Chapter 21 The Decisions

“Attitude is a choice. Happiness is a choice. Optimism is a choice. Kindness is a choice. Giving is a choice. Respect is a choice. Whatever choice you make makes you. Choose wisely.“–Roy T. Bennett

Halima

I’m now laying in my bed, looking up at the ceiling. Nightfall had made its appearance, immersing the territory in darkness. Up above, the half–moon and its twinkling stars serve as our only illumination. The distant chatter of wolves and their late–night rendezvous echoed in my eardrums, but I didn’t pay attention to it. My mind’s stuck on my therapy session today with Mayra.

1 spilled everything from my fears to my desires. It took me two months to get used to speaking to a stranger due to fear and judgment. But Mayra had been nothing but open and warm, allowing me to gradually come out of my shell. Just like the others, she, too, recommended that I make my decision on whether to attend the ceremony. That’s the power I have over the situation, and no one would judge me for it. The entire time, she reassured me I was not a walking disaster warning, if anything goes astray, I shouldn’t take the blame for it.

I roll on my side, resting my arm under my pillow. Why was this so hard? It feels like two strings were pulling me, one to the light and the other to darkness. Sometimes, the pull into the darkness was stronger. It was seductive, cloaking me in a blanket, leading me to believe I was better off dead. But in others, the light was stronger. The light was warm, but also foreign. It was something I’ve never felt before, and it was scary–but now I have people around me pushing me forward to heal.

But It’s a battle where I feel unequipped to fight.

“Are you going to go to the ceremony?” Artemis spoke through our mind–link. It was always nice to hear her voice, she helped to fight the demons in my mind since we’re both in this together.

“I want to,” I answer back, shutting my eyes to envision my beautiful wolf. Big and majestic as ever, I needed to let her out once I’m okay, “I’m scared. My mind is coming up with all these scenarios that could go wrong if I show up.”

“I know. I can see them, and they aren’t pretty.” Artemis trotted closer to me, sitting on her hind end. “I, too, wish things were easier. But, just as Mayra said, we’re dealing with many traumatic experiences, so our brain is wired differently. We expect the worst in everything and hide, hoping things go right.”

and scared of my shadow. I look around and see all these powerful wolves, happy

a choice. That wasn’t our fault. But what is our responsibility is when and how we get back up.

a little, feeling the weight of Artemis’s words.

sessions.” Artemis shrugged. “It’s a process, Halima. Taking back the power that has been stolen from

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light. Not sust that, I want to live here. I want to stay in this pack, they welcomed me, took care

nothing but supportive. I want to be a part of something that brought in a broken girl and nursed ber back to

my decision, or rather, decisions.

send a text to Lyria. This was my first cell phone, and it had taken me time to get

go shopping tomorrow? I want to find

She replied in seconds. “I got a couple of styles in mind that would fit you! Meet me in the

see you

into my cherry red nightgown. Shutting off the lights, it bathes my room in comfortable darkness. Crawling

hear you correctly? You want

morning when Halima entered my office. There was a small smile on

skin was clearer and her face was fuller. The beauty hidden derneath was showing. I noticed she no longer had the feeding tube. I feel relieved, it was all in the progress

aware her original file was back at Zircon Moon, but it was too risky to request for it without jeopardizing her safety. I was betting on the fact that they believe she was dead, so her file was

my mind told me the would accept the offer, though I didn’t expect it to be so soon. I felt as though Halima would make a great addition to Garnet Moon, not the fact she was a white wolf, but that she also fits

that ties you to the pack. You will have the Pack Mark branded on you as

brown eyes widened in fear. “H–How would I

barbaric as you think it is. I’ve done

sense.” She answered with an anxious laugh, running her hand through her tight curls. “Um. When will

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