Unspoken Pleasure by Erotica

Family Vacation: >19

Liam looked down and I think my words finally got to him because I saw his blue eyes soften. "My secret is that last night was the most wonderful moment of my life," Liam said. I'd thought he was angry or ashamed. I realized he was scared. Overwhelmed the same way I was. I squeezed his arm tighter and not because the ride was speeding up. "I don't want to lose you, Melanie."

"Don't do that," I said. Liam looked legitimately hurt by my words. "Don't call me that. You've done it a few times now and it freaks me out. I've always been Lemony, your little Lemon, and if that's changed because of everything..." "I'm sorry, Lemony," Liam said. He kissed my head. "Everything that's happened. I don't know what to think except I can't stop thinking about you. How amazing you are. How lucky I was last night to share that with you." My brother the romantic. Who knew?

"I'm so scared you're going to tell me you're mad," Liam said. "Or you wish we didn't do it. Or something like that because all I can think about is being that way with you again."

"Well, you probably shouldn't cum in me again," I said.

"Oh," Liam said, the words taking a while to reach his brain. "Oh! Oh shit Lemony, I'm so sorry. When you didn't say something, I thought you must be on the pill."

"It's OK," I said, "I didn't say it, but I should have and now you know. You know, for next time."

"Next time?"

"Yes. I want to keep doing that. With you," I said.

The ride slowed and we stepped off. I'd been so locked in conversation with my brother, I'd lost track of the ride, itself. After we got walked off, I saw Logan and Marissa were about to get on the Ferris Wheel on the far side of the park. We went over to the railing and waved, watching as our cousins got on.

enjoyed what we did?" Liam asked. His blond hair near transparent in the bright sun. "I'm serious," he said, "I thought the first

horrible," I said, "Worst sex I ever had." I leaned over and kissed him. "Look, I don't know. I guess it did kind of hurt at first. But then it felt really

for what sex was. Good and

thought boys were supposed to blow their wad in three seconds the first time they

I built up a little lasting power?" Liam said, "Or something? I don't know. Do you wish that I'd

said. I grabbed

-- I was falling in love with

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that same pizza place with the giant slices (although, to be fair, it looked like everyplace served them that way). I don't know if it was the sun or the sex, but that slice

of the car," he told my brother. Meanwhile, Marissa and I walked

how was

OK." My cousin elbowed me in the ribs. "I told you last night that I liked

morning?" Marissa asked. It felt like she was

I said, "Being

your brother, I can tell you, there's nothing like it. And twins makes it extra special. You were partners since the womb. This is, like, the natural next step in your relationship. That connection? It makes everything

glancing around to see who might be listening. I might have decided that sex with my brother wasn't bad, but I doubted the rest of the world would see it that way. What we were doing, no matter how incredible it felt, was still wrong. That didn't mean I wanted it stop, although some part of me rationalized that I would at some point in the future. Mostly, I wanted to keep it a secret. Marissa, though? My cousin seemed to want to