True Luna by Tessa Lilly

Chapter 54 Trying

Emma POV

I was sitting in the diner with Amy, sipping my vanilla milkshake.

It’s been three days since I found out who I was, and I’ve been under constant supervision from my brother and Logan. I couldn’t shift, and they barely let me out of the house. I fought tooth and nail to be here with Amy without one of them breathing down my neck.

Andrew and Logan were in the packhouse, picking up on their work. Drake left to go to his pack, but he said that he would be back here in a few days. He wanted to help plan the attack on the Rogue King. Logan didn’t want to wait for him to attack. He said that he wanted to get rid of him before he found out about me.

The problem was that nobody knew

where the Rogue King was. He’d been hiding for years, operating from the shadows. Andrew and Logan planed on capturing one of the rogues and trying to get him to talk and tell us where the Rogue King was hiding.

It was really comforting to know that if he managed to take me away, nobody would know where to find me.

Note the sarcasm.

I sighed internally, trying to push the thought back into my mind.

“So, are you going to forgive Logan?” Amy asked me, pulling me out of my thoughts.

I gulped my milkshake down. I didn’t know what to tell her. There was a whole other problem she wasn’t even aware of, and I couldn’t tell her about it

because I would be putting her in danger.

“I don’t know.” I sighed, stirring my

milkshake with my straw. “Would you forgive him?”

Amy sighed, taking a sip of her milkshake before looking back up at

“I don’t have a mate, so I don’t know what a mate bond feels like.” she said. “But the Goddess can make mistakes. You shouldn’t be with the man who hurt you just because there is a bond. You should be with someone who loves you, Emma.”

“Is this your way of telling me I should be with Jake?” I asked her, already knowing the answer.

She was convinced that Jake and I

belonged together.

“Maybe.” she shrugged. “Jake adores you, Emmy. He would never hurt you. He would love you like you deserve to be loved.”

I tried to picture it. I tried to imagine my life with Jake. Each time I did, my whole body screamed. The images of Logan touching me and kissing me flooded my mind. I couldn’t imagine myself with another man. No matter how badly Logan hurt me, I was his. My body and my soul were his.

“It wouldn’t be fair to him, Amy.” I sighed, trying to push away the image of our last kiss. “I could never love him like that. He deserves a girl who will love him with everything she has. He deserves a mate. I can’t be that. I can’t give him the love he needs.”

“But you love him, Emma.” Amy said, taking my hand in hers.

“I do.” I nodded. “I love him like a friend.”

“That would be enough for him.” she smiled at me.

I shook my head. “It wouldn’t be fair, Amy. I could never do that to him.”

Amy sighed, letting go of my hand and taking another sip of her milkshake.

“What about Logan then?” she asked.

“I’m not sure.” I sighed, pushing the now empty glass away. “I need more time.”

Amy and I talked for a little while longer. I tried to avoid the topic about Logan and Jake, because she was adamant about convincing me to leave Logan and run to Jake. But I couldn’t. My body

and my heart kept screaming at me when I thought about it.

When I noticed that it was getting dark outside, I told Amy I should get going.

We said our goodbyes, and I walked back home.

When I entered the house, I saw Logan sitting on the couch, scrolling through his phone.

“Hey, baby.” he smiled at me, making my heart skip a beat.

He insisted on calling me baby, no matter how many times I told him not to. I gave up eventually.

“Hey.” I said, unwrapping my scarf from around my neck. “Where is Andrew?”

“Grocery shopping.” he said. “Did you

have fun with Amy?”

He motioned for me to sit down next to him. I debated it for a second before I walked over to him.

did.” I said as I sat down. “Any news about the

removed a stand

my lower belly heating up. Only a light

Stupid body.

neck as he was removing his hand from my face, and I felt something wet between my legs. I had to

loudly.

to scream at

‘Really?! One touch?!’

darkened and he growled.

Emma.” he said, grabbing the back of my neck and pulling me

forehead on mine and took a deep breath.

thinking was gone. I wanted him to touch me. I wanted him to kiss me. I couldn’t care less about him rejecting me again. This

killing me, baby.” he mumbled, his lips grazing mine

Oh, fuck it!

face with my hands and

straddled him. I could feel how hard he was, and

massaged mine softly, and I moaned, making him groan and press me

mouth to my jaw and to the sweet spot on my neck where his mark would go. He sucked on it gently, making my skin heat up. I let him trace his mouth and his tongue all over my

I

but I found myself biting gently on his lower lip, making him groan and press his hardness against me. I lowered my head into the

tasted amazing. I never wanted to taste

hands found their way to my ass, squeezing hard and pressing me

twitch, and a proud feeling washed over me. I was pretty good

head, capturing

his once again. His tongue massaged mine again,

in my mouth. “I will fuck you right here

looking into his lustful eyes.

now, but I think your brother would kill me if he

Shit. Andrew.

would probably

lowered and my skin cooled

session that almost made me cum in my pants like I was a teenage boy once again mean that you are willing to give me

look at me and smile

lower lip, and my heartbeat picked up again. Could I do it? Could I even trust him? I could try. I could give him a chance to show me that he really did

will try.” I

face made my heart swell. He grabbed my face in his hands,

are mine, Emma.” he said,

forehead on mine.

you.”

Chapter 54 Trying

Emma POV

diner with Amy,

brother and Logan. I couldn’t shift, and they barely let me out of the house.

on their work. Drake left to go to his pack, but he said that he would be back here in a few days. He wanted to help plan the attack on the Rogue King. Logan didn’t want

that nobody

and Logan planed on capturing one of the rogues

to take me away,

Note the sarcasm.

push the thought back into my

to forgive Logan?” Amy asked me, pulling

was a whole other problem

would be putting her

know.” I sighed, stirring my

my straw. “Would you forgive him?”

of her milkshake before looking back

a mate, so I don’t know what a mate bond feels like.” she said. “But the Goddess can make mistakes. You shouldn’t be with

I should be with Jake?” I asked her, already knowing the answer.

that Jake and I

belonged together.

you. He would love you like you deserve to be loved.”

to picture it. I tried to imagine my life with Jake. Each time I did, my whole body screamed. The images of Logan touching me and kissing me flooded my mind. I couldn’t imagine myself with another man. No

Amy.” I sighed, trying to push away the image of our last kiss. “I could never love him like that. He deserves a girl who will love him with everything she has. He deserves a mate. I can’t be that.

said, taking my hand

do.” I nodded. “I love him like

him.” she smiled at

wouldn’t be fair, Amy.

sighed, letting go of my hand and taking another

Logan then?”

I sighed, pushing the now empty

for a little while longer. I tried to avoid the topic about Logan and Jake, because she was adamant about convincing me to leave Logan and run to Jake. But I couldn’t. My

screaming at me when I

dark outside, I

said our goodbyes, and I walked back

entered the house, I saw Logan sitting