Chapter 50 Hurt

Emma POV

I felt like I was going to throw up.

I was angry. I was hurt. I was terrified.

I didn’t know when or how, but I found myself kneeling on my bathroom floor, trying to empty my stomach into the toilet.

My whole body was shaking, and I wasn’t sure if it was because of anger or how scared I was.

He was after me. He wanted me. He was going to take me.

Nobody could help me. Nobody could

save me.

Suddenly, I wished I was back in that cave with Rolf. At least he planned on killing me. At least my suffering would

have been short.

The Rogue King wanted to mark me. He wanted to make me his. He wanted me to give birth to his children. He wanted to use me.

But why me? There was nothing special about me. I wasn’t powerful. There was nothing special about me.

A panicked sob escaped my lips.

Oh, Goddess, what do I do?

I couldn’t let him take me. I had to do something. I had to run. I had to hide.

My heart was beating so fast that I thought it was going to break my rib cage and jump out of my body.

I couldn’t stop shaking.

‘Andrew and Logan will never let him hurt us.’ Eliza whined, making the pain in my heart increase tenfold.

‘Are you kidding me?’ I growled at her. ‘Logan only changed his mind once he found out that I was powerful! He didn’t want me before that, Eliza! I don’t want his help. I don’t need his help.’

‘He wanted you! Leon told me

everything!’ she cried out. ‘He always did, Emma. Please, talk to him. Let him explain.’

‘There is nothing to explain.’ I said angrily. ‘He will never touch me again. I will never be his.’

Eliza whined loudly, and I blocked her. I couldn’t handle her pain. My own was more than enough.

sat down on the cold floor with my

my knees.

didn’t know what to

sob and

reason. I guessed that me supposedly being a powerful Luna was a good enough reason. Well, of course it was. It

to him but a means to an

was. I wanted to be loved because

because I was the True

the only one who’s ever

because I was Emma was

or weak. He trained me, not to make me stronger for his benefit, but to help me defend myself better. He did it for me, and he didn’t expect

wished that I could love him back the same way. I wished that he was my

could

I wasn’t the True Luna. Maybe I wasn’t even pure white. I probably had other colors on my fur, but they were well hidden

that I wasn’t a pure white wolf, Logan would surely reject me again. I would

as my chosen mate.

would live a peaceful, happy life with a

I forced her even further back into my mind. I couldn’t deal with her pain

pushed myself off of

make her examine every part of my body. There had to be different colors on my body.

Amy would have to get up a little

hair into a ponytail and

left my room and

could hear Logan and Andrew’s voices. They were still in

as soon as they heard

going?” Andrew asked, standing

Amy.” I said coldly.

He should have warned me to not trust Logan. He should have said something. But I guessed that he kept quiet because I was supposed to be powerful and it would be beneficial to his pack. He was using

was breaking, but I had

can’t tell her, Emma. It’s

anger rose. I clenched my fists and took a deep breath.

is my best friend. She is the only one I can trust right

Emma.” Andrew said, shaking his

I said, turning around and walking toward the door.

around me, picking me up and

shouted, trying to wiggle my way out of his

are not leaving this

locking his arms around me. I looked at him over my shoulder, sending him an angry glare.

talk to you.”

Logan shrugged. “I’m not letting you go. You won’t put yourself in danger. Nobody can know and nobody will know,

the coffee table in

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