Out Of Control:(Incest/Taboo)>Ep27

"No, you're not. We're all dealing with this. I couldn't sleep either," Lexi lied. She'd passed out like a dead woman. But admitting that to her brother felt like a kind of defeat. That his guilt earned him a kind of moral superiority. Or, worse, that he'd given her a level of physical satisfaction that she'd been unable to provide back to him in return. In either scenario, Lexi was clearly the lesser being. She wasn't ready to concede that to her annoying, dopey (admittedly really sexy) little brother.

"Can we, I don't know, talk?" Austin asked, his blue eyes shining. He grabbed his sister's hand and she let him.

"Yes, I'd like that," Lexi said, "But maybe we should go back to your tent. I don't want to wake anyone else up."

Austin bobbed his head like a happy puppy. He started heading back, then he stopped. "Can you walk OK?"

"Not great," Lexi said. Very seriously, Austin went back to his big sister and slid under her arm, letting her rest her weight on him. The two of them made their way back to the tents.

"So. You and Dad, huh?" Austin said as they walked together. Lexi felt her face go hot.

"Youwerebetter," she said. It had just spilled out. Lexi hadn't even intended on saying anything but there it was. Worse, Lexi knew that it was totally true. Being with her father had been fun, but with Austin it was different. Special. So much for her precious superiority.

Austin stopped and looked at his sister, eyes wide. His mouth made word-like motions, but no sound came out.

"I just... I liked it better with you, OK?" Lexi said, "I don't know why, but I did. I'm sorry."

"Why are you sorry?" Austin asked. The siblings started walking again.

God, this is

today was

"No kidding," Lexi said.

his sleeping bag completely and laid it out, so they both had something to lie on. Lexi thought of a story she'd heard at State. About some wild party back east where they zipped naked people into sleeping bags and made them fuck while everyone watched. Lexi had heard that the grand finale had featured a brother and sister and thought it was bullshit. Now she wasn't so sure. Lexi lay down on her side and Austin stretched out across from her. He reached back and flicked on a flashlight. It was still dark, but now Lexi could see her little brother's face in the yellowish glow. He really was cute, she thought. Nice jaw, jutting cheekbones, just the

"You and

to the floor. "Yeah, um, you may have been

looked like more than a

who doesn't have feelings for Dad, you

to make you feel bad. I'm actually kind of, like, happy for you? Is that strange? Like I know you have feelings for Mom and you got to act on them. To have your fantasy. That's kind of awesome." "And you?" Austin asked, "Did you get to live

the complete version of this book

said, "But yes.

not too bright, Lexi reflected. God girl, you really can pick them. "And you

exactly?" Lexi said, "You were there. You felt it. I'd have stuffed a cactus up my cunt if that was my only

shouldn't have fucked you,"

had to," Lexi

shouldn't have... In

made you,"

all true and yet I

out of our control. We're probably all going to

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