Unspoken Pleasure by Erotica

Lonely Housewife Succumbs: 14

Standing in the same kitchen that my lover, Scottie had ravished me, I pondered where my life was taking me. I now realized how little I knew about myself. It's like Scottie turned the light switch on in my heart. Suddenly I saw the light of day, all that I had been missing, all that I thirsted for! I thought, girl there is nothing to feel guilty about. True my lover was a young man but he was mature beyond his years. It's like everything became clear to me not only in my heart but in my mind.

I poured myself a glass of Chardonnay and went outside to my backyard lanai. My daughter and her friends had left long ago. My so called "husband" was still at the club with his buddies. I'm done with his iciness and lack of affection that has been so common in my marriage. As I sat outside, I thirsted for Scottie's touch. I wanted so much just to cuddle in his arms. I felt a soft warm glow flow within me. I knew what I needed to do.

Just as I was basking in the warmth and glow of my dreams I heard the lanai door slide open, "Andrea we need to talk about this morning."

Somehow the anger I felt earlier today was gone. I knew what I needed to do so I didn't want to waste any energy. I closed my eyes and said, "Okay John, what do you want to talk about?"

He immediately jumped in on me, "Andrea I don't understand what got into you this morning. All I did was asked what was for breakfast?"

I sighed knowing he doesn't get it. I opened my eyes and glanced up at him. I calmly asked him, "John when was the last time you kissed me? For that matter when was the last time you hugged me? Easier than that, when did you last look at me with the love and desire a husband should have for his wife?"

He responded defensively, "Andrea where is this coming from? You know I love you. We've been married for 17 years. For gods sakes what do I have to do? I've provided for you and our family. What the fuck is going on with you?" I stood up and stared at him with a new found confidence, "John, I don't know that you love me! You never show me any affection, you never tell me how you feel about me. Even on the rare days you are home, your mind is elsewhere. I don't want this life anymore. John I want you to move out. I need, no I want time and space to search through my feelings. Maybe I'll find that I need you back in my life. But right now, this might sound ironic to you, but I desperately need some alone time. So please pack up whatever you need and go do whatever you do when you are never home."

John looked at me finally understanding the gravity of the situation, "Please Andrea don't do this. Don't throw away 17 years of a wonderful life. Please baby."

got what I was saying. I shook my head and said, "John, please grab what you need and

my eyes and felt a sense of relief rushing through me. It felt exhilarating and liberating. I hoped that I was doing the right thing. In my heart of hearts I knew I was. I heard him go up the stairs. I waited for awhile before heading upstairs into my bedroom. I closed and locked the door. Closing and locking the door to this part of my life. Excited and overwhelmed to

myself to dream. Dream to be loved, dream to be

we can talk. Please Andrea don't do this." I got up, still in my ratty tee shirt and cut off sweats from yesterday, and opened the door. John rushed in and said, "Sweetheart I'm sorry I made you feel this way. Let

am I supposed to

as long as it is out of this house. Go wherever you went all the years you were

is what you'll get but don't come running to me when you change your mind! It might be

fuck alone.

were now gone. I suddenly felt very invigorated. I started the shower and pulled off my

dried off my mind wandered off to Scottie. I couldn't wait to see him. I immediately got excited knowing that we were going to spend some alone time together. I wanted to get to know this young man better and we had the better part of the day all to

the stairs. She came over and gave me a longer hug than normal saying, "Are you

the

she whimpered, "Most of it. I feel

I'll always be here for you. Nothing will

turning and

don't want to be late. See you