Chapter 64

BONUS CHAPTER 1

LORIK POV

“I forgive you.”

The words charged at me like a sharp dagger that gatecrashed through my heart leaving me breathless. Heat rose from my neck and settled just right above my head, creating a cloud of intense self-loathing that made my ears deaf. With blurred vision, I watched as she slowly sashayed out of the damp dense cellar where I was chained.

My eyes followed her movements until she was out of view. My mind reeled with all sorts of thoughts recalling all the evil things I have committed. She had forgiven me, despite everything I had done to her. She forgave me and bathed me clean, after being tortured by my son for how long… Heck, I didn’t even know how long I have in here without food, water, let alone taking a bath. I reeked of death and all the things I have done in my past. Vernero always brought him a small bite of protein bar just to keep me alive, nothing more than that. I was famished, my throat so patched it felt like it was burning. In my darkest moment where I felt life slipping through my fingers, Leigh-Ari gave me water to drink and quenched my thirst.

Good lord, had I been wrong all these years? Was I wrong to want what’s best for my sons? Was I wrong to uproot things that would bring them distraction? I just wanted what was best for them. I never wanted my sons to end up as low lives with nothing to do. I wanted to pave a way for them, to sharpen them and make them unstoppable, and they were exactly what I had hoped. What wrong did I commit in doing all that?

A lone tear escaped my eye and drizzled down my cheek. I couldn’t even believe what had just happened. When I saw her, I thought she came in here to laugh at my face, to torment me even further and tell me how much of a failure I was, how weak and pathetic I am. That’s what I had hoped for. Because at least I wouldn’t have felt so shitty like I was.

My heartfelt lighter, it was at that moment it dawned to me that I needed her forgiveness. I needed Leigh-Ari to forgive me for all I have done to her. Her forgiveness was what made me look forward to my death without regret, not because I was running away from all my sins, but because I was redeemed and ready to receive my befitting punishment.

I have hurt the only people I tried to protect, and there was no way I could ever undo all the things I did to them. But out of all the fiasco, Leigh-Ari suffered the most. She didn’t even have to forgive me. Heck! Even if she cursed me and told me to rot in hell, I wouldn’t cry and raise a ruckus, I deserved it. I was sp unworthy of her forgiveness, but she chose to forgive me nonetheless.

That made me feel so pathetic and low like I have never felt in all my life.

and thanking her for the wonderful gifts she gave me, I killed her. She gave me a reason to live, she gave me two sons, but I didn’t give her the credit

killed her. With my own hands, I killed her. The look on her face when she gave out her last breath flashed even slower. At that moment I had her lean body between my legs, straddling her, with my hands squeezing tight on her throat, preventing all the air from entering her body and leaving. I

she didn’t last long. She became weaker until her eyes rolled into the back of her head and her body went limp. I didn’t let go. Even when her arms

didn’t deserve Leigh-Ari’s forgiveness. I

The way they let her control them always puzzled me. My boys took orders from no man, but one word from Leigh-Ari had them on their knees, submitting to everything she said. That never went well with me. I hated the idea of my boys being weak, being controlled by

supposed to be like? To be controlled by a woman like that? To be ordered around like a headless chicken? Was I

guess we’ll never

closer towards me, Enzo had his eyes on his feet as they conversed slowly. They halted and then looked up the stairs where Leigh-Ari had taken off to, their voices were so low, so full of admiration and adoration and pure appreciation whenever they talked about Leigh-Ari. I don’t know what that was, but I bet you my rotten life it was love. They loved her, they always did.

up.” Enzo gave his brother a small hug and then climbed up, without much of a glance at my side or even a word. I longed to hear his voice, I longed for

as

out, but what I heard

all of that. My head felt so heavy that it just dropped between my shoulders. Verzi’s

have forgiven you, but I haven’t. Because you didn’t raise me like that.” He informed in a plain

this is what I had hoped for, why did it hurt like this? Why did it feel like someone had my heart in their fist, and they were angrily clenching on it

so full of life and always supercharged, would things be this way? The image of his toothy grin flashed in my mind, the day he had come to me holding a toad in his hands, so happy about it. The smile on his face when his mother gifted him a bunny. He had looked

eyes shut close because I couldn’t bring myself to look at him. I didn’t even deserve looking at his face to see

him? You forced me to eat his flesh remember?” He spat stepping from

his biting spite and

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