Unspoken Pleasure by Erotica

Lonely Housewife Succumbs: 1

It was another boring day in late May. Temperatures starting to warm in anticipation of a much needed summer after a harsh winter. Sitting at home with nothing to do, contemplating how my life ever got to this point? I'm a married 36 year old with one daughter, who is soon ready to graduate from High School. My husband of 17 years has been a great provider. We have all the niceties and comforts that one would want; a beautiful home with a large backyard with pool and spa, membership at an exclusive country club, the nicest cars, etc. We had every materialistic want met due to the success and hard work of my husband. But was that all there was to my life? My husband worked long hours and traveled extensively so he was rarely home for me and our daughter, Ginny. Emotionally I was in need of love and reassurance from my husband but deficient in both.

We lived in an exclusive neighborhood in the suburbs west of Chicago. A very serene lifestyle but as time passed, a mundane existence. I met my husband in college and became pregnant with Ginny early on. We married and I dropped out of college to raise our daughter. Don't get me wrong I loved every moment of being a mother. I immersed myself in making sure that Ginny was always the top priority in our life. Maybe that's why after 17 years of marriage I feel so emotionally deficient. Feeling unloved and unappreciated by my husband. I am sure he also has similar feelings but being so busy with work they probably aren't as evident to him as they are to mine. Now as I faced the prospect of literally becoming an empty nester I was overwhelmed with an emptiness and impending sadness.

My husband is never around and when he is, "he isn't around", if you understand what I mean. In a couple of months my best friend, Ginny, will be off to college leaving me alone and devoid of immediate warmth, care, and love. I dreaded the thought.

I couldn't understand why my husband seems so unaware of my needs, both from an intimacy and sex standpoint but also from a friendship standpoint. It almost like I am just part of the house and I don't exist. I've worked hard to keep my youthful physique. I am 5'6" and weigh a 120 lbs. I have a short pixie blond cut with blue eyes. I think I have a nice body, one that men would find attractive if I was interested in that. So I was perplexed as to why my husband did not make me feel loved and wanted. The thought crossed my mind that he might be having an affair but I think in reality the only affair he is having is with his job.

As is typical of my husband, even though we were coming up on the Memorial Day Holiday weekend, he had to be out of town at a convention entertaining clients. At least the weather was supposed to be unseasonably warm. Maybe some quality pool time is just what I needed to perk me up. Some natural Vitamin D is always good for your soul. My daughter was going to sleep at her friends house Friday night and then was planning on having a pool party at our house on Memorial Day Monday.

for the pool party my door bell rang. I approached the door to see my good friend, Emma waiting for me to let her in. Emma is 38

a blast tomorrow night! Please tell me that your husband is out of town? Please! Please!" I laughed and said, "Emma slow down.

the hottest most exclusive party tomorrow

not into Crickets. That's more of a young

woman that needs to enjoy yourself. We are getting dressed up and we are going! No excuses. Besides knowing you, your Friday night is wide open. I'm not taking no

I'll go for at least awhile. I have no idea what I can wear that won't make me look like

hand and pulled me up the stairs, "Let's go see what we have to

I laughed as she raced into my closet like a little girl in a candy store. "Let's see what we have to

anything to her liking. Finally after what seemed like an hour she threw her hands

am married woman. Help me understand why I need to wow everyone