Unspoken Pleasure by Erotica

Family Vacation: >19

Liam looked down and I think my words finally got to him because I saw his blue eyes soften. "My secret is that last night was the most wonderful moment of my life," Liam said. I'd thought he was angry or ashamed. I realized he was scared. Overwhelmed the same way I was. I squeezed his arm tighter and not because the ride was speeding up. "I don't want to lose you, Melanie."

"Don't do that," I said. Liam looked legitimately hurt by my words. "Don't call me that. You've done it a few times now and it freaks me out. I've always been Lemony, your little Lemon, and if that's changed because of everything..." "I'm sorry, Lemony," Liam said. He kissed my head. "Everything that's happened. I don't know what to think except I can't stop thinking about you. How amazing you are. How lucky I was last night to share that with you." My brother the romantic. Who knew?

"I'm so scared you're going to tell me you're mad," Liam said. "Or you wish we didn't do it. Or something like that because all I can think about is being that way with you again."

"Well, you probably shouldn't cum in me again," I said.

"Oh," Liam said, the words taking a while to reach his brain. "Oh! Oh shit Lemony, I'm so sorry. When you didn't say something, I thought you must be on the pill."

"It's OK," I said, "I didn't say it, but I should have and now you know. You know, for next time."

"Next time?"

"Yes. I want to keep doing that. With you," I said.

The ride slowed and we stepped off. I'd been so locked in conversation with my brother, I'd lost track of the ride, itself. After we got walked off, I saw Logan and Marissa were about to get on the Ferris Wheel on the far side of the park. We went over to the railing and waved, watching as our cousins got on.

what we did?" Liam asked. His blond hair near transparent in the bright sun. "I'm serious," he said, "I thought the first time was supposed to be bad. Painful.

ever had." I leaned over and kissed him. "Look, I don't know. I guess it did kind of hurt at first. But then it felt really really good.

these expectations for what sex was. Good and bad. Last night

blow their wad in three seconds the first time they do it. But you lasted,

other stuff we did that day I built up a little lasting power?" Liam said, "Or something? I don't know. Do

said. I grabbed Liam's hand on

didn't make sense -- I

*

we all agreed we wanted to grab something to eat and lay out on the beach. We found that same pizza place with the giant slices (although, to be fair, it looked like

get some stuff out of the car," he told my brother. Meanwhile, Marissa and I walked up to the boardwalk railing overlooking

how was

OK." My cousin elbowed me in the ribs. "I told

Marissa asked. It felt like she

said, "Being with Liam was

with your brother, I can tell you, there's nothing like it. And twins makes it extra special. You were partners since the womb. This is, like, the natural next step in your

wasn't bad, but I doubted the rest of the world would see it that way. What we were doing, no matter how incredible it felt, was still wrong. That didn't mean I wanted it stop, although some part of me rationalized that I would at some point in the future. Mostly, I wanted to keep it a secret. Marissa, though? My