Chapter 50 Hurt

Emma POV

I felt like I was going to throw up.

I was angry. I was hurt. I was terrified.

I didn’t know when or how, but I found myself kneeling on my bathroom floor, trying to empty my stomach into the toilet.

My whole body was shaking, and I wasn’t sure if it was because of anger or how scared I was.

He was after me. He wanted me. He was going to take me.

Nobody could help me. Nobody could

save me.

Suddenly, I wished I was back in that cave with Rolf. At least he planned on killing me. At least my suffering would

have been short.

The Rogue King wanted to mark me. He wanted to make me his. He wanted me to give birth to his children. He wanted to use me.

But why me? There was nothing special about me. I wasn’t powerful. There was nothing special about me.

A panicked sob escaped my lips.

Oh, Goddess, what do I do?

I couldn’t let him take me. I had to do something. I had to run. I had to hide.

My heart was beating so fast that I thought it was going to break my rib cage and jump out of my body.

I couldn’t stop shaking.

‘Andrew and Logan will never let him hurt us.’ Eliza whined, making the pain in my heart increase tenfold.

‘Are you kidding me?’ I growled at her. ‘Logan only changed his mind once he found out that I was powerful! He didn’t want me before that, Eliza! I don’t want his help. I don’t need his help.’

‘He wanted you! Leon told me

everything!’ she cried out. ‘He always did, Emma. Please, talk to him. Let him explain.’

‘There is nothing to explain.’ I said angrily. ‘He will never touch me again. I will never be his.’

Eliza whined loudly, and I blocked her. I couldn’t handle her pain. My own was more than enough.

down on the cold

between my knees.

what to do. I didn’t

to think. I could only sob and feel the pain

mind without a good reason. I guessed that me supposedly being a powerful Luna was a good enough reason. Well, of course it was. It

was nothing to him but a means to

loved for who I was. I wanted to be loved because I

was

only one who’s ever loved

I was Emma was Jake.

stronger for his benefit, but to help me defend myself better. He did it for me, and he didn’t expect anything back. He loved me even when he found out I was not

the same way. I wished that he

he could be.

I wasn’t even pure white. I probably had other

that I wasn’t a pure white wolf, Logan would surely reject me again.

my

be free. I would live a peaceful, happy

whine. I forced her even further back into my mind. I couldn’t deal

that newfound hope, I pushed myself off of the floor and stood

to go to Amy, shift, and make her examine every part of my body. There had to be different colors on

Amy would have to get up a little earlier

my hair into

left my room and walked

They were still

soon as they heard me

going?” Andrew asked, standing up

Amy.” I said

doing to me, and he said nothing. He should have warned me to not trust Logan. He should have said something. But I guessed that he kept quiet because I was supposed to be powerful and it would be beneficial to

breaking, but I had to accept the

“You can’t tell her, Emma. It’s not safe.”

my fists and took

“She is my best friend. She is the only one

shaking his head.

I said, turning around

wrapped around me, picking me up and sending tingles down

me go!” I shouted, trying to wiggle my way

ear. “You are not leaving this house until you talk to

on his lap and locking his arms around me. I looked at him over my shoulder, sending

don’t want to talk to you.”

shrugged. “I’m not letting you go. You won’t put

and sat on the coffee table in front of Logan and

right to be

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