True Luna by Tessa Lilly

True Luna by Tessa Lilly 118

Chapter 18 Anger And Pain

Logan POV

I walked into my office and sat down at my desk.

How the fuck was I supposed to focus on my job? How the fuck was I supposed to do something when I knew that another man was coming for my mate?

I wondered where he was. Was he close? Would he come to my pack today? Would he come tomorrow? Would it be in a week or in a month? What would I do when I saw him? How the fuck would I stop myself from killing him?

How the fuck would I survive if he took my mate from me?

I wouldn’t. It would kill me.

I buried my face in my hands and

groaned.

“I would ask how you are, but that seems like a stupid question.” Drake mumbled as he sat down on one of the chairs opposite me.

I moved my hands from my face and sighed.

“I wouldn’t know the answer to that question anyway.” I mumbled. “I’m barely holding it together.”

I ran my fingers through my hair and took a deep breath.

It was so fucking hard to describe what I was feeling. I was angry. I was in pain. I was terrified. I was so fucking terrified. I was sick to my stomach. My body was in pain. I was incredibly sad. I wanted to scream. I wanted to sob. I wanted to explode and burn the fucking world down.

But I couldn’t. I fucking couldn’t.

There was nothing I could do except wait. There was fucking nothing I could do!

“You are not doubting Emma’s love for you, right?” Andrew asked me.

“Of course not!” I answered immediately.

I could never doubt her love for me. I knew how much she loved me. I felt it every day. She loved me as much as I loved her.

I tightened my jaw and took another deep breath.

I took or how deep they were, I just couldn’t get

will

I bent my head down and closed

my body. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t

couldn’t decide if he should kill someone or just lay down

can’t kill him.’ I told him. ‘She would die with

‘I know.’ he whined.

Logan, no.”

look up at

won’t stop loving you.”

that. But what if she loved

her Goddess- given mate, she could love him more than she

love you because of the bond, Logan. She is in love with you.

she had told me

this in front of Drake, but I also

I

want her, but

after a while.”

looked at Andrew and took

realized that she wouldn’t hurt Emma.” Drake

at him.

yes.” Andrew nodded. “Especially after

“Understandable.” Drake sighed.

all of our asses to

would help her. I think Daphne thinks that

Andrew and I chuckled.

her that she is.” Andrew said,

head.

of Emma. Sometimes I wondered if he was

‘Impossible.’ Leon growled.

my fingers through my hair and tried to

that the mate bond does make you want your mate, but it doesn’t make you love them.” Andrew said, looking

had me ready to scream and tear the world apart.

could do to stop it. Lknew that he was her true mate as much as

survive the moment Emma saw him for the first time? How the fuck would I survive hearing the word ‘mate’ come out of

on my office door