True Luna by Tessa Lilly

True Luna by Tessa Lilly 118

Chapter 18 Anger And Pain

Logan POV

I walked into my office and sat down at my desk.

How the fuck was I supposed to focus on my job? How the fuck was I supposed to do something when I knew that another man was coming for my mate?

I wondered where he was. Was he close? Would he come to my pack today? Would he come tomorrow? Would it be in a week or in a month? What would I do when I saw him? How the fuck would I stop myself from killing him?

How the fuck would I survive if he took my mate from me?

I wouldn’t. It would kill me.

I buried my face in my hands and

groaned.

“I would ask how you are, but that seems like a stupid question.” Drake mumbled as he sat down on one of the chairs opposite me.

I moved my hands from my face and sighed.

“I wouldn’t know the answer to that question anyway.” I mumbled. “I’m barely holding it together.”

I ran my fingers through my hair and took a deep breath.

It was so fucking hard to describe what I was feeling. I was angry. I was in pain. I was terrified. I was so fucking terrified. I was sick to my stomach. My body was in pain. I was incredibly sad. I wanted to scream. I wanted to sob. I wanted to explode and burn the fucking world down.

But I couldn’t. I fucking couldn’t.

There was nothing I could do except wait. There was fucking nothing I could do!

“You are not doubting Emma’s love for you, right?” Andrew asked me.

“Of course not!” I answered immediately.

I could never doubt her love for me. I knew how much she loved me. I felt it every day. She loved me as much as I loved her.

I tightened my jaw and took another deep breath.

something was sitting on my lungs. No matter how many breaths I took or how deep they were, I just couldn’t get

painfully. “I wonder if she will love

I bent my head

my body. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t feel my

distraught. He couldn’t decide if he should kill someone or just lay

can’t kill him.’ I told him. ‘She would die

‘I know.’ he whined.

Logan, no.” Andrew

look up at him.

won’t stop loving you.”

that. But what if she loved

that.” I mumbled, clenching my fists. “But if he is her Goddess- given mate, she could love

you because of the bond, Logan. She

what she had told

believe that I am about to say this in front of Drake, but I also didn’t fall in love with Daisy

I

made me want her, but it didn’t make me love her. All

after a while.”

at Andrew and took

realized that she wouldn’t hurt

at him.

“Especially after what happened with

“Understandable.” Drake sighed.

that Daisy would claw all of our asses to protect

help her. I think Daphne thinks that Emma is

Andrew and I chuckled.

probably convinced her that she

head.

Emma. Sometimes I wondered if he was

‘Impossible.’ Leon growled.

hair and tried to take

make you want your mate, but it doesn’t make you love them.” Andrew said, looking back at me. “Emma will

wanting another man had me ready to

was her true mate as much as I was. I knew all of that, but I

I survive the moment Emma saw him for the first time? How the fuck would I survive hearing the word

knock on my office door interrupted my