True Luna by Tessa Lilly

Chapter 48

Chapter 48 I Messed Up

Emma POV

I messed up.

I should have never let him kiss me.

Now I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I couldn’t stop thinking about his lips on mine, his hands on my body, and his scent all around me.

I messed up pretty bad.

I was lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling. I was painfully aware of him sleeping in the room opposite mine. He’s already moved in.

Every part of my body wanted to run to him. I wanted to feel his hands on me. I wanted to feel his lips on my neck. I wanted to sink my canines into his neck, marking him and letting everybody know that he was mine.

But the voice inside my head kept screaming at me. I felt like I was tied up to my own bed, unable to do what my body craved to do.

And I knew that the voice was right.

Logan didn’t want me. He would soon realize that I was still the same small, weak she-wolf he rejected. Only this rejection would hurt so much more. It would probably kill me.

I was already battling with the memories from the cave. I had a hard time stopping Rolf’s words from constantly repeating in my mind. I could still smell that awful smell of wolfsbane mixed with my own blood. I could still see the orange hue that fire created on the cave walls. I could still feel the cold floor of the cave on every part of my

body.

My body was out, but my brain was still trapped inside that cave.

And I wasn’t sure I was ever going to get

out.

If I added the pain of his rejection on top of all that, I didn’t know if I would be strong enough to keep on going.

Especially now that I got a taste of him, now that I knew what it felt like to have his hands on my body.

I groaned and closed my eyes.

This was going to be so hard.

It would be so much easier if he stayed in the packhouse. I wouldn’t have to see him all the time. I wouldn’t have to feel him close to me. I wouldn’t be

surrounded by his scent all the time.

I opened my eyes and sighed.

‘Eliza?’ I called my wolf.

she

I

needed to get out of here just for a little while. His scent was driving me crazy. I was seconds away

and I could feel

hadn’t shifted since my birthday. I knew

I responded. ‘I need to get out of here

‘Let’s go,

pulled a hoodie over my pajamas and put on a pair of sweats. I put

would wake up Andrew and Logan, and they wouldn’t be happy with me wanting to go for a run in the middle of the night. Maybe they wouldn’t forbid me to go, but they would surely want to come with me,

soft snow. I stayed crunched down for a

hear

up

the

a pile under the

Em?’ Eliza asked me.

I said with a

let Eliza take over. It wasn’t as painful as

sorry, Emma.’ Eliza said. ‘We haven’t shifted in a while. It will get easier.’

and opened my

I looked down

moonlight made me look like I

and took

clear my mind. Now that I was away from Logan and his scent, I could think clearly. I

going to reject him?’ Eliza whined after

‘He doesn’t want

‘Leon wants us. Logan wants us. Logan regrets rejecting us,

to remember why he

place.’ I said. ‘Nothing’s changed. I’m still the same girl he didn’t want. I won’t be able to survive the next rejection, Eliza. It will

pack with him close?’ she

I shrugged. ‘Visit other packs, travel,

about Andrew and Asher? I

Eliza.’ I sighed. ‘We wouldn’t

voices of Andrew and Logan in my

screamed at the same

time.

tripped over my own feet, and landed snout-first into the

Shit.

could hear Logan’s panicked voice.

back right now! Andrew shouted.

shook the snow

wrong? I mind-linked them back. I’m close by. I just wanted to go

said. Right now. It’s not

What was he

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