my

I just

Andrew said. Right

What was

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