Untouchable by Marii Solaria

Chapter 38 The Haunting

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“Somehow we all are burning ourselves as we constantly thinking about our past.“–Bunny Naldu

Neron

I shot up from my bed in a cold sweat. Rapid resonating beats of my heart pounded in my ears, blocking the deep heaviness of my breathing. I did not know of the wetness that coated my ch*eks until I brought my hands up to my face. Lo–and–behold, my hot tears covered my fingertips. My eyes darted around the space, expecting that rainy void of grey. Imagine my relief when I found that I was no longer in that nightmare, but in my bedroom. I threw my head back on my pillow, my hand over my heart as if it would help calm me down.

This must stop. I can’t take any more of these nightmares.

The nightmares were becoming more frequent. Every night is the same thing: Halima tells me how much she hates me before ending her life. Nothing I said would change her mind. How could it? I was a monster back then, born from misplaced hatred. Her ghost haunts me as I sleep, tormenting me with its sickly flesh covered in welts and empty eyes filled with an undying hatred.

How long must this go on?

Halima, what do you want me to do?

“It’s those nightmares again, huh?” I turn to my right to see Odessa shuffling awake. The pink slip dress she wore rode up on her supple flesh as she stretched, exposing her bare curves. “They’re killing the mood, baby. You need to do something about them.”

I know, I don’t know what I should do. There is no one I could talk to about this. The guilt about what happened to Halima was as real as the bed I was lying on, a palpable sense of loss. I feel like I was going mad. Everywhere I turn in this house stirs up a distant memory of how I treated her. A simple walk down the halls reminded me how I would trip her as she mops or push her down the stairs when she got in my way.

Every f*cking thing I did to hurt her lingered like a restless ghost, their dead eyes imprinted on my flesh.

“Who were you screaming for this time?” Odessa crossed her arms underneath her chest, watching my every move. She was expecting an answer. How the hell do I tell her? That I was dreaming about my dead mate? Odessa’s jealousy held no bounds, especially with other women. I rubbed my face once, throwing the covers off my legs as I walked to the bathroom.

“No one.”

“It sounded like someone.” My lady in bed retorted. “Neron, this can’t go on. If you’re not yelling in your sleep, you’re thrashing all over the place. Or you can’t wake up. Whatever the issue is, you need to deal with it. You’re killing my sleep, too.”

sleep In one of our guest rooms if it bothers you so much.” I splash my face with cold water, feeling the exhaustion dissipate. The bags under my eyes were an attestation to my well- deserved suffering. The water droplets cataract down my face, dripping into the sink below me. My eyes lost their shine, now hollow in the depths

memories of Halima were ruining

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with brain

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to me anymore and bury yourself in paperwork constantly. I try to help you, and you blow me off.

Not everything is about you.” I snapped. “I have a lot of things going on

to be together. We’re supposed to be the power couple that everyone rages over. You and I, against the entire world, that’s how it’s

She is and will always be my first love. But I’ve made a huge mistake that cost me my destined lover, and I don’t know what to do. No matter how much I focus on Odessa and the pack, my mind

the mate bond is dead. Everything about Halima is dead. I need to focus on the have been, as Dad would

not what

she k*ssed me back with the same vigor. I love her. This matters more. I cannot keep focusing on a ghost when

k*ssing down her neck. “I’m sorry that I made you feel neglected. I still love you, and that won’t change. You’re mine and I promise,

her body more against my own. “And I love you too. Could

was mine, and nothing will change that.

I must.

been set up for our

nodded, standing on the tips of her toes to dust off a wall lamp. “Yes, on the third floor

my request for an alliance, we’ve arranged an exchange. Since my pack had lost our best Deltas, he offered to send his best Deltas and warriors to help train ours. It would be a temporary stay until training is complete and my warrior

brutal blow. Premature–trained wolves did not make a reliable defense for the pack, and since

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this was the next best solution. My hopes for Garnet Moon to pass their combat knowledge to my wolves would prove useful whenever rogues

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vigor would prove to be their best assets, but approval must come from their parents. I’ve already

office, shutting the door behind him. I didn’t miss little Adonis zooming by with a toy airplane

to give them a tour of our territory to get them accumulated to living here. Kwame will draw up plans and records