Out Of Control:(Incest/Taboo)>Ep31

James looked half asleep sitting at the table. Lexi held her head in her hands. Molly stared into her coffee mug. Austin kept popping his leg up and down, nervous. They looked like a bunch of addicts coming down from their latest high. Christine made herself press on, more from a feeling of responsibility than any actual conviction.

"I know this seems really bad," she said, "Like we've done the worst thing in the world and it will never go away. Never get better. But if you step away and think about it, it's really not the worst thing that could have happened." "I could have also fucked Uncle Jack?" Lexi asked. For a moment, Christine had a picture of herself on all fours, sucking her older brother's dick while her daughter... Fuck. Her mind was so fucking fractured.

"We have to stop blaming ourselves," Christine said, "We've been under the control of the chemicals this whole time." At least, Christine was mostly sure of that. Almost completely. She didn't crawl into her son's tent and beg her daughter to lick her pussy because she wanted to. She was almost completely and totally positive that the drugs had made her force her son to seed her daughter. It was easier to talk than to think.

"For instance," Christine continued, calling on everything she'd learned back in medical school, "There's this medicine to help you quit smoking. I forget what it's called. But some people taking the pills, they'd get up in the middle of the night and go gambling. They'd wake up the next morning and not even remember they did it. The body, the brain -- we pretend to understand them, but we really don't. Sometimes things just happen. If Dad lost our savings 'sleep gambling' or whatever we'd be sad, but no one would blame him. There's nothing that anyone here should feel guilty or ashamed about, OK?"

Her family stared back at her.

"OK?" she repeated. Everyone nodded mechanically. It was a start. "Whatever we took, we should piss most of it out in the next day. Two at most. It'll be out of our bloodstreams in less than a week. So, it will be gone and sooner than you think."

"Hooray," Austin said, flatly.

"A week?!" Lexi said, "What are we supposed to do till then? Just fu... fool around like bunnies?"

Her daughter's refusal to curse was kind of cute considering where her mouth had been only a few hours before, Christine thought. "You think we should go back home?" she asked her daughter, seriously.

"I mean, shouldn't we go see a doctor or something?" Lexi asked, "Make sure this isn't just the interim step before we reach something really terrible?"

with Lexi, Mom," Molly said, "I feel like, if we're at home, there's more

God forbid we start 'acting up' in our backyard where the neighbors could see. Or worse. Lexi, what happens if you get one of those urges on the drive back to college? Molly, you think it's a good idea to feel that way in the

with people we love and trust. God, if we suddenly started doing these things with strangers, I mean. Who knows what could happen? I know it's fucked up, but

could see it in their minds.

sort ourselves out. We were planning on being at the lake for a week anyway. So, nothing really needs

both almost tipped right off the bench. "Holy fuck,

not appropriate," James

gone back to calling

me finish," Christine said, "I've dealt with addiction

an ophthalmologist," Lexi said. She'd given her mother one freaking orgasm and now she acted like she owned the woman. Good Lord. "What, you've got junkies hitting you up for extra

a rotation in the ER up at County and let me tell you, I learned enough for my lifetime," Christine said, "It's not a matter of just getting the drug out of our system. Something like this, it changes the body. The mind. Each of

do we do that?" Molly asked, "Control

this family does everything: hard work, dedication, and a refusal to quit until

could be so infuriating.

Christine said, "I won't let it happen.

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trying, Mom," Molly

we wouldn't still be doing these things. It's

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