Unspoken Pleasure by Erotica

Fantasies Of My Brother: 4

I had trouble sleeping that night. Not only did I have the day's events running through my head constantly but I also held myself back from masturbating in case Sean showed up again. Getting a blowjob from Julie earlier might have been enough for him but I held out hope that he would want to watch me again. My hand kept idly slipping down to stroke my pussy as I lay there waiting and I had to keep forcing myself to pull it away. Finally the door opened and Sean stepped quietly into my room.

"You still awake?" he whispered.

"Yeah."

After carefully closing the door behind him he walked over to my bed and sat down.

"Are you okay with what happened today?" he asked.

"You mean you and Julie? I was the one who told her it was okay, wasn't I?"

"I know, I just thought it might be weird since... because of how you felt. That's all."

I shrugged, "nah, if you're not going to touch me at least I got to watch someone else. It's kind of like a consolation prize or whatever."

"It's not that I don't want to, you know that right?" he said. "It's just that we can't have a real relationship and it wouldn't be fair to either of us to try. We'd have to keep it a secret all the time and what if we ever decided to 'break up' or whatever the equivalent is? Or what-"

"Fuck's sake Sean," I interrupted, "I just want to fuck you. I understand we can't get married and have kids and live happily ever after. Jesus Christ that's not even what I want."

"Ashley," he started slowly, "you know how I backed off yesterday after I kissed you?" "Yes," I growled, letting him know I was still not happy about that.

"I probably should have handled that differently I admit," he at least sounded a little sheepish about it which I appreciated, "but I really did have good intentions. Anyway, point is if you know what kind of limits we have, and you're okay with them, maybe... maybe it would be okay."

My heart pounded unnaturally hard in my chest. I thought I understood what he was saying but I was still wary. "Don't you dare mess with me again Sean, I'll fucking kill you if you are," I threatened.

"I'm not Ash, I'm really not. But I need you to understand that anything we do, it can't be a substitute for other people. I might meet someone else, or you might, and we need to be ready to accept that."

"I know. Just... just fuck me Sean. Please."

He pulled my blanket off of me in one swift motion, completely exposing my naked body to him. His hand went to my breast and grabbed it somewhat roughly, not that I minded. Our mouths found each other even as I fumbled with his boxers trying to get to his cock. Almost as soon as I managed to get it free he was on top of me. His hard shaft rubbed against the entrance of my pussy already so well lubricated he could slip in without any trouble.

Sean looked at me like he wanted to make sure I was ready, as if that was ever an issue. I thrust my hips upward desperately against him trying simultaneously to convey both that I was ready for him and to increase the stimulation of his cock running over my clit. If he waited much longer I knew I would cum just from that.

The tip of his cock penetrated the entrance to my pussy and as we both thrust against each other he slipped almost halfway inside me. I came immediately, burying my face in his shoulder and holding onto him tightly. He fucked me gently through my orgasm and I felt his cock going deeper with every movement of his hips.

As he felt me relax he picked up speed and force until he was bottoming out on each thrust. He was still be gentler than he needed to be which was fine with me, I would let him do it all night if he wanted. I wanted him to feel good too though, especially since I figured there was more chance of this happening again if he did.

harder," I

to hurt you,"

gonna break, just do

holding back a little. I ran my hands through his hair and over his back as I kissed his shoulder and neck. Soon I felt him tense up just before the first shot of cum hit my pussy. I held him

he interrupted. "I know I don't have to be so gentle with you but

we can work on

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can I ask

was sitting on the floor beside my bed carefully painting each of her toenails with a different colour of nail polish. It had been raining pretty hard for a few days and we were both pretty bored. I had already told her that me and Sean were fucking pretty much every night these days but after that

looking

mean would you go out with

weren't already together? Yeah I guess I probably would."

toe and selected another bottle of polish from my

an actual girlfriend. And I'm pretty sure

"I thought

but I don't think Sean is. We basically agreed that at some point one or both of us might want

every twist and turn. The next chapter awaits, exclusively on

what I said. I was apprehensive about her answer since I knew that what I was proposing could

be okay with it?" she

it yet since I wanted to see what you

really did seem to like Julie, not that he would ever admit it to me. I walked over to his room and knocked on his half-open door. He was sitting at his computer and turned around toward me as I pushed the door the rest

"What's up?" he asked.

much," I said casually, "I just think I might

suspiciously. "What do you

dating

Point is I think you like her and

me for moment.

did think that I'd make it

okay with me and

going out and

just... you know what, never mind." He sighed

you mind if I talk to her

room. I'll

but I flipped channels for a while anyway.

restrain myself; I needed to see how