Untouchable by Marii Solaria

Chapter 29 – The Anger

“Memories warm you up from the Inside. But they also tear you apart.“– Haruki Murakami

Kiya

This couldn’t be happening.

My ex–mate is coming to Garnet Moon territory, my home. He is coming into my home to speak with my brother.

The mere thought of the man who helped ruin my life coming into my hearth and home boiled my blood. My anger pulsated in every cell in my body, lighting me up like a flame.

“Take Ximey away, please.” I blurted, trembling in my seat. I didn’t want my niece to see me in the dark depths of my anger. I don’t want her to fear me. Understanding what is about to happen, Luna Alesia quickly took her daughter from my arms and hurried out of the room, the door quickly shut behind her. I felt my Alpha’s eyes on me, searing into my flesh as he watched my every move.

“Ki. I know this is coming as a shock to you.”

“You think?” A growl rumbled deep in my chest. My anger isn’t the only thing I could feel. I could feel Artemis’s anger rivaling mine, destroying and reforming in her cellular make–up. The past had a funny way of showing back up when you least expect it. I thought I had this sorted out in therapy, but it is obvious I didn’t.

I hate Zircon Moon with every fiber in my body. I hate every single person involved in my torture. I hated the Lanes. I hated the Omegas. I hated Odessa. I hated Jonathan. But above all, I hated Neron. The bastard who rejected and marked me for death. He was the monster who took pleasure in my pain, just like his old man. It took me five long years to get to where I am now, and his filthy ass will tap–dance across my home? My place of sanctity?!

Am I bitter? Yes. I have every damn right to be. They stole eight years of my life that I would never get back!

My anger is going off the hinges, slipping through the blocks I set on my powers. My fingers tremble as silvered light loops around each digit. My world suddenly becomes more vivid to where I could see the smallest specs of dust floating around the office. My eyes burn, knowing they’re changing color as my heart. pounded against my ribcage, desperate to keep up with the anger flooding my bloodstream.

I want to punch something. Hit something! I want to hit Neron in his fucking face!

“Kiya, control yourself!” His command didn’t register in my mind. All I wanted is to cast Zircon Moon away from the place I call mine. I won’t let them take anything else away from me!

calm down again, this time using his authoritative Alpha voice. It is like I was doused. with a bucket of icy water. I must get a grip. This won’t help me or anyone. Sucking in

didn’t disappear. It’s still here, but less prominent.

done to me? After everything I’ve told you, you’re going to help him?”

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in danger. They recently suffered from rogue attacks that claimed the lives of countless soldiers and wolves. Their numbers are dwindling, and I promised to lend a hand

hell with Zircon Moon, then! Let them all die!” I shouted at the

I overstepped my boundaries by raising my voice at my

my head.

Neron is no friend of mine.” He spoke. “I haven’t forgotten what he did to you. No one has. However, as of now, he is a fellow

rose

out of his seat, palms flat on his desk. “They need help, Kiya. This isn’t about you. This is about the safety and security of the innocent pups and families at Zircon who potentially witnessed the loss of their loved ones and mates. There are lives at stake here, and more than ever, we need to work together to fight this evil. I will not let you stop me from helping another pack and become the catalyst of innocent

soaked in his words. I couldn’t make

my shame. Deep within my anger, I knew my big brother is right. He is one of the most selfless Alphas I’ve ever met–lending help to whoever needed it. Why wouldn’t he help Zircon?

he was more selfish.

Underneath all this muscle, I was still

threatening to fall. “I don’t want them to

He lifts my face to look at him again, this time his expression void of any earlier anger. “I know. And they won’t know

down my face. “No. I won’t let them push me out of

day.” He answered honestly.

pulled into my brother’s arms, face buried in his clean black shirt. I felt weak. I felt pathetic. After all this big talk of not letting them rule over my life anymore, here I am terrified of their potential

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gently rocking me from side to side. “It’s okay. It’s okay. We’ll figure something

was strong enough, Tony.” I whimpered, gripping onto his shirt tighter.

with his comfort. “Don’t get angry at yourself for reacting the way you did. You’re still healing. You’re still making progress. I’ve seen you blossom from a meek

weak. You pushed through life against all odds. Few dare to move on and work on healing as you have. That is a testament to your strength, Kiya. You are

words meant a lot to me. Even in the face of adversity, Anthony knew how to help me center myself again. My bond with him is strong. I nodded, my mind working on a

they be