True Luna by Tessa Lilly

True Luna by Tessa Lilly 118

Chapter 18 Anger And Pain

Logan POV

I walked into my office and sat down at my desk.

How the fuck was I supposed to focus on my job? How the fuck was I supposed to do something when I knew that another man was coming for my mate?

I wondered where he was. Was he close? Would he come to my pack today? Would he come tomorrow? Would it be in a week or in a month? What would I do when I saw him? How the fuck would I stop myself from killing him?

How the fuck would I survive if he took my mate from me?

I wouldn’t. It would kill me.

I buried my face in my hands and

groaned.

“I would ask how you are, but that seems like a stupid question.” Drake mumbled as he sat down on one of the chairs opposite me.

I moved my hands from my face and sighed.

“I wouldn’t know the answer to that question anyway.” I mumbled. “I’m barely holding it together.”

I ran my fingers through my hair and took a deep breath.

It was so fucking hard to describe what I was feeling. I was angry. I was in pain. I was terrified. I was so fucking terrified. I was sick to my stomach. My body was in pain. I was incredibly sad. I wanted to scream. I wanted to sob. I wanted to explode and burn the fucking world down.

But I couldn’t. I fucking couldn’t.

There was nothing I could do except wait. There was fucking nothing I could do!

“You are not doubting Emma’s love for you, right?” Andrew asked me.

“Of course not!” I answered immediately.

I could never doubt her love for me. I knew how much she loved me. I felt it every day. She loved me as much as I loved her.

I tightened my jaw and took another deep breath.

how many breaths I took or how

love him.” I mumbled, as my heart clenched painfully. “I wonder if she will love him more than she loves me. I wonder if her love for me will disappear. I

voice broke, and I stopped talking. I bent my head down and closed

gripped my body. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t feel my

couldn’t decide if he should kill

him. ‘She would

‘I know.’ he whined.

no.” Andrew

look up

won’t stop loving you.”

that. But what

I mumbled, clenching my fists. “But if he is her Goddess- given mate, she could love

you because of the bond, Logan. She is in love with you. The bond didn’t

she

believe that I am about to say this in front of Drake, but I also didn’t fall in love

I

Andrew continued. “The bond made me want her, but it didn’t make me love her.

after a while.”

and took a deep

realized that

at him.

Andrew nodded. “Especially after what happened with Sienna. I

“Understandable.” Drake sighed.

that Daisy would claw all of our asses to protect Emma.” Andrew

I think Daphne thinks that Emma is her

Andrew and I chuckled.

she is.” Andrew said,

head.

of Emma. Sometimes I wondered if he was even more protective

‘Impossible.’ Leon growled.

my fingers through my hair and tried to take another deep

make you love them.” Andrew said, looking back at me. “Emma will want Alpha Nathan, but

thinking about her wanting another man had me ready to scream and

do to stop it. Lknew that he was her true mate as much as I was.

supposed to accept it? How the fuck would I survive the moment Emma saw him for the first time? How the

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